Nadhrah is still sick.. fever, flu have subside.
cough is a bit stubborn to wear off this time.. she vomitted most of the phlegm/flem out. which is good that is clears her lungs.. but kesian sgt as she is really lembik now.

setiap kali dia muntah, tgk dia macam makin kurus.
dah 8-9kali dah muntah dari subuh tadi..
nasib baik nausea i dah kurang, kalau tak setiap kali lap n cuci muntah dia, akan turut sama muntah skali..

I’ve posted status in fb n twitter. got very good petuas.. tq so much kak intan!
& also tq to all yg concern..
oh yea,fyi i bukan cuti ye, mesti ada yg kata baru masuk keje dah cuti.. i’m in working at home mode today.. syukur to Allah SWT for the opportunity for a job with this option as well as a good and understanding boss..
Alhamdulillah..

sleep tight Nadhrah ma lil honey.. Mama hope ull get well soon syg.

happy monday dearies..!

.Aqilah Koalaku syg… its been 11 months {bukan 11tahun yer..} having you in our life..
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and Mama must say its been just simply wonderful having you around…

Mama admits the first 2 months during confinement was pretty tough for me, I’m just so used to Kak Nadhrah already.. not having to wake up every 2hours during the night, being able to do things herself, play n listen to Mama without any cries everytime… that I keep comparing which is a no-no.. also when you came Kak Nadhrah changed, didnt want mama that much anymore..always pushes Mama away when she actually was really close to Mama before, every lil somethings we shared together. so Mama was a bit sad n down then, I sometimes cry while BF’ing you… but after a month she become better n better…

and as Kak Nadhrah slowly adapt having you as a sister, Mama also progressingly learn how to handle 2 kids…

both of you have bring so much joy to my life…. that nothing else could measure..

altho there are days that I get so tired of both of ur cheeckiness n wantings… but everytime I see both of you sleeping so soundly at nights, the tiredness and aching in my body just somehow fades away..

as of 11 months, here are some of ur milestones…

• You have started to take a step to walk since 9months plus.. first trying to grip to get up, then the walking while holding on to things n us, then 2-3 step, at 10 progress to 6-7 steps without holding.. Kak Nadhrah also was excited, but then sometimes she gets jealous of the attention, she will try to amuse me.. Mama, Nadhrah pun pandai jalan, and try to the baby steps just like you…

• then voilaaa 3 weeks back walking all around the house..! we are so proud of you darling..! now u’re everywhere, 1 minute in ur room, then in the living room laughing or fighting with Kak Nadhrah, peeking into my room, kitchen while  Abah or me prepare food… then another I see you outside playing in our lil garden.

• likes to put ur hand up, as if saying HI and now have learned to wave.. bye bye..

• suke buat muka.. kenyit2 hidung sambil buat mulut mcm gigi jongang… geram sgt..! rs nak gigit jer..

• When sleeping you like to play with ur hair… and sometimes ears.. Same like your sister, get cranky most of the time putting you too sleep unless you r really tired. So Mama have learned the trick, make u guys play ur hearts out..!

• You are still in the taste-every-lil-thing mode… even our sofa’s edges get bitten by you.. favourite adalah remote n handphone, nampak je akan cube capai.. tapi smlm, Aqilah dpt remote, tak gigit tapi tunjuk kat tv.. wah bijak bijak, Mama & Kak Mas, mengekek2 gelak..

• suke ngamuk.. kalau tak layan akan lebih kuat amuknye…

• Likes to play.. ofcos! and now, able to play well with your sister.. without shouting sometimes up to 2-3 hours.

• You also like to start a fight with Kak Nadhrah, pull n tear her books when she’s reading, try to grab the pencil everytime she’s colouring or drawing, try to break the Lego’s she just build, messed up all her DVDs, smile when she gets scolding, shouts everytime she shows tantrum… which then u get scoldings from me. But bravo u brave baby, Mama will laugh when you pull her hair everytime she bullies you, and oh now if you have the chance, the smack smack on the face..

• Will follow every where Kak Nadhrah goes.. when she plays and the instant she puts it down ull grab it and start biting it. So i guess this doesnt make me feel guilty u’re getting all 2nd hand toys cos you’re just fond of ur sisters things..

