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Aqiqah Aqilah..
Jan 11th
happy monday..!
Walaupun bizi ni, saya harus selitkan juga entry hari ni.. sbb sudah berjanji..
Akhirnya.. saya dh berjaya susunkan semua gambar Aqiqah Aqilah, yg saya dpt dari Abah saya, Amelia (Ya), Kak Yoes, Ani & Atun.. Thanks all! Sungguh baik hati utk mengambil gambar dan kongsi ngan saya.. walaupun byk, sanggup utk meluangkan sedikit masa untuk email.. Mcm Ya sampai tiga email dia kena hntr.. 
Gambarnye byk… pilih2 punye pilih.. ni laa yg saya berjaya kurangkan. tak sempat laa nak buat layout & caption semua, letak view thumbnail je, kalau tak jadi panjang berjela korang nak kena scroll.. mana2 gambar yg korang nak tgk, click je utk besarkan n tgk gambar fullsize…
Sekali lg terima kasih daun keladi, kepada semua yg hadir memeriahkan majlis kecil2an ni, tp penuh sampai ke dapur.. sorry laa kepada siapa yg terasa sempit n sesak n kepada yg terpaksa berdiri/duduk kat luar & dapur..
happy watching THE DAY MY LIL ONE TURNED BOTAK..! hehe..
dia mcm kakak dia jugak, tdo…boleh? tak kisah suasana bising n tarik/potong rambut dia..
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ps: cantik tak Auntie Treasure pakai tudung.. saya rasa dia kelihatan sgt manis.. kesian dia, mengadu panas, Pn Zuraidah paksa dia pakai.. hehe..
u know what we did last week?
Jan 8th
hahaha.. konon2 mcm “i know what u did last summer”.. tapi mcm tak jadik jerk.. hohoho..
hokeh, takde yg gelak.. syok sendiri nampaknye..
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sambungan dr menolong my mom ngan order2 dia khamis lepas… lepas tu, kitorg pun gerak blk.. Nadhrah tidur dlm keta.. tapi sebaik sahaja sampai di gate rumah, dia tersedar dan terus ajak pegi padang.. memandangkan aku pun lupe bwk kunci rumah(kunci pintu grill yg baru ditukar), n One tak blk lg, jd moh laa kite..
tgh sibok tanya mana abah..haa, pjg umur! nampak tak, mana abah dia?
terus berlari2 anak ke arah abahnye, setelah sedar abah telah pulang.. berpeluk2kan mcm seminggu tak jumpe..
Aqilah pun boleh tahan.. happynye tgk abah..
ni pula lepas mandi.. tgklaa si dua ni suke sgt membuli Aqilah…
“hi semua… bergaya tak Achiyah pakai sunglasses?”
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ingat tak entry minggu lepas, dimana aku kata diambang New Year, nak dating ngan One kat luar rumah je.. yg tu comfirm la tercapai kan.. tapi tang yg berangan nak dpt tgk fireworks sambil berdating.. skali mmg dpt ok..! tak percaya, sila lihat ni.. hehe..
hehe.. tercapai gak angan2 ku.. ada lg yg lain.. tp yg lain jauh, tak dpt nak ambik gmbr.. skrg dh ramai org byk duit eh? ramainye dh leh pasang bungaapi/fireworks.. mungkin kat rumah korang dpt tgk lg cun & gempak kan.. yg mana rumah dekat ngan kl atau tgh kl atau damansara, sure lg indah.. kan? best best.. jadik la kan, dpt gak tgk bunga api dr rumah sendiri..
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Jumaat lak, hari mengemas n packing.. Ptg gerak gi rumah bpkku..
Mlm tu pegi kenduri Hani, kwn sepermainan dari zaman kenit2 lg. kata jiran, hehe.. yg juga merupakan adik ipar Mrs Imran.. yup, dulu Mr Imran atau dipanggil Abg Chik pun geng ngan kitorg(jap je rsnye, aku pun xingat form brp)..
