it wrote, one of the bitter definations of Love, ” {as title above}”
i think its rather true indeed…

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before i met wan i tot love its just an overrated word ppl like to exxagarate about, that is why before wan, i never seriously venture into relationship, mostly for fun and most of them are just flings.. i remember one ex that i thought i was so hung on over, but when we got back together, i realized i was so drawn into him before was just becos he dumped me and the 2nd time together i was slapped back to reality and saw he’s not that great after all..

after i met wan.. i started believing in love, i saw how powerful love is… n swore to myself not to love any other man.. except my dad ofcos. {ps: syg, u feel the same too kan? }

but yes, love can also DESTROY us..
in many2 aspects n ways..

a fren of mine, infact two of them are, they were really a great n happy couple.. i pun tumpang bahagia tgk kebahagian itu, they seem like a very purfect happy couple.. but after a fews years down the road, tersentap sgt saya dpt tau berita mereka dh tak bersama.. si laki jadi mangsa, he really love her madly trully deeply n i believe he’s still in a sad mode.. yup, si wanita berubah tanpa sbb atau alasan, she found another man and a much well to do one.. and i also found out from a source she said she no longer wants to be susah.. i dunno how she implies susah.. but i guess i better not judge..

money often crushes all, rite?
to me, i guess i dont really think choosing ppl becos money is a bad thing, everybody has their own perceptions and wantings rite? its just like choosing a partner bcos of looks, behaviour, religion, personality n yada2.. but then again, make up ur mind from the start.. dont destroy others, especially the person u used to love, when u have the power to..  kesian la org tu, separuh jiwanye pergi.. lagi2 kat anak tu, lagi la kesian..

tho i never think its wrong to choose for money, like for instance if you come from a rich family.. ofcos u r used to all the blings blings.. so ofcos the best suited person for you is a rich man or a rich man’s son.. cos in the end of the day, u r used to the family culture, the crowds and everything that goes with it..

but those who strive for blings blings, with all the wrong ways and reason…
for instance, like kekasih gelap diofisku is doing, remember my post on the scenario earlier? if no, read here.. being a kekasih gelap to the big daddy is one thing, itu biarla kan, ur life ur choice.. but then pushing all the old, setia n berjasa staffs just bcos u want to go up is another thing.. and the big daddy to follow just like lembu is another thing.. hhmpphs.. now is that love, or lust or simply b.o.d.o.h?
pity the wife, but ppl say she knows how he is outside.. *speechless*

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dgr cite2 org, kekdg buat saya terduduk n pikir..
my mom said to me some weeks back, do take good care of what u have..
ya Allah, minta dijauhkan laa benda2 mcm ni.. utk family saya & juga korang semua..

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korang nak kongsi pendpt, cite n pengalaman korang x? sila sila…
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{ps: esok saya akan cite lebih psl gossip ye.. tunggguuuuu}
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Finally today, i have bit of time in the office n can breathe normally.. after weeks n weeks of craziness.. hrp2nye akan berterusan mcm hari ni lah.. dimana keje boleh diorganize n diselit2 dgn side-entertainment lain..

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today& tomorrow is JCard day sale at one utama.. and the usual frenzy! at 8am when i was passing by in front of one utama’s parking a lot of cars are already queing to go in.. luckily i am a parker at the central park, not dataran or one utama monthly rm80 located spot, so parking spot is always there, I ussualy come just in time for the joggers or taichi group to reverse out..  this morning was no exception.. Alhamdulillah..

n passing thru one utama, ppl were already lingering and hanging by waiting for the shops to be opened.. at 8am? waah, semangat sungguh.. tp mmg gini lah gaya setiap kali ada JCard sale..

korang sanggup x? ambik cuti n pg2 dh klua menunggu kedai bukak n start berkejar masuk utk membeli belah, pastu que pjg gileee…? jom kongsi kenapa n mengapa anda sanggup atau tidak sanggup..