• Can now sometimes sit quietly on my lap at nights.. there was one night we were watching brazil play, you sat on my lap for quiet sometime as if understanding the game… and then after the ek ek requesting for susu,,, n then slept.

• Still likes to scream or sing like Mariah Carey, {mebbe Mama listens too much of Mariah Carey’s song while pregnant to you..} but now the tonnes is somehow lower n not as frequent, becos you have learn some other vocabs like tatatata, chachaha, babababa {that sounds like abah}.., nananana.. i hope to hear mama sometime soon..

• You can understand when we say No.. and will try to pujuk by giving us the cheecky-pls-pls look and smile hopingly.. and if we still say no.. u sometimes can obey…

• Screams n cries on top of your note, if we were to go out without bringing you….

• You also can laugh very loudly… these never fails to melt my heart..

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You’ll turn 1 year in a months time.. and your very first Bday party.. cant wait!

Love you to bits Aqilah syg..! *Muahs*

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HAPPPYY FRIDAYY KORANGSS..!

enjoy my Aqilah bom bom’s video yea..

ps: skrg tgh gigit kaki mama bwh meja.. Aqilah, sakit tau..

tapi saya dah memhopp sini sana baca blog korang, cume ada yg tinggal jejak n ada yg tak.. bergantung pd tahap gangguan anak2.. kekdg tu ada je yg nk komen tapi Aqilah ada kat bwh meja gigit kaki atau Nadhrah dtg panjat kerusi..

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Okeh skrg seriyes, otak dh cramp jadi blur xtau mana nak mula..  entry mana harus tulis dulu, nak cite semua mcmmana… mcmmana nak susun atau bahagi2kan entry.

sbnarnye dari smlm lg nak update, tp ……. blank dpn pc, jdnye fikir baik laa start buat design jobs dulu…

hari ni pun sama… tapi motivasi diri pagi2 okeh okeh, harus update jugak..

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ok, lets update psl bday Sha’s lil cutie.. Rayyan Ilhan’s bday on 30th May..oh wow, how time flies..!

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teruja gak sbb lama gile tak hangout ngan the Lola’s… tapi tulaa kan, dh kata pergi ngan anak2 xdptlaa nak borak byk sgt.. dh laa last week gath xdpt join.. sob sob..

where the party at..

kami sampai.. bwk Mas skali, sbb perlu extra hands utk tlg kami..

bday boy with mommy.. auntie sue enterprem dibelakang..

Nadhrah sgt teruja nk mkn cupcake Elmo…

ummm… yummms!

bday boy with elmo jersey..! cuteness

Aqilah enjoying the balloons..

with Auntie Patty

POOL TIME!

Aqilah dh xsbr nak terjun.. Nadhrah berjaya tangkap ikan..! terrel anak aku fishing.. ahahaha..

burfday boy!!

burfday girl..! ahahaha.. belum lg.. coming soon.

Auntie Ad’s hero, Ali Imran posing maut.. showing off his Ben10..

mummies laks nak posing.. ahaha.. aku sgt bulat, dh laa pdg kamera lain..  erm, Imran je kot yg pdg betul..

Daddy & daughter still having fun in the water… tak klua2 lg..

penuh kereta dgn belon.. sampai boot kereta pun ada.. aunties2 yg lain pun sakan bwk blk belon..

The next day…. Elmo became Aqilah favourite toy..

and the next next next next day…

sampailah balik hari ahad baru ni, semua belon dh kempis.. heee..

Thanks Sha for having us..! we had lotsa fun… was a fab party indeed..! and for being so generous with the balloons..

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ok korangs… nnti saya akan bersiaran lg… kena susun2 entri..

take care..!! enjoy ur wednesday…

ingat nak pi tgk Karate Kid laa mlm ni, Ieza kata best.. Smlm adalah sempat jumpa Ieza di ou sementara one main badminton kat bukit kiara dgn member2 ofis..

Pengalaman Azza ada cam sama masa nak lahirkan Nadhrah dulu, n kami macam terbalik, Azza anak first normal & second c-sec.. Aku plak vice versa, first dgn Nadhrah c-sec & second dgn Aqilah normal..

Nightmare jugak bile pikirkan blk. skrg aku ada keberanian utk ingatkan blk masa2 tu… kenapa lepas 2org anak?