Cantik dia… hahaa.. tetibe lak, teringat zaman comot2 kitorg dolu-dolu, ber-rollerblading bagai..
haa.. hebat tak? masa ni tgh kagum lg dgn api.. boleh tahan perak gak aku ni..hehe.. pastu alamak suap nasi rasa asap? hehe.. jgn lyn.. exxagerator.. Nadhrah plak sibok “hot..hot..”
ok ok.. my hp camera doesnt do justice to the beautiful bride… here’s a pic of her nikah day.. i curik dari fb Hani.. hehe..
i nampak my mom.. can u spot her?
Ni mummy to the bride.. Auntie Maizurah, such a nice n lovely lady.. When i was about 5, just moved to that area, i was so in love her kittens, pagi2 dh bertenggek kat pintu belakang rumah dia, nak main kucing (tak kenal hani lg masa tu). dia rajin layan i.. n adik Auntie ni bg i satu kucing.. suke sgt!
CONGRATSS HANI! you looked so lovely.. may you &hubby live happily ever after…
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The next day, Sat, after breakfast n chitchatting with my parents.. we head the highway byway… blk kampung o o balik kg, hati girang..! kampung ke? kampung la kirenye kan.. ss2 pun aku panggil kampung juge..
“hi… nadhrah dh ada kat rumah opah.. ”
“Nampak tak opah Nadhrah tgh tgk tv..”
“Ni pulak adik Nadhrah, Achiyah, tgh tgk tv jugak sambil minum susu”
Masa ni kitorg baru blk dari rumah Opah (atau kpd Nadhrah & Aqilah adalah Onyang), Opah tak sihat.. kesian sgt tgk dia.. Brp kali klua masuk hospital.. Mlm tu pun pukul 12, dia kena sakit blk, one & mak(my mil) bwk dia pegi hospital.. diorg blk dlm 4 lebih pagi.. Hrp2 opah akan lekas sembuh..amin.
Ptg sebelum gerak blk kl, Mak ajak gi Tmn Botani.. cantik sgt Taman ni.. best betul sapa dpt beli rumah kat sini.. mmg aman n cantik!
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yeay.. berjaya update sblum blk.. ok, akan update gmbr Aqiqah Aqilah isnin, esok akan pilih2 gmbr.. janji!
take care darlingsss! have a great weekend..!
Doaku utk Aiesya Zafan..
Jan 7th
My couz Shila, gave birth to her 2nd baby 3 months back… She had complications and had to be go into operation very early, just 6-7months pregnant due to heavy bleeding and other complications.. and precious lil Aiesya Zafan had to be put in incubator from Day 1 and had other complications… one by one doctor detacted.. 
When Makcik (Shila’s mom) came during Aqilah’s aqiqah (Terima Kasih byk2 Ayahcik n Makcik sbb dtg jugak walaupun dlm kesusahan.. n jauh semua) she was telling us the baby’s condition and every experience details.. and that Shila was crying everyday non-stop.. 2 months already then..
Sedih n sebak sgt dgr..
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Mlm ni dpt berita yg lagi mengejutkan, sms dari mak aku..
“Salam.. Aiesya Zafan, anak shila meninggal dunia pukul 43o ptg td.. Kebumi di muar mlm ni… Mintak sama2 sedekahkan al-fatihah..”
Ya Allah.. terus berlinang airmata ku..
Tak terbayang mcmmana perasaan ibunye…
Harap Shila sekeluarga dpt kekuatan untuk menempuhi, ditabahkan hati dan dikuatkan semangat..
Kesian si comel Adam Zikry(dlm gmbr) baru je nak merasa dpt adik.. tapi Aiesya Zafan akan ditempatkan di syurga Jannah..
ok, dh xtahan sebak…
Harap semua yg baca dpt tolong sedekahkan Al-Fatihah utk Aiesya Zafan..
*Al-Fatihah*
Terima Kasih..
[pic taken from Shila's fb gallery.. Raya 09 pic]
do you think too much?
Jan 7th
do you? hehe.. i do.. thats for sure..
i was thinking of writing our journey of 2009 today, but then, workloads came in.. so entry tu ditangguhkan sbb ia memerlukan sedikit buah fikiran & pengimbauan merentas masa sedikit.. dan saya adalah sgt suke berangan jd akan berpanjangan2 lamunan itu nnti.. hiks..