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on another note,

as i said earlier am in the process of organize and rearranging things,

salah satunye aku tgh nak buat lg satu blog pakai blogspot utk letak semua kwn2 bloggers punye blog link address, senang sikit ada feed, pakai wordpress ni dia nye blog link feed gile sket.. dh brp kali cube.. jadi  tp kan tak bersesuaian dgn apa yg aku nak.. n yg mcm aku nak dia kena buat satu2.. penat tuh, dh laa byk blog links nye kan..

kalau ada sesapa yg nak exchange link, sila lah beri bloglink anda ye?  atau ada yg aku tertinggal/terlupe buzz juga ye..

thx loads.. ! have a nice day…

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oh yea another thing, i’m on zopim, can buzz me there, but when u log in pls insert ur name n email yea.. easier for me to recognise u. becos then even when i’m offline i could still reply to ur email..

eh lupe nk greet laks..

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salam & huloo darlingss….!

lamanye tak update, bz like nobody’s business n kerap sakit je.. ni pun curi2 jap je…

First & foremost, nak wish all u lovelies… Happy belated Women’s day! we rock dont we?

I’ve got 7 more weeks more to go to week 17.. after that hooray.. freedom! million thanks to mr 77.. {my lucky number 7.. love ya loads!} Alhamdulillah syukur sgt atas keputusan yg dh dibuat, moga2 semuanya akan dipermudahkan olehNYA..

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so i hope u oll will hang in here n bare with me with before then, office craziness as always & getting my other parts of life rearranged and organize…

i’ll try to reply email enquiries as soon as I can, thanks for all the enquiries and interest yea! and also the support..

appreciate much!

here’s a beautiful Red gladiolus flower especially for u lovelies.. take care!

ps: I’ll be updating on new Perfume stocks for March.. do email me if you have enquiries. Pls make ur orders before 22nd March as we’ll be submitting our orders for next months batch then..  :D

aku ingat aku sorang jer, tp tak one pun suke bile kitorg cite psl zaman dulu2 blk.. zaman skola dia especially! dia sgt nakal time tu. ropanye member2 aku pungs sama gaks.. aku ditag sana sini di fb dgn gmbr2 lama… thanks! mcm kenangan yg dibawa bersama.. satu gmbr dpt beri seribu maknakan.. haha.. bermadah plak.. kihkihkih..

n sempena tahun ni aku ngan one dh 10tahun bersama.. nantikanlah, sambungan2 dr entry ni k.. (sapa yg taknak nantikan tu, layankan je laah okeh?)

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kali ni,  aku nak share adalah gmbr2 yg baru ditag oleh Cik Phyzot, member kolej nct, rajin sungguh dia menscan.. n juga photographer tegar time tu.. thanks bebeh!

boleh spot one tak? aku pun tak pasti ni masa bile.. tp ni bwh pokok sakti yg kitorg semua suke lepak.. dan ia juga berhantu… heee.. larik!

convocation dinner.. yg dihujung adalah tuan punya kamera.. cik phyza..

buat assignment didorm.. sempat lg snap2..

jiwang karats u ols.. berbunga bagai.. aku konon malu nak pegang. heee…

one @ first semester.. outing mana aku pun dh tak ingat..

beraya di rumah phyza..

nasi ayam ini adalah sedap..! i loikkke!

muka pelanggan2 yg puas ati.. liza je tak brp senyum, mungkin dia tak puas + kenyang lg kot..

yg berbaju kelabu adalah johan utk bola tampar.. yipee!

muka2 juara jugee… hahaha.. aku bertudung senget.. semua kelam kabut mcm monyet bile nampak kamera..

ni first raya kitorg bersama..dia yg sanggup dtg beraya ke kl..

still remember the date..01.01.01.. (sbb senang nak ingat sbnarnye..)

ntah apa2 tau fieza ambik gambar time org tgh gelak sakan..

muka one terkedu.. hahhaha!

ps: *ana* kurus tak peje?

annual dinner..

beraya di rumahku pulak.. saya adalah sedang mencover, sbb bpkku adalah di sekitar kwsan..

first annual dinner.. waaa, ralitnye en khairol makan…

ni aku pulak yg ralit mkn.. heee

gambar latest dgn phyza.. lunch bersama di ou.. kata berjiran ofis je.. tp sbbkan dua2 bz, jarang2 dpt jumpe..

bile jumpa, terbabas lunch sampai kul 3, haa ambik ko..

ps: sila geli hati{sambungan dr mood smlm} dgn gmbr2 ku.. heee.. saya mmg tak kisah letak gambar tak brp nak cantik pun.. sbb memory indah, bile kelawakan terserlah.. nnti saya share lg ye…

mmg tak sempat nak membuat entry karangan lg pula kalau karangan bercampur dgn sedikit acuan pengalaman n research.. jd layan gmbr je okeh?

gmbrkan membawa seribu cerita.. acehh!