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Ok, meh aku cite….

eh, jap sebelum aku cite aku nak kongsi tag ni yg aku buat n tulis kat blog lama yg private… (tahun lepas masa masih mengandungkan Aqilah)

Nadhrah & me.. sama x?

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1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?
not really.. in the midst of thinking process.. but were ready to have a kid tho.. we just love kids..

2. WHAT WAS YOUR SECOND CHOICE NAME FOR YOUR OPPOSITE GENDER NAME?
Khairol Na’im / Khairol Zarif / Khairol Zharfan

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
Syukur sgt.. ofcos sgt2 happy.. first child kan?

4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
pregnant at 24, gave birth at 25

5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
sama cam nik.. demam, gi klinik, dr ckp nak buat pregnancy test sbb ada loya2 gak.. mmg terkejut gak ms dr ckp cam tu.. pastu lps test dr ckp “tahniah puan mengandung”.. eppy tak terkata beb..

6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
One sbb dia ada skali kan.. huhu.. pastu my mom n mil.

7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
not really.. dun mind.. janji sihat

8. DUE DATE?
20 April 2007

9. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
yupp.. the whole of first trimester.. teruk.. setiap hr asyik muntah je dari pg sampai mlm.. sampai lembik2 dh.. nasib baik 1st day raya tu ok, dpt laa mkn sedap2 ms raya..

10. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
hehe.. byk n tukar2.. yg plg slalu nak, tau foo fa.. favourite..

11. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
erm.. my art director then.. sbb dia slalu buli aku.. angkat brg la, gantung frame la.. ish~

12. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD’S SEX?
Girl

13. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
nopp.. any gender will make us happy.. janji sihat~

14. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY? 25kg

15. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER? nopp

16. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
I knew.. but it still came to a surprise..

17. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
yupp.. late, 14days after due date, baby’s head is was not engaged to the pelvis.. had to check-in into hosp sendiri.. mcm gi hotel plak..

Keseluruhan sakit 24 jam..
apa pun aku redha.. ujian tuhan kan.. janji semua selamat.. alhamdulillah..

Dr said my bone structure(pelvis) is either small/narrow, so with the baby weight being 3.7, was too big for me.. Tukang urut ckp sbb tu gak n satu lg sbb lapisan uri tebal..

18. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
HUKM Cheras

19. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
masuk labor room nk dkt kol 9pm.. sampai kul 5am ++.. kul 6 masuk bilik operation pulak.. sbb complication, klua kul 7 lebih.. semua skali dlm 12 jam..

20. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
one..

21. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
One.. (thank u syg for keeping me strong..) + 3 staff nurse n 2 doctors..

22. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
opt for natural but at last had to c-sec..

23. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
yupp.. ofcos.. c-sec kena ambik epidural n pain killer..

24. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
3.67kg.

25. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
6 May 2007

26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
Khairin Nadhrah
Khairin = sebaik-baik/the good + Nadhrah = keindahan/radiance
ooh.. a fren juz told me, Nadhrah also means light of beauty..

27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
1 year, 9 months, 2 weeks & 3 days old

28. WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN?
yupp.. am already pregnant… in 17 weeks now..

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Ni tag tahun lepas ye bukan skrg, aku tak mengandung lg… walaupun hr tu hampir2… xpelaa, rest dulu..

Ok.. skrg aku cite, pengalaman masa nak bersalin dgn Nadhrah…

Aku dah past 2 weeks of duedate.. n kena check-in masuk hospital sendiri…

Jumaat tu aku kena tidor hospital sorang2 sbb hukm gov non-specialist, suami hanya boleh masuk 8am-8pm… Rs nak nangis gaklaa kena tdor sorang2 kt hospital, takuttt.. dulu aku mmg tak suke keadaan hospital, bau dia, ambiance dia, aura dia, gloomy dia… tp bile dah ada anak dua ni dh jd biasakan..

Subuh kena panggil utk di-induce.. induce adalah sgt sakit sbb dia paksa contraction.. dahlaa doktor tu masukkan dgn sgt kasar n sakit sekali.. tak pernah rs diceroboh sebegitu sakit..

subuh lagi one dh sampai, tp dia takleh masuk, jadi dia tdo je kat kerusi menunggu kat luar.. kitorgdok bersms je laaa…

kul 8 je terus nampak dia, rs lega sket…

n then my family pun dtg… & juga terima kasih pd call n sms yg xputus masuk wishing me good luck n kata2 perangsang semua.. semua ni yg buat aku kuat..

ptg beberapa kali aku masuk bilik air n bwh dh darah… Aku ckp kat nurse dia kata takde apa2, normal for induce.. ya Allah, mmg petang tu aku nasib malang nurse yg shift masa tu adalah kerek2…

kul 8mlm baru dilate 5sm, tp doctor kata msuk labour gak laa sbb dh sakit sgt contraction mmg sakit gile.. tp br 5sm?