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last week i was a bit stressed, tho at first i didnt admit even to myself, n konon berlagak sgt cool.. padahal? hanya tuhan je la yg tahu.. until i got blockache of designing at nites, so not much headers could be done last week, and most of the hours and energy was gone to waste… hmmphs.. yg dpt hanya penat..
as i drove this morning, i realize i’ve been pushing myself too hard.. i guess too many wantings.. sometimes i get too drained of thinking/planning too much and cramping everything that i’ve planned together.. pushing it… i want so many things for my kids, to be able my very best to my hubby and family.. sometimes i wish i cud have duplicates of me, so i can give myself to each of them…
this morning what Datuk Dr Fazilah Kamsah said got me thinking.. some stress is good.. but too much stress ..? y do i think too much on things? am i pushing myself to hard? y do i need to set all this at one go…
some problems just cant be solved rite..? no mysteries behind it, just that some tangles just cant be untangled.. like human factors.. thus, those shud be just ignored..
i have to learn not too think too much.. and YUPP.. I SHOULD SIT BACK n ENJOY THE RIDE…
like wanting to move on from the office.. i just started applying for new jobs.. but then again, i dont need to get it now rite..? so y push it..?
The other day, i went for an interview, it was an advertising company.. Ididnt know, cos i didnt have time to check.. and in the jobstreet it was written designer for magazine.. so i tot it was kinda like and publishing company, doing magazines.. and i applied.. n was shortlisted.. and called for an interview.. atfirst they informed on wednesday afternoon around 4, and wanted me to come the next day at 11.. wah, mana boleh? i thought nak lari2 jap pegi.. then keje byk.. n couldnt.. so i replied back on thurs morning and rescheduele to a later date..
and at the interview, the boss/interviewer was ok with my artworks n all.. and he started talking on the commitments i need to throw in.. yupp, advertising with its crazy hourss and the oblige commitments to give to the clients.. It got me thinking there n then, i dont want this.. i left advertising last time after giving birth to Nadhrah becos i want to have more time for my kids.. now GO BACK? am i crazy…?
like my mom says lari dari mulut singa masuk mulut naga.. adoi.. i went blank n speechless for a while..
lepas tu i terus ckp ngan dia “sorry, if i;m single i would love this job but i dont think i want this anymore..” aiyak.. terukkan i ni? tp yup..luckily the interviewer understood.. and he said “i understand with 2 babies and other priorities to ur husband n family.. and thanks for being frank to me.. being frank is good so we know each others stand..”
iklan jap.. hehe.. [one seperti slalu sgt baik hati teman saya, tp kali teman sampai ke reception bangunan Northpoint, midvalley tu.. tlg carikan ofis dia.. terharu sgt.. thank u syg.. muahs!!]
i used dream to work in advertising giants or publishing house or broadcasting line.. and dream to be like yasmin ahmad one day.. but not after getting Nadhrah.. all that changed in a blink of an eye..
and it got me thinking.. i’ve already got a good job, just the distance.. yes, things are not as good or should i say great as it used to be…great & happening collegues, cool boss and ++.. but then again, now also i have not much of a problem.. and nobody really kacau me or anything.. SO i should be thankful, cos there are other less fortunate, being retrenched and all..
I asked myself y the rush? if good or better opportunity comes take it, but not bulldozzing into any opportunity available..
i should learn to relax.. and go with the flow…
learn to prioritize and be organized.. i shud create timeliness too kan?
like the header designs as well.. i always try to do it as soon as i can, which is sometimes good, but only make me sgt tired, cos of the not enuff sleeping.. n after few days of not enuff sleep, makes me really drained out.. which is in the end not good at all..
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so ill be fixing my priorities now.. and i wanna be more relax n have more fun activities this year…
talking bout having fun and enjoying the ride.. last Sat ramai mummy bloggers yg join NuffnangFriso Family Day Out.. sgt teruja tgk semua gmbr kat blog-blog mommies.. best betul.. mmg rugi tak joing, kalau tak dpt beramas mesra kan??
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ni a few pics yg i curi, amongst the pics that i like the most.. hehe.. hope tuan punye tak marah ye.. janji utk letak sini je, xde tujuan lain.. tp kalau tak suke sila btau ok.. saya kluakan..