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utk meng-kickstart pagi isnin ini dgn hrpn ia tidak akan menjadi gloomy atau blues..

saya nak kongsi video gLeeeee ni..! best… n sgt men’gLeee’kan hati.. enjoy yea..

*courtesy of shasha shahar for sharing this..* thanks darlene..

ps: dh seminggu lebih saya tak update.. agak² bersawang x? mana penyapu ni.. nak pi sapu sawang2 jap k.. kalau sempat saya akan post lg hr ni.. kalau tak nntikan saya esok..
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enjoy ur monday lovelies!

{seriously hoping for a better monday, sighs*}

Comey tak?

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Happy Chinese New Year in advance to my fellow chinese friends and visitors..

also Happy friday to all lovelies.. wah.. bestnye nak bercuti pjg!!

smlm masa lepak kat luar rumah borak2 ngan one, ramai jiran2 yg lalu & ada yg dh nak blk kg.. wah, cuti sakan nampak.. kalau sapa yang ambik cuti hari ni, rabu, khamis n jumaat depan.. mmg syiok kan?

apa plan uols? anyways, have a nice long hols.. do take care and drive safely yea!!

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*hugs*

ps: adding this in, lupe tadi..

For perfume orders, next pre order will be closed on monday 22/2, will be submitting our order on the day itself.  so anybody interested in buying perfumes, please do send me an email yea!

I’m also in the midst of updating other pages with new pics.. stay tuned!

Headers also, althought there kinda a lot of enquiries coming in, I dare not reply becos I’m a bit worry to commit and not able to finish in time.. I’m at the moment organizing everything, and One had thought and advised me how to organize and coordinate all.. so fret not, ill be replying your emails by this week yea.. Thanks a lot lovelies for the interest and patient..

meantime, there’s this one header I’ve done so far.. for Aisyah or ash_cool.. very cool lady indeed..

Aisyah wanted a header that:

“represent my personal life: i am a working mommy loves my career so much, so header tu boleh tu ada image career mommy + housewife + books + shopping + toddler + DSLR kind of thing? warna pulak, anything pastel yang suit dgn my blog.” and she gave this(click to view) as her sample..

her email reply after she got the header

“Salam, Hi Farah, Thanks a lot.. Love it so much…dah upload pun kat blog…

Thanks… Nice dealing with you…”

Alhamdulillah..glad she liked it.. ” it was great dealing with you too dear.. ”

here’s her header..

see her sgt hebat kan? juggling all that.. i think the juggle part kinda represent me too(n ofcos other mummies).. hehe..

except that she loves her job much, unlike me at the moment..

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or does this below karikatur describes me better…? hahhahha..

its been a while since i last update kan? rindu korang, rindu bloghopping & baca cite korang.. rindu mengupdate.. eventho ive put to myself to try to update and bloghop everyday but hmmph, its been really difficult really..

works getting a lil bit out of hand lately, in many areas.. i mls nak eloborate more on it, cos its just at time sickening. yup! am definately not really in the happy mode..
there are days that it really does get in to me.. argh! n menjadi sgt tention..
*thanks syg for always listening to my complains..

and finally monday its like my body cudnt take it, i was really tired.. tho that, i still asked my collegue, is there anything she need me to help, ive done all my job.. she said no, its ok.. so i just switch off my pc n went back, just otw to my moms place it was starting to jammed up.. it took me about 40minutes to reach my parents place, walhal, biasanye 10minit pun kekdg dpt..
n i called one, borak2 to release some of my tense, he was also telling me stories, talking to him lightened up a bit of me.. but then i was really tired, my body n mind.. so told me issit ok, if i stayed at my parents place today, just not the day to face the jam back home.. he said.. ok, he understand..
then my kids pun mcm paham, they slept quite early also.. so seeing them sleeping, i also went to bed early.. really early actually.. i dozz off at 9..