Masuk labour kul 9mlm,  masa tu asyik kena marah jee tak bg teran..

kalau ter-teran jer kena marah sbb aku buat heartbeat slow, ada nurse yg baik oklaa ckp baik2.. ada yg garang kena tengking lg, nak apa2 jd kat anak tu ke? dia tanya aku.. mmg laa xnak, tp SAKITLAAA!

mmg rs nak terberak sgt dh, sampai aku mengigil tahan setiap kali contraction dtg..dh laa setiap 2-5minit..

Menahan contraction yg sgt kuat ni dari kul 12 sampai kul 5, n kul 5 tu seriyes aku dh xde energy dh.. rs nak pengsan jerr.. seriyes..

cube gagahkan hati, one mmg tak lepaskan tgn aku dr masuk labour sampai laa kul 5pg tu, tak kire laa brp kuat aku genggam tgn dia bile menahan sakit contraction…

n dia tak putus2 n penat2 pujuk2 aku… aku mmg byk kali rs cam nak tendang je semua machine2 n bendalah yg ada tu… tgk muke one ok, sejuk sikit..

Kul 5 baru laa dilate 9sm.. Finally… tp bile doktor korek2 n ckp kepala baby Nadhrah masih tak engange lagi… dia suruh aku try teran beberapa kali, setiap kali teran dia nampak kepala n dpt rs kepala baby tapi takleh capai, jauh sgt katanye..

ya Allah aku hembus nafas, berikanlah kekuatan pada hamba mu ini…

after 14 hours menahan sakit induce waiting to start dilating, and another 8 hours in labour room to wait until dilated to 9-10sm with every hour ada je yg akan mengorek2 dibwh..

aku diam tunggu doctor bg explanationss…

and all i know masa tu, i told one i taknak vaccum/forcep, becos ada jiran katil ni,  anak dia dh seminggu dalam ICU sbb kepala dia luke sbbkan bendalah itu dgr dia cite pun rs nak nangis..

jadi aku jd phobia.. aku btau one, biarlaa kata sakit lebih, janji baby sihat…

doctor pun kata mmg at this stage, mmg kena c-sec je sbb dh lama sgt, babynye taik semua pun dh pekat n kalau dia makan akan jd racun kat dia.. lemas pun mungkin..

so kul 5 lebih, aku disiapkan n ditolak ke threather operation room…

kul 6:05am tak silap aku, aku dgr dia nangis.. ya Allah lega sgt.. n penat.. terus tertdo… lepas 24 jam, baru dpt tidor, sebenarnya lebih, sbb malam aku masuk hospital tu aku xleh tdo… mcm2 bermain kat benak fikiran..

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masa mengandungkan Aqilah, 38 week, minggu bersalin tu, Aqilah(in the tummy) pon masih tak enganged, kitorg pergi tanya sana sini utk dptkan 2nd opinions n doctor2 predict mungkin akan jadi benda yg sama.. tp bile aku ckp kat Doc kat hukm blk, nak bincang n cite semua yg dh diberitau oleh doktor2 lain n their opinions..

dia ckp ofcos, its up to decide nak pilih caesar terus ke try normal first… but i tell u mmg doctors ni kite leh buat mcm2 assumption, my advice to u is the real labor itself is the answer… we’re not sure of all this.. ini semua kuasa tuhan…

aku takut weih, masa tu… seriyes taktau nak fikir apa.. tp last2 aku nekad, aku nak cube jugak walaupun pengalaman tu susah.. mengalir gak air mata aku setiap kali pikir n kena buat decision..