[Munirah TRIPLETSplusONE]
wah.. based on the strollers.. boleh agak laa ramai kan..
[AnnaSueJie]
tgk kemeriahan di belakang tu.. Aidan ni cute sgt! dgn baju besar ni lg laa tambah cute..
[AnnaPeje]
bestnyee! mummy pun leh join main..
[ Foxy Farah]
haaa.. mmg comfirm ramai.. tgk tu..! very good kids, kusyuk dgr taklimat.. i guess my Nadhrah will be running wild already at this time.. hmmphs..
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bestkan?
Nuffnang pls do it again k.. i wanna join too! hopefully by then Aqilah also can walk, so that we can bring her along.. ahaks..
ps: sudah dibilang.. aku ni kuat berangan..
New Year Resolutions…
Dec 31st
Morning..Happy Thursday..!
haruslah mengupdate blog sblum tetibe jerks ada org dtg menganggu.. hehe..
byk yg nak update, sbnarnye setiap hari dlm minggu ni, dh plan dh nak update apa.. tp sbbkan workload impian tersasar, n telah tdo 2-3 jam je sehari je minggu ni utk siapkan header + designs yg diminta oleh rakan2 bloggers.. agak penat gak la ni..
jdnye terimalah entry yg plg lebar hari ni.. hehe..
alhamdulillah, keje(ofis) semua dh berjaya disiapkan walaupun berlambak dtg, n tinggal sorang2 nak handle semua. jd harapnye takde la yg dtg menganggu dh, atleast bg laa aku ketenangan hr ni je utk tahun ni.. boleh?
ok ok, sudah sudah psl keje, letihhh..jom jom layan gmbr..
Hi..! Nadhrah ada pistol..
(Bermain di jumaat petang.. kan best kalau setiap jumaat mmg cuti)
Nadhrah main pistol air dgn abah..lepas Nadhrah dh siram pokok..
(tetibe je ada Developer lain nak buat rumah lain kat kwsn tanah lapang tu, dulu kononnye nak buat Taman.. takpelah, padang dpn rumah dah ada..)
Nadhrah tembak abah… yeay!
best sgt.. Nadhrah suke..! habis basah Nadhrah, abah tak basah pun..
ni pulak, mlmnye.. singgah mkn kat bangi dulu..
…sebelum nak gi ambik maid.. yup, dh berjaya mendptkan maid..
di klia, Nadhrah tdo dlm kereta, tgh mamai lg ni..
tp bangun boleh kenal & tau yg dh sampai airport..
..dan terus tanya mana nenna & grandpa..? (auntie & uncle aku yg dr aussie)
check flight arrival
ni aktiviti Nadhrah sementara tunggu abah..
(settlekan cleareance ngan immigresen & yadaa2..)
best tau main tolak2..
ni plak aktiviti plak aktiviti Aqilah.. gigit KFC dia..
Mama sudah kebosanan menunggu & sgt mengantuk.. sejam lebih sudah..
akhirnye sampai dh.. ni dia, Kak Masnuna… nnti dia akan jaga Nadhrah & Aqilah bile mama & abah work..
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Kesian dia takut2 lagi masa ni… aku harapkan yg terbaik la utk anak2 aku, hrpnye dia boleh jg diorg dgn baik.. Muda lg dia, dlm 18thn rsnye.. Buat sementara ni aku hntr diorg termasuk Mas ni ke rumah mak aku gak setiap pg, cam skrg ni, dia kena training dulu beberapa bulan..
Aku tak pernah ada maid lg, jd rs kekok jugak laa, tgh cube biasakan.. One kata bg dia masa, pelan pelan kayuh.. okay dokie, abah..!
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Sabtu plak awal pg dh gerak gi umah Mak aku.. tolong dia sikit2 persiapan utk first class dia bersama budak2.. Lil Chefs session @ TRIPLETSplusONE..
My mom was worried cos this was her first class with the kids, she’s used to handling the adult serious class.. but i sure think she did a good job for a first timer.. Azza also told me she enjoyed the class a lot..
