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do you think too much?
Jan 7th
do you? hehe.. i do.. thats for sure..
i was thinking of writing our journey of 2009 today, but then, workloads came in.. so entry tu ditangguhkan sbb ia memerlukan sedikit buah fikiran & pengimbauan merentas masa sedikit.. dan saya adalah sgt suke berangan jd akan berpanjangan2 lamunan itu nnti.. hiks..
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last week i was a bit stressed, tho at first i didnt admit even to myself, n konon berlagak sgt cool.. padahal? hanya tuhan je la yg tahu.. until i got blockache of designing at nites, so not much headers could be done last week, and most of the hours and energy was gone to waste… hmmphs.. yg dpt hanya penat..
as i drove this morning, i realize i’ve been pushing myself too hard.. i guess too many wantings.. sometimes i get too drained of thinking/planning too much and cramping everything that i’ve planned together.. pushing it… i want so many things for my kids, to be able my very best to my hubby and family.. sometimes i wish i cud have duplicates of me, so i can give myself to each of them…
this morning what Datuk Dr Fazilah Kamsah said got me thinking.. some stress is good.. but too much stress ..? y do i think too much on things? am i pushing myself to hard? y do i need to set all this at one go…
some problems just cant be solved rite..? no mysteries behind it, just that some tangles just cant be untangled.. like human factors.. thus, those shud be just ignored..
i have to learn not too think too much.. and YUPP.. I SHOULD SIT BACK n ENJOY THE RIDE…
like wanting to move on from the office.. i just started applying for new jobs.. but then again, i dont need to get it now rite..? so y push it..?
The other day, i went for an interview, it was an advertising company.. Ididnt know, cos i didnt have time to check.. and in the jobstreet it was written designer for magazine.. so i tot it was kinda like and publishing company, doing magazines.. and i applied.. n was shortlisted.. and called for an interview.. atfirst they informed on wednesday afternoon around 4, and wanted me to come the next day at 11.. wah, mana boleh? i thought nak lari2 jap pegi.. then keje byk.. n couldnt.. so i replied back on thurs morning and rescheduele to a later date..
and at the interview, the boss/interviewer was ok with my artworks n all.. and he started talking on the commitments i need to throw in.. yupp, advertising with its crazy hourss and the oblige commitments to give to the clients.. It got me thinking there n then, i dont want this.. i left advertising last time after giving birth to Nadhrah becos i want to have more time for my kids.. now GO BACK? am i crazy…?
like my mom says lari dari mulut singa masuk mulut naga.. adoi.. i went blank n speechless for a while..
lepas tu i terus ckp ngan dia “sorry, if i;m single i would love this job but i dont think i want this anymore..” aiyak.. terukkan i ni? tp yup..luckily the interviewer understood.. and he said “i understand with 2 babies and other priorities to ur husband n family.. and thanks for being frank to me.. being frank is good so we know each others stand..”
iklan jap.. hehe.. [one seperti slalu sgt baik hati teman saya, tp kali teman sampai ke reception bangunan Northpoint, midvalley tu.. tlg carikan ofis dia.. terharu sgt.. thank u syg.. muahs!!]
i used dream to work in advertising giants or publishing house or broadcasting line.. and dream to be like yasmin ahmad one day.. but not after getting Nadhrah.. all that changed in a blink of an eye..
and it got me thinking.. i’ve already got a good job, just the distance.. yes, things are not as good or should i say great as it used to be…great & happening collegues, cool boss and ++.. but then again, now also i have not much of a problem.. and nobody really kacau me or anything.. SO i should be thankful, cos there are other less fortunate, being retrenched and all..
I asked myself y the rush? if good or better opportunity comes take it, but not bulldozzing into any opportunity available..
i should learn to relax.. and go with the flow…
learn to prioritize and be organized.. i shud create timeliness too kan?
like the header designs as well.. i always try to do it as soon as i can, which is sometimes good, but only make me sgt tired, cos of the not enuff sleeping.. n after few days of not enuff sleep, makes me really drained out.. which is in the end not good at all..