n ya Allah.. aku bersyukur sgt aku pilih jln tu, sbb aku dpt sedapkan hati aku sendiri, aku berjaya beranak normal.. aku ingat aku xbleh beranak normal dgn masalah pelvis aku yg doktor kata mungkin sempit…

mcmmana melahirkan Aqilah? sgt cepat, mudah & berjln lancar kalau dibandingkan dgn Nadhrah dulu…

kalau nk tau sila baca {entry ni}

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Masing2 ada pengalaman lain2 kan? bile dah jadi ibu ni baru kite tau mcmmana peritnye ibu kite membesarkan n menjaga kite kan..

i LOVE you ma!! My moms bday baru je lepas sabtu lepas 29 mei.. tp kitorg semua nak treat dia kat penang nanti.. sabtu ni.. sbb sabtu lepas pun dia bz dgn event Kumpulan Silaturahim dia..

and ofcos i Love my Mil too.. kalau bukan dia yg membesarkan anak bujang dia dulu dgn baik, takdelaa org yg nak menjaga aku dgn baik skrg ni..

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Skrg tgh nak mengemas packing barang sambil bloghopping blog korangs, sorrylaa tak dpt nak tgl jejak atau bls komen korang skrg, tak sempat… tp i baca semua n appreciate sgt!

esok kitorg akan blk Ipoh dulu, singgah Ipoh sebelum pi penang holiday bersama family {my dads treat} sabtu sampai selasa… selasa blk ke ipoh blk sampai jumaat…

insyaAllah akan bersiaran dari Ipoh & Penang…

my Aqilah koala turns 10 monthsss..!

patutnye entry ni buat smlm, tetapi smlm saya ada sedikit meltdown… nanti saya cite..

Skrg saya dah tambah satu lg name utk Aqilah, Custard… hehehee..

ni Custard {incase some of u dont know) dari cartoon Strawberry Shortcake.. this is one of Nadhrah’s favourite cartoon, boleh kata setiap hari mesti kena tgk sekali.. Tok Mek yg belikan dvd ni..

cute kan?

Aqilah pun suke tgk, mungkin sbb warna dia terang n menarik kot kan..

sama tak? hehehe..

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Selalunye Aqilah dpt jln setapak dua je tanpa pegang, tapi pagi tadi dapat laa 4-5 langkah… mama sgt happy.. clap clap.

Ramai yg tertipu dgn muka innocent Aqilah, nampak je innocent okeh, tp kaki gado jugak.. boleh tahan kalau gado ngan kakaknye, kalau geram akan menjerit sekuat ati, kalau dpt can akan tarik rambut Nadhrah sampai gugur laa rambut Nadhrah..

& masih lagi continue perangai dari baby, suke merungut n membebel… heeee…

gerams dgn si kenit ni, gigit kang!

yg ni mmg slalu jd punca gadoh, kacau brg Nadhrah…

tapi ada masa2 nye elok je kalau Nadhrah dpt sabar..

elok je boleh main sorang, tetapi ni jarang2 ye sbb adalah lebih thrill utk bermain bersama..

dan byk gak masa2 yg diorg boleh main elok bersama, siap bergelak2 sakan lg…

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gitulah diorg.. gado gelak gado gelak… nangis..  dah rebonding2 tdo.. mcm2.. anak2..

hehehe..

kekdg tu pening gak kepala, sbb keje byk nak kena siapkan.. mcm smlm,

ni status saya kat fb,

{   having another one of those meltdowns… Nadhrah wants attention n I wanted to get some work done… took a quick shower, before heading.. n there she goes banging the door, n crying as if I were to leave her… Aqilah pun sama dgn rajuk nye hari ni.. my lil precious, i love u both, i just need to do some work…

ok, ok….. Jom klua, hunt for grocesseries.. }

dan lepas 10 minit status saya bertukar..

{  ya Ampun… now feeling guilty as ever.. ckp kat Nadhrah kejap mama nak siapkan keje sikit n tutup pc, dia ckp ‘merajuk, taknak kwn mama..’ n masuk bilik.. 5minit dia diam, masuk check, tgk dia dh tertdo… *mommies blues* }

kan ealier tu saya ckp nak klua.. tp mestilaa kena siapkan keje sikit n tutup pc baru bleh kan, belum apa2 lg dh merajuk.. hari rajuk Nadhrah & Aqilah.. dua2 nak attention…

pastu plak ujan.. lama jugak diorg tidor.. rs sunyi plak..

mmg slalu camtu bile dh bingit sakit gak kepala sbb dok pikir sampai bile laa aku nak kena come to the rescue ni, Mas ni sampai skrg sama jerr tapi bile senyap, rasa sunyi sgt pulak… mak2 ni pun klaka kan, mixed emotions..

pastu dlm 3 lebih, status saya berubah lg..