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Nadhrah sure had lotsa fun..!
she was a bit cranky when going back time, crying, as she didnt want to go back, so engross with the toys… haish.. smlm siap ckp kat aku lg, Nadhrah nak pegi rumah auntie Munirah lg ok? 
oh yeah.. i love the apron, Nadhrah too, she wore it the whole evening..
One and me went to Ikea when the 2 lil ones was sleeping, left with my mom, dgn harapan wanted to grab a few things that we needed n decorate the house.. but it was so pack we just out of mood to shop, so hang out at starbucks ikano for a while, thought could catch Iza, but she didnt reply my sms.. so lepak for a while, we went to buy the crispy popiah and karipap from ikea, tapau back for tea.. yummeh!
Ahad adalah aktiviti mengemas rumah n mengajar Mas sikit2..
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new year bakal menjelang brp jam lg ney? ada yg gi celebrate ke, kongsi2 laa gi mana ye? aku xlaa kot, dating kat luar rumah je kot ngan one, tgk fireworks.. yupp, sedang berangan utk dpt nampak fireworks dr rumah.. huhu..
Here’s new year resolutions + new ventures utk tahun dpn..
its all jumbled up not necessary in the sequence.. (yg boleh ingat lerr.. saya sgt serabut..)
+ be more organized..
+ to plan more activities for Nadhrah + Aqilah..
+ to be a better mom & wife…
+ to learn to COOK! ye.. saya tak pandai masak, n sgt mls masak.. slalunye one yg masak.. ahaks.. (malu jap..)
+ more initiative on side biz, to be able to accomplish my dream to be a wahm..
+ mau gi bercuti.. nak gi HONEYMOON..! boleh tak? selama kahwin n anak dh masuk 2, tak gi honeymoon lg..
+ kumpul duit utk beli kereta saya.. kereta apa harus dilihat pada budget.. hehe
+ art class bersama Munirah Triplets plus one.. walaupun tetibe rs takut plaks.. harus gagahkan diri..
+ nak kuruskan badan.. haha (baru tambah ni.. dh baca blog Mel baru teringat..) boleh ke lupa yg diri gemok? sabo je laa.. hahaha..
erm.. apa lg ek.. byk lg kot.. tp ni je yg leh pikir skrg.. hehe..
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ok babes… take care..! will update with Aqilah’s Aqiqah pics soon..
HAPPYY NEW YEAR in advance… happy holidays!
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ps: One kata satu lg new year resolution, dpt keje baru(utk aku).. boleh? hehe.. crossing my fingers..
Cute Lil Mary Poppins..
Dec 24th
This is my bff, (fat)’s niece.. comel sgt bukan? her real name is Maryam Annisa.. but the auntie & uncle calls her Mary, hehe.. baru best katanye..
Fat shared it in fb.. n i sgt teruja tgk.. n sibok reply-mengreply komen.. n tot of sharing it here.. tgk kaki tu, ya Allah geram nye..! KFC bak kata Nadhrah… hehe…
and GUESS WHAT i’m thinking of making this a monthly thing or if theres a lot, then would be weekly, where i share cute baby pictures.. cos i just love ‘em babies… it somehow always cheer me up, no matter in what mood i am..
So mummies/daddies, please email me ur babies pics!! n i shall feature it here, no rules or what not.. it shall not necessarly be babies, newborn – 5yrs are welcome.. Do choose the ones u like best yea.. hehe.. (duh! ofcos)
I’m also thinking of starting to take order for kids album, i’m gonna check on the prices for the album n printing for it.. sounds so interesting layout the cute lil ones pics.. n designing it.. rs sgt teruja skrg..!
here’s a sample i found in the webbie, actually it was shared by Munirah.. by designbytaz..
so anybody interested..? i can design the album the way u like it..
*tadi lupe plak.. nak letak gambar layout dlm dia..
ni plak postcard.. menarik kan? ni boleh buat untuk bday invitation gak..
menarik tak?
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hmmphs.. wasnt really happy this morning, as i got to know there was no bonus for me.. apparently here, mommies who went for maternity leave are not given bonus.. oo, mcm tu ek? adil kah?
tapi takpelaaa, aku anggap je laa bukan rezeki aku.. byk lg rezeki lain yg harus aku bersyukur dengan kan? alhamdulillah..
korang nye bonus mcmmana? sure bling bling kan? happy shooooooopinng! waa, syoknye.. jeles okeh.. hehe..