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so ill be fixing my priorities now.. and i wanna be more relax n have more fun activities this year…
talking bout having fun and enjoying the ride.. last Sat ramai mummy bloggers yg join NuffnangFriso Family Day Out.. sgt teruja tgk semua gmbr kat blog-blog mommies.. best betul.. mmg rugi tak joing, kalau tak dpt beramas mesra kan??
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ni a few pics yg i curi, amongst the pics that i like the most.. hehe.. hope tuan punye tak marah ye.. janji utk letak sini je, xde tujuan lain.. tp kalau tak suke sila btau ok.. saya kluakan..
[Munirah TRIPLETSplusONE]
wah.. based on the strollers.. boleh agak laa ramai kan..
[AnnaSueJie]
tgk kemeriahan di belakang tu.. Aidan ni cute sgt! dgn baju besar ni lg laa tambah cute..
[AnnaPeje]
bestnyee! mummy pun leh join main..
[ Foxy Farah]
haaa.. mmg comfirm ramai.. tgk tu..! very good kids, kusyuk dgr taklimat.. i guess my Nadhrah will be running wild already at this time.. hmmphs..
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bestkan?
Nuffnang pls do it again k.. i wanna join too! hopefully by then Aqilah also can walk, so that we can bring her along.. ahaks..
ps: sudah dibilang.. aku ni kuat berangan..
Rakan bloggers & mamaku si maBaker…
Jan 6th
Hola… hows new year treating u so far?? i hope everything is good..
as for me, i’m back to work, after a long holiday.. we went back to ipoh, will update with that later on.. new resolutions, new motivations, hopefully a better me..
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First entry to kickstart the new year..
I want to share on some of the comments my mom’s receive from dearest fellow bloggers.. haruslah menjadi anak solehah mendahulukan ibubapa kan.. tetibe! hahaha.. sila jgn muntah.. sbb gambar2 yg akan dihidangkan semuanye enak2 belaka..
nak baca the full entry, sila klik kat blog link ye..
The first was from Munirah, she wrote this quite sometime already, and biasa laa i ni kan sgt lagging dlm mengupdate blog, jd hrp maafnye.. She won our very first lucky draw and got the choc cake.. on the side, she also ordered chicken pie and almond crispies… alang2 menyeluk pekasam katanye.. hehe..
“Seriously,..delicious,..sgt sedap! At first, my husband thought I will be getting a small cake, and he is surprise to see the cake is quite big. Not only big ok,..very delicious.”
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Fauzus emailed me last week, it was kinda a last minute order actually.. n my mom was really packed with orders at that time.. but as usual she still accept, my mom ni mmg jenis taknak hampakan harapan org… kind hearted laa in other words, bukan nak puji mak sendiri tapi dia mmg mcm tu..
she was really rushing last Thurs, sgt pack dgn orders.. kesian plak i tgk dia.. I went back early, to take care of the kids so that Masnuna can also help out.. After my 2 lil ones dozz off to sleep, i went down to help where i can… Alhamdulillah, as always my mom berjaya siapkan semua on time..
and at nite, as i was putting aside on things to bring to Ipoh.. my mom fwded me sms’s of the satiesfied customers.. including Fauzus’s.. she ordered Chicken pie, Seafood Quiche and Choc Cake…
” let me tell u about this cake, my sis in law drew simple sketch picture of the cake … seriously very simple one but with auntie zue’s creative touch it turned out to be very cute and tempting cake..seriouslyyyyyy…..SANGAT SEDAP HOKEH….full of chocolate and very very very yummylicious, sangat padat…”
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Azza, Kak Ros & Munirah on the baking class with TRIPLETSplusONE..