{ dah ada umpan utk org yg merajuk… baru td adik @mcd call, “kak, bolehlaa dtg collect shrek & family… yg akak xde semua saya dh simpankan..”

sure mc kenit tu akan sgt happy.. am loving it…! }

adik supervisor kat Mc’D btho mmg terbaekkk laa! siap dia yg offer lg nak simpankan..

n dlm bbrp minit tu Nadhrah bgn, mmg right timing… dia klua dari bilik terus klua dtg tepi saya, tp pandang jer.. Saya tanya Nadhrah merajuk n marah lg ke? dia geleng n senyum.. terus peluk saya..

Lega.. saya pun ckp jom klua… n gi Mc’D btho singgah ambik cartoons figure tu.. n the gi Jusco dekat rumah… Nadhrah nak main kat playland situ jap n request nak makan kfc… lepas mencekik, kami pun pulang…

ni dia org yg merajuk tadi…

Nadrah: dush dush.. yeay Mama Shrek kalahkan Abah Shrek.. Mama Shrek menang..

walaupun dh byk kali ckp nama dia Fiona.. tetap nak Mama Shrek.. ahahaha.. comel..

Nadhrah dh tgk cite Shrek dari yg first lg (dvd laa kan), selasa lepas first time tgk wayang cite shrek..tapi tu bukan first time Nadhrah tgk wayang.. dh bwk dia a few times, first movie was alvin the chipmunk, masa tu bwh Aqilah jugak.. Aqilah tdo tp ending dia berak.. mmg haru sbb wayang takde baby room..

yg klakarnye Nadhrah kata Donkey tu dia & Puss Aqilah.. Puss tu oklaa cute, dia jd donkey? ahaha..

yelaa kan masa the first, 2 or 3, mana Shrek & Fiona ada anak lg kan.. harus laa nak jd watak utama gak, n mengikut logik dia, dia akan bahagi watak ngan Aqilah ikut saiz..

dalam Strawberry Shortcake dia kata dia Rasberry..

mmg kenalaa utk kitorg sbb kitorg mmg suke Nadhrah in purple.. right on!

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ps: sorry ye.. pjg, skg ada peluang nak update je kena pulun….

ps2: adoi, lembabnye laptop ni nak upload… help.. nak pc baru..!

walaupun syg, kena laaa bertukar angin kan..

tup tap tup tap.. dah nak masuk setahun blog saya ni, 6 Jun adalah bday dia, sama mcm bday Sha Narisha…

semlm, lepas mandi saya masuk bilik cik kenits saya, diorg takde klua gi main rumah jiran sekejap.. duduk atas katil, ya Allah rs mcm cepat sgt semua nye berlaku… rs mcm br smlm jerr lahirkan nadhrah, pindah rumah ni… skrg dua2 katil dh occupied.. dan dan mcm 2 lagi…

ok, tuan punye bilik dah balik.. sdg nak menyusun n membaca buku..

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n tuptap, saya dh nak sebulan jadi wahm… am very happy & thankful indeed…

but seriousssly.. its not easy… nak concentrate buat keje, bile anak2 panggil2.. hati ibu mana tak cairkan..

n masuk isnin jer saya jd gelisah, projek n job byk lg tertunggak… ya ya saya tau harus organise… dh organise dh ni, cume bdn satu jer, tangan dua jer… mmg tak sempat kalau nak gapai semua kan..

pls dont get me wrong… am not complaining… and my hubby pun takde pressure saya… hanya saya dan pemikiran sy..  mungkin betul kot kan, kwn saya kata, bile dh duduk rumah ni lain plak monday blues nye…

i love itt..! but ……

hahaha.. n baru je sebln saya dpt lemparan persepsi yg saya tak brp gemar… women of leisuree… pompuan dok rumah.. goyang kaki.. bla bla bla..

ya Allah.. sesungguhnya itu bukan sayaa… u may think working at home is easy… is NOT!!.. keindahannya adalah dpt bersama anak dan melihat anak dlm setiap perkembangannya .. tp nak buat n siapkan kerja sambil anak panggil2 ajak teman dia cite, baca buku, nk main, nak mkn, hampir setiap 5minit akan panggil.. adalah perasan yg tidak best apabila harus tolak…

bukan senang beb, ia adalah sama penat mcm kamu bekerja.. di ofis, mahupun tempat2 lain yer.. tolonglaa jgn pikir saya duduk rumah perah duit suami yer… sekian terima kasih..