next morning wake up, ya Allah.. kepala rasa mcm itu batu sudah duduk.. sakitnye.. migrain attack.. vomitt a few times.. ive been having headache for the past a week plus, mkn panadol hilang la kejap, then it come back in and off.. quickly force myself to go straight to the clinic.. sampai je, alamak tak bukak lagi.. so then i tot, mesti urat i semua pun tegang, so decided to go to nenek urut in kayu ara.. she said urat i kat blkg semua dh gemok2, keras2.. aiyok.. wah sakitnye dia urut tu.. tp lega laa rs ringan sket..

after that, at 830 went straight to clinic, got mc and back home.. to ate the medicine.. n sleep..
nadhrah panjat next to me and joined me.. she’s a bit clingy to me nowadays.. ayat yg slalu dia ckp, “nak mama jerr..” sampai org lain kekdg mls nak layan dia..

ok.. ok..
am trying really hard to be positive.. am hoping for a better day today…
do wish me good luck..

ok, lets start with some better topic rather than work, boooooriiiiiiiiingggggggggg!

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kat hotfm hari ni, topiknye, PERPISAHAN YG MENGEJUTKAN..

ni disebabkan berita kat berita harian kelmarian, yg tunang ni diberitau oleh tunang dia seorg askar yg dia nak putuskan hubungan, dua hari sebelum kenduri kahwinnye, melalui sms je..
ada ke patut? kesiannye dia…

ramai laa yg kongsi mcm2.. kesian kan?

aku still terkejut ngan perpisahan KD & anang.. dh bertahun kawin, putus mcm tu jer kan.. sedih je tgk, n dgr lagu anang tu sayu jer dgr..

satu lg perpisahan, tp yg ni tak mengejutkan.. somehow dihrpkan.. ingat tak post psl my sil? Love at no cost. Dia akhirnya dah putus lg skali ngan ex dia yg monster itu, dia sedar yg monster tu berubah seminggu je dan kembali kepada diri asal..ms dia cite kat aku, psl semua benda yg jd, aku lega sgt.. n dia ckp dia ingat semua yg aku pernah nasihat dulu, masa dia tgh buat keputusan.. alhamdulillah, xsia-sia kan?

alhamdulillah dia dh sedar n nampak semua.. n skrg dia dh ada penganti, n sgt gumbira.. so happy for u dear!

korang ada apa cite tak nak kongsi.?

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ps: haaa, i dah add new chatting app by zopim, so during office hours, usually ill be online yea, feel free to buzz me.. actually mrs imran yg tolong buatkan utk i.. thanks yea darl!

haa.. ni video yg sgt klaka.. athreen tagged saya kat fb smlm..
sila laa bersuka ria menikmati vid ni di hari jumaat ni okeh..
oh.. ye.. lupe plak, mrs imran tolong meninstall kan zopim utk saya.. yeay! kalau baik ati leh try test buzz saya disitu..
take care lovelies.. have a nice weekend ahead.. hugs..!
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ps: insyaAllah minggu dpn saya akan post dgn gmbr2.. (cehh.. mcm ada org tunggu jerr.. kasi can la syok sendiri okeh? heeeee..)

oh, tidak perlu disangkal.. Allah saw god almighty’s wonders..  every lil tit bit yg our bundle of joys ni buat bring us millions of happiness kan?

Ni pulak, sambungan dari video smlm, dimana si kakak dtg utk interframe.. tgklaa Aqilah terus diam, seolah sabar je ngan semua tindak tanduk kakaknye.. mata tak kelip tu pandang mama, hehe.. cian dia.. Xpe, tabah ye syg, bagus dia dah pandai adapt dgn kak Nadhrah, mama hrp akan jd best of friends nanti, amin..

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Got a message from Kay (One’s buddy) in my FB mailbox. subject: Teatime..
terus bukak.. ingatkan dia suruh sampaikan apa2 pesanan kat One, nak lepak ke apa.. hehe..
skali video youtube. haha.. furnee.. check it out ok!