“We had fun during the session by TripletPlusOne last Thursday. Farah’s mom (5577studio.com) was very nice”
” Mak si Farah ni bahasakan diri dia Mek (eh, orang Kelantan ke.. lupa nak tanya). Mek ni quite good juga layan budak-budak. 
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alamak… theres a few entry, where i think Munirah mentioned my mom regarding the baking class.. tapi skrg tak jumpe plak, i nak scan thru blk skrg mmg laa tak sempat kan, byk dh Munirah update..
here‘s the latest Munirah updated on the baking class..
byk lg gmbr cantik2.. sila lihat di blog Munirah ye..
plg teruja tgk bwh gambar ni… tgklaa anak dara i sorang ni..kalau main xhengat dunia.. tak sbrnye nak dpt album..
(btw, what do u think of the watermark, ok tak? hehe…)
This was the cake my mom did for the triplets.. July last year.. click here to read the entry
Last but not least, the latest order from
Farah ordered Choc Moist Cake for Afif’s bday party…
“Sangat2 berbaloi k! Secret Recipe pon kalah trust me!saya pon rasa macam nak tempah lagi je sebab yang hari tu memang habis licin..dapat rasa sikit je tu pon tak puas hahaha..ehem2 auntie kalau tempah lagi ade diskaun tak?”
Thanks to all the lovely dearies for the lovely comments.. ordering with us/joining the class.. We thank u from the bottom of our hearts..
insyaAllah in future i will get my mom to personally reply to the comments..
Thanks again!
*hugs*
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(pics are courtesy of the blog owners…)
New Year Resolutions…
Dec 31st
Morning..Happy Thursday..!
haruslah mengupdate blog sblum tetibe jerks ada org dtg menganggu.. hehe..
byk yg nak update, sbnarnye setiap hari dlm minggu ni, dh plan dh nak update apa.. tp sbbkan workload impian tersasar, n telah tdo 2-3 jam je sehari je minggu ni utk siapkan header + designs yg diminta oleh rakan2 bloggers.. agak penat gak la ni..
jdnye terimalah entry yg plg lebar hari ni.. hehe..
alhamdulillah, keje(ofis) semua dh berjaya disiapkan walaupun berlambak dtg, n tinggal sorang2 nak handle semua. jd harapnye takde la yg dtg menganggu dh, atleast bg laa aku ketenangan hr ni je utk tahun ni.. boleh?
ok ok, sudah sudah psl keje, letihhh..jom jom layan gmbr..
Hi..! Nadhrah ada pistol..
(Bermain di jumaat petang.. kan best kalau setiap jumaat mmg cuti)
Nadhrah main pistol air dgn abah..lepas Nadhrah dh siram pokok..
(tetibe je ada Developer lain nak buat rumah lain kat kwsn tanah lapang tu, dulu kononnye nak buat Taman.. takpelah, padang dpn rumah dah ada..)
Nadhrah tembak abah… yeay!
best sgt.. Nadhrah suke..! habis basah Nadhrah, abah tak basah pun..
ni pulak, mlmnye.. singgah mkn kat bangi dulu..
…sebelum nak gi ambik maid.. yup, dh berjaya mendptkan maid..
di klia, Nadhrah tdo dlm kereta, tgh mamai lg ni..
tp bangun boleh kenal & tau yg dh sampai airport..
..dan terus tanya mana nenna & grandpa..? (auntie & uncle aku yg dr aussie)
check flight arrival
ni aktiviti Nadhrah sementara tunggu abah..
(settlekan cleareance ngan immigresen & yadaa2..)
best tau main tolak2..
ni plak aktiviti plak aktiviti Aqilah.. gigit KFC dia..
Mama sudah kebosanan menunggu & sgt mengantuk.. sejam lebih sudah..
akhirnye sampai dh.. ni dia, Kak Masnuna… nnti dia akan jaga Nadhrah & Aqilah bile mama & abah work..