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ps: insyaAllah bday blog akan bertukar wajah dlm minggu bdaynye…

ps2: korang perasan tak ada illustration Emila Yusof? Saya print n framekan.. LOVE her drawings.. So does Nadhrah…

minggu ni masuk minggu ketiga saya bekerja dari rumah.. lama gak saya tak update kan? jap sapu sawang2 sket..

sorry korang tak membls komen2.. saya dh baca n hargai sgt2! tapi tak sempat..

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seriously, i didnt expect the hecticness..

• first week

Tak byk design job/project yg dapat saya buat, the first 3 days Aqilah demam, Nadhrah batuk2 muntah.. rabu Aqilah dh baik demam sepenuhnya tapi mlm tu dah start batuk pulak jangkit dgn Nadhrah, batuk n selsema sampai jumaat.. jadinye mmg sleepless in seattle laa kan.. xdpt tdo sgt, brp jam je dpt tdo sehari..

Tapi saya berjaya re-organize bilik saya n bilik Nadhrah+Aqilah sikit.. masukkan meja yg skrg merupakan my workplace, saya dh berangan-angan nak membeli sket2 barang utk melengkapkan lg deco lil workplace saya.. hehe.. pada yg dh baca entry saya (A brand new day, A wishful new spirit a brighter new sun, A bigger smile on princesses faces), saya nak buat ala-ala tu sket2.. tapi ofcos laa tak terus, bukannye byk ongkos..

Mas pun masih tak biasa keje dirumah saya pada hari weekday, routine dia berubah.. jadi byk laa saya kena monitor.. dia pun masih terkial2 utk handle dua kenits.. tulaaa org dh kasi can belajar sampai 4bln asyik keje main2 kan dh haru..

Khamis saya bwk my 2 kenits gi rumah mak saya, ptg saya klua utk run errands bwk Nadhrah skali, Bday girl pada hari itu, singgah old office ada hal sket yg perlu diselesaikan sementara tunggu tu Nadhrah siap leh bergayut kat railing desk pak guard tu seriyes anak aku mcm monyet, hahaha, n settlekan hal lain sket. saya sampai jer rumah mak saya lepas tu, dpt katil terus pengsan.. selepas 4 hari, it hit me!! penat!

anak2 saya ni walaupun sakit masih aktif, pastu nnti mule cranky bile badan dh tak larat tapi nak lawan gak.. sbb kalau ikut diorg mmg la xnak stop main, mmg sungguh macam ada battery energizer eh ke duracell comel sket mcm rabbit..

Jumaat saya terduduk, hmmph, ni takleh jadi ni.. jadi saya start planning balik kali ni betul2 sikit, lebih realistik, sbb bile tgk blk plan saya yg asal, brp byk benda yg saya nak buat sehari mmg tak masuk akal, saya buat plan yg pertama, berdasarkan amaun keje yg saya mampu buat sehari masa kat ofis dulu, tentulah tak sama kan… ngan ada 2 kenit utk dilayan..

weekend adalah waktu utk merehatkan diri bersama keluarga, yup, i still stick to that… sabtu tghhari pergi rumah mak saya sbb Iman ajak main badminton kat kelab bapak saya, klgcc, ptg tu.. dh penat main, singgah chitchat jap kat rumah mak saya pastu blk rumah. mlm tu lepas 2 kenit dh tdo pi dating tgk midnite cite Ironman.. mmg terbaek!! ahad santai dirumah, jln2 di area rumah jer..