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Take care guys..
Selamat bercuti and bershoppping!
Love at no cost..
Dec 23rd
Actually this is kinda private, but i just feel the need to let it out.. and telling her straight will be a bit hard to do..
Sorry Ani for using this channel, kalau fb lg susah, sbb kwn2 ani semua boleh bacakan..
I was a bit saddened when was told by my sil yday that she’s got back together with her ex.. which i would categorize as a predator-dominator kinda relationship.. When they broke up early this year, i could see a lot of improvement in her, mentally, emotionally, physically and socially.. I was so happy to see her progress.. having more friends.. happily enjoying going out with her friends.. and her relationship with Nadhrah too, closer n started caring (eventho she says its not true, one n me thinks so, to us there was not much love before) ..
and the countless ands..
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and we had a bit of history, 2 years back, when I was in confinement delivering Nadhrah.. She stayed at my moms place as well then, as she was doing her practical, she was still new with this guy, and was kinda love-sick period, and dunno what happened.. she changed a lot at that time, and still until now, we couldnt understand/know what really happened.. but was really hurt then by her actions n her words.. WHEN ALL I DID, WAS CARED… maybe caring too much isnt good either rite?
her actions did impact a lot to me, my mil’s perception (eventho she didnt say anything or more scolded me or anything, she remain calm as she is.. but I could see the distance n all) and i should not mention others.. Futhermore, i have always thought that it was caused by him.. I’ve known Ani for closed to 8years then, n never did she did that to me, nothing close.. never intentionally hurting me anyway..
as she told me yday, she said he’s really regretting everything he did to her and others, and want to change badly.. and begged for her forgiveness and a 2nd chance.. The sound of her words, seems like they’re gonna be more serious into the relationship.. I really dont know how to future will look like.. ofcos i wont be lashing out at him, i’m not that kinda type, or even treat him badly.. just that our perception of him.. trusting him.. its gonna be hard..
even getting back to trusting n letting go 100% of what happened between ani n us(one n me), was really hard.. i am a forgiver.. but not a forgetter.. i always forgive, but never forget.. (thats my problem.. cos every now n then when i remember it back.. it still hurts me..) it hurt me quite deep actually…
i’m the type that hard to love somebody, it takes me long to really trust n love someone.. but once i do, its for real.. n when somebody i love hurts me it will cut me very deep.. n i love my girlfriends more then my lovers (One is exceptional, cos he’s not only my bf, he’s my bestfriend too, my soulmate to be exact..).. n i consider ani like one of my bff jugak back then bfo getting married, becos we share a lot of things.. she does sleepovers at my place n stuffs like bff’s do..
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when she told me yday n asked me to comment, most the time i was only reading her story, I only said “its better for me not to comment, as ill be bias, bcos of my feeling towards him.. If you’ve accepted him, we wont be in ur way.. its ur choice to make anyway… we only are concern of u that u might get hurt again.. thats all… ”
even her friends doesnt like this guy…
she said.. ani takdpt tipu diri ani lagi, ani mmg syg sgt kat dia..
terpaku jap.. i couldnt say anything more..
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sometime love does this to ppl kan? walaupun luka mcmmana pun syg n cinta separuh mati..
if thats her decision, who am i to say anything? i know she wants to know what we think… but issit really important? as she already make her say n stand.. after all the one who’s gonna take the risk is her, suffer also her, happy also her..n i guess she knows best what she wants, right..?
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Here’s a song for her… i heard this song this morning, and i tot of her.. becos, I think its more or like, same as her love-relationship..
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i realize NOW, all i need to do is WISH HER THE BEST…
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and Ani, I hope he really means it and I pray for u to be happy dear.. altho we(one and me) have different thots of him, lets put that aside (i’m not sure of what Mak n others would think).. but to me if you want to go a second time, may it will be successful this time.. i really hope u wont be hurt again.. and sure hope u wont turn out to be a monster again…alamak..! takutttnyeee… lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik!
ps: thanks for fira for searching for the youtube videoclip for me.. *hugs*.. ofis blockkan, lg2 isu block.. haish..
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