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Kesian dia takut2 lagi masa ni… aku harapkan yg terbaik la utk anak2 aku, hrpnye dia boleh jg diorg dgn baik.. Muda lg dia, dlm 18thn rsnye.. Buat sementara ni aku hntr diorg termasuk Mas ni ke rumah mak aku gak setiap pg, cam skrg ni, dia kena training dulu beberapa bulan..
Aku tak pernah ada maid lg, jd rs kekok jugak laa, tgh cube biasakan.. One kata bg dia masa, pelan pelan kayuh.. okay dokie, abah..!
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Sabtu plak awal pg dh gerak gi umah Mak aku.. tolong dia sikit2 persiapan utk first class dia bersama budak2.. Lil Chefs session @ TRIPLETSplusONE..
My mom was worried cos this was her first class with the kids, she’s used to handling the adult serious class.. but i sure think she did a good job for a first timer.. Azza also told me she enjoyed the class a lot..
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Nadhrah sure had lotsa fun..!
she was a bit cranky when going back time, crying, as she didnt want to go back, so engross with the toys… haish.. smlm siap ckp kat aku lg, Nadhrah nak pegi rumah auntie Munirah lg ok? 
oh yeah.. i love the apron, Nadhrah too, she wore it the whole evening..
One and me went to Ikea when the 2 lil ones was sleeping, left with my mom, dgn harapan wanted to grab a few things that we needed n decorate the house.. but it was so pack we just out of mood to shop, so hang out at starbucks ikano for a while, thought could catch Iza, but she didnt reply my sms.. so lepak for a while, we went to buy the crispy popiah and karipap from ikea, tapau back for tea.. yummeh!
Ahad adalah aktiviti mengemas rumah n mengajar Mas sikit2..
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new year bakal menjelang brp jam lg ney? ada yg gi celebrate ke, kongsi2 laa gi mana ye? aku xlaa kot, dating kat luar rumah je kot ngan one, tgk fireworks.. yupp, sedang berangan utk dpt nampak fireworks dr rumah.. huhu..
Here’s new year resolutions + new ventures utk tahun dpn..
its all jumbled up not necessary in the sequence.. (yg boleh ingat lerr.. saya sgt serabut..)
+ be more organized..
+ to plan more activities for Nadhrah + Aqilah..
+ to be a better mom & wife…
+ to learn to COOK! ye.. saya tak pandai masak, n sgt mls masak.. slalunye one yg masak.. ahaks.. (malu jap..)
+ more initiative on side biz, to be able to accomplish my dream to be a wahm..
+ mau gi bercuti.. nak gi HONEYMOON..! boleh tak? selama kahwin n anak dh masuk 2, tak gi honeymoon lg..
+ kumpul duit utk beli kereta saya.. kereta apa harus dilihat pada budget.. hehe
+ art class bersama Munirah Triplets plus one.. walaupun tetibe rs takut plaks.. harus gagahkan diri..
+ nak kuruskan badan.. haha (baru tambah ni.. dh baca blog Mel baru teringat..) boleh ke lupa yg diri gemok? sabo je laa.. hahaha..
erm.. apa lg ek.. byk lg kot.. tp ni je yg leh pikir skrg.. hehe..
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ok babes… take care..! will update with Aqilah’s Aqiqah pics soon..
HAPPYY NEW YEAR in advance… happy holidays!
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ps: One kata satu lg new year resolution, dpt keje baru(utk aku).. boleh? hehe.. crossing my fingers..
Cute Lil Mary Poppins..
Dec 24th
This is my bff, (fat)’s niece.. comel sgt bukan? her real name is Maryam Annisa.. but the auntie & uncle calls her Mary, hehe.. baru best katanye..
Fat shared it in fb.. n i sgt teruja tgk.. n sibok reply-mengreply komen.. n tot of sharing it here.. tgk kaki tu, ya Allah geram nye..! KFC bak kata Nadhrah… hehe…
and GUESS WHAT i’m thinking of making this a monthly thing or if theres a lot, then would be weekly, where i share cute baby pictures.. cos i just love ‘em babies… it somehow always cheer me up, no matter in what mood i am..
So mummies/daddies, please email me ur babies pics!! n i shall feature it here, no rules or what not.. it shall not necessarly be babies, newborn – 5yrs are welcome.. Do choose the ones u like best yea.. hehe.. (duh! ofcos)
I’m also thinking of starting to take order for kids album, i’m gonna check on the prices for the album n printing for it.. sounds so interesting layout the cute lil ones pics.. n designing it.. rs sgt teruja skrg..!
here’s a sample i found in the webbie, actually it was shared by Munirah.. by designbytaz..
so anybody interested..? i can design the album the way u like it..
*tadi lupe plak.. nak letak gambar layout dlm dia..
ni plak postcard.. menarik kan? ni boleh buat untuk bday invitation gak..
menarik tak?
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hmmphs.. wasnt really happy this morning, as i got to know there was no bonus for me.. apparently here, mommies who went for maternity leave are not given bonus.. oo, mcm tu ek? adil kah?
tapi takpelaaa, aku anggap je laa bukan rezeki aku.. byk lg rezeki lain yg harus aku bersyukur dengan kan? alhamdulillah..
korang nye bonus mcmmana? sure bling bling kan? happy shooooooopinng! waa, syoknye.. jeles okeh.. hehe..
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Take care guys..
Selamat bercuti and bershoppping!
Love at no cost..
Dec 23rd
Actually this is kinda private, but i just feel the need to let it out.. and telling her straight will be a bit hard to do..
Sorry Ani for using this channel, kalau fb lg susah, sbb kwn2 ani semua boleh bacakan..
I was a bit saddened when was told by my sil yday that she’s got back together with her ex.. which i would categorize as a predator-dominator kinda relationship.. When they broke up early this year, i could see a lot of improvement in her, mentally, emotionally, physically and socially.. I was so happy to see her progress.. having more friends.. happily enjoying going out with her friends.. and her relationship with Nadhrah too, closer n started caring (eventho she says its not true, one n me thinks so, to us there was not much love before) ..
and the countless ands..
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and we had a bit of history, 2 years back, when I was in confinement delivering Nadhrah.. She stayed at my moms place as well then, as she was doing her practical, she was still new with this guy, and was kinda love-sick period, and dunno what happened.. she changed a lot at that time, and still until now, we couldnt understand/know what really happened.. but was really hurt then by her actions n her words.. WHEN ALL I DID, WAS CARED… maybe caring too much isnt good either rite?
her actions did impact a lot to me, my mil’s perception (eventho she didnt say anything or more scolded me or anything, she remain calm as she is.. but I could see the distance n all) and i should not mention others.. Futhermore, i have always thought that it was caused by him.. I’ve known Ani for closed to 8years then, n never did she did that to me, nothing close.. never intentionally hurting me anyway..
as she told me yday, she said he’s really regretting everything he did to her and others, and want to change badly.. and begged for her forgiveness and a 2nd chance.. The sound of her words, seems like they’re gonna be more serious into the relationship.. I really dont know how to future will look like.. ofcos i wont be lashing out at him, i’m not that kinda type, or even treat him badly.. just that our perception of him.. trusting him.. its gonna be hard..
even getting back to trusting n letting go 100% of what happened between ani n us(one n me), was really hard.. i am a forgiver.. but not a forgetter.. i always forgive, but never forget.. (thats my problem.. cos every now n then when i remember it back.. it still hurts me..) it hurt me quite deep actually…
i’m the type that hard to love somebody, it takes me long to really trust n love someone.. but once i do, its for real.. n when somebody i love hurts me it will cut me very deep.. n i love my girlfriends more then my lovers (One is exceptional, cos he’s not only my bf, he’s my bestfriend too, my soulmate to be exact..).. n i consider ani like one of my bff jugak back then bfo getting married, becos we share a lot of things.. she does sleepovers at my place n stuffs like bff’s do..
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when she told me yday n asked me to comment, most the time i was only reading her story, I only said “its better for me not to comment, as ill be bias, bcos of my feeling towards him.. If you’ve accepted him, we wont be in ur way.. its ur choice to make anyway… we only are concern of u that u might get hurt again.. thats all… ”
even her friends doesnt like this guy…
she said.. ani takdpt tipu diri ani lagi, ani mmg syg sgt kat dia..
terpaku jap.. i couldnt say anything more..
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sometime love does this to ppl kan? walaupun luka mcmmana pun syg n cinta separuh mati..
if thats her decision, who am i to say anything? i know she wants to know what we think… but issit really important? as she already make her say n stand.. after all the one who’s gonna take the risk is her, suffer also her, happy also her..n i guess she knows best what she wants, right..?
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Here’s a song for her… i heard this song this morning, and i tot of her.. becos, I think its more or like, same as her love-relationship..
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i realize NOW, all i need to do is WISH HER THE BEST…
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and Ani, I hope he really means it and I pray for u to be happy dear.. altho we(one and me) have different thots of him, lets put that aside (i’m not sure of what Mak n others would think).. but to me if you want to go a second time, may it will be successful this time.. i really hope u wont be hurt again.. and sure hope u wont turn out to be a monster again…alamak..! takutttnyeee… lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik!
ps: thanks for fira for searching for the youtube videoclip for me.. *hugs*.. ofis blockkan, lg2 isu block.. haish..
Kepalaku pusing..
Dec 22nd
Smlm, mlm lps dh melayan mereka berdua.. rs sgt penat n ngantuk, jadi terus menuju ke bilik tidur selepas mereka berdua telah tidur… tak buat pun editing utk blog header ni dan juga keje mengdesign lain.. tee-hee..
Pg ni sblum gi ofis, kat rumah mak, uploadkan kan kejap header baru yg dh diedit lg.. pastu terjumpa file background untuk template ni.. & telah menggatal cube edit.. Masa test tgk kat pc bpkku ok jer..
skali bile sampai ofis, try semua browser.. jd semua lain2.. aduhai..
LAYOUT
Google Chrome: OK, klua semua bunga.. n perletakan bunga dia semua betul..
Mozilla FireFox & IE (Internet Explorer): yg belah kiri ok, tp belah kanan bunga tak keluar
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SIDEBAR..
kat IE jd mcmni, patutnye sidebar 2 column .. tapi ofis aku punye IE lama, nak upgrade pun tak boleh dia block, rasanye 2005 kot.
ni baru betul keluar 2 column.. Mozilla & Chrome ok..
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ni la dia namanye gatai, masa takde tapi gediks nak edit gak, dh jd hire-wire… bile pikir blk, baru teringat pc kat rumah bpkku tu screen dia besar.. haruslah dia punye bukan 1024 x 768, kat ofis pun bukan pakai ni, tp 1280 x 1024.. hmmphs.. kesudahannye poning..
korang pakai browser apa? dia klua camne..?
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keje pulak byk ni.. haishh..
My monday started with a Facelift..
Dec 21st
happy monday guys.. hows ur monday going on so far?
my first attempt for welcoming the new year.. new look for my blog.. hehe.. still the same template.. just edit it a bit.. wanted something more simple n with my 2 kids innit..
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it will look like this.. my new SIMPLICITY header.. i cant upload it to the server now, cos.. blocked! semuanye diblock.. sungguh hampas gas.. will do it as soon as i reached home.. hehe..
bye-bye old header, DOLLY header.. thank u for serving me for the last 6months..
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what do you guys think?
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ps: am working on a few header for lovey bloggers.. will update with them soon.. (when i’m done that is..).. tunggu!
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