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• 2nd week

Jumaat(first week) saya dh buat lg akaun kat fb, normal friendspage.. sbbnye? susah kalau pakai fans page, takdpt notification, setiap kali nak kena check setiap gambar kalau ada org komen, takleh nak berinteraksi dgn customer, takde mailbox n yada2, setiap kali saya nak pm saya kena add dulu n pakai personal akaun saya.. yg beli perfume saya ada lelaki gak, jadi saya rasa tak brp selesa..

sila lah add saya di facebook, http://www.facebook.com/5577studio

Jadinye bile dh buat tu, kononnye saya nak buat customer service 9 to 5 laa.. saya on fb, zopim, gmail.. sudahnye keje mendesign saya byk tak dpt disiapkan..which is not good sbb my main income dtgnye dari situ.. tapi alhamdulillah pembeli perfume saya bertambah.. thanks guyss!!

rabu n khamis saya gi rumah mak saya, tlg2 mak saya..

bla bla..

sabtu midnite dating lg tgk Robin Hood… best jugeee.. skrg dh tau mcmmana wujudnye Robin Hood..

minggu ni saya nak bwk Nadhrah tgk Shrek plak, hehe, mesti best! ofcos laa bukan midnite, ambik morning show kot sebelum org lain bgn tdo.. hehe.. midnite adalah utk tidak rasa bersalah meninggalkan anak2 utk bersuka ria, sbb time tu mereka tdo n tidak nampak ditinggallkan..

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• 3rd week

Finally, minggu ni saya dh dpt idea utk organize semua agar dpt handle n selesaikan semua dalam seharian.. all is about organizing ur time the right way.. bahagikan masa dgn betul..  kan?

itu adalah kunci nye..

n kebykkannye dh in order.. ofcos kena improve lagi dan lagi, tapi pelan2 kayuh la kan.. kang semua berciciran. Nadhrah n Aqilah pun mcm dh faham, saya kat rumah kena kerja, bile saya duduk mengadap pc diorg tak kacau sgt dh.. Alhamdulillah..

ni hari kedua minggu ni, harapnye boleh pulun yg saya tak berjaya buat 2 minggu lepas..

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jom layan 2 kenits saya… aktiviti harian diorg.. hidup kami menjadi2 dgn twisties.. hehe..

Marlin and Shrek.. alololo.. Nadhrah berkata syg Aqilah..

Aqilah menjengutkan Nadhrah.. “Kak Nadhrah bgn..” dgn menarik rambut.. heee..

Nadhrah sgt happy dgn panda pink berhidung pjg..

Aqilah dah mengantuk.. selepas seronok melompat2 atas trolley.. Aqilah punyelaa excited naik trolley, mcm best je trolley ni.. berkepak dia melonjak excited.

hehe. Aqilah nak landing, dia ingat Nadhrah larat kot..

Aqilah buat muke innocent.. kena letak kuda kat situ, sbb dia asyik pegi nak pegang plug..

2 kenits at mc’ds.. where mama can also do work at the same time..

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gambar-gambar adalah courtesy of En. Bb..

heaps of thanks to Iman dearest sbb hadiahkan saya memory card, skrg leh laa ambik gmbr sampai lebam ( saya adalah mls nak mencapai kamera).. muahs..love u sis..

yupp, bday saya adalah khamis lepas.. thanks to all the lovely wishes..

specially to my darling hubby, thanks syg, for everything that you are, for everything that u gave .. this is indeed one of the best gift ever.. love u heaps!

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ill be back with more guys! take care..

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entry hari ni adalah entry bergambar ye..

kereta tu adalah hadiah bday Nadhrah.. in advance.. beli preloved item dari Azza..

but then she was down with fever that day.. n recovered fully yday.. lega..

taktau la kenapa demam, mungkin sbb nak tumbuh gigi, nak jalan, nak salin bulan.. n mungkin juga cuaca yg sgt panas n musim sakit kan.. Nadhrah pun tak baik2 lagi batuk dia..

dah 4 batang gigi n nampak mcm lagi 2 nak keluar.. dah boleh jalan setapak dua tanpa pegang.

tapi 2-3 hari ni sebab baru baik sakit manja sikit asyik nak mintak dukung je..

masih lagi mcm perangai dari baby, kuat merungut n bersungut.. kalau marah, panjang laa bebel dia.. dah sumbat botol ke mulut pun bunyi lagi.. bising. macam kalau dia nak pegi ambik satu2 benda, kite halang dia, nanti menjerit2 laa marah n kekdg akan amuk beberapa minit..

masih suke nyanyi, dulu nyaring alaa alaa mariah carey sekarang dah macam kucing bergado dah.. ahahaha..

kalau compare ngan Nadhrah, Nadhrah ni independent Aqilah ni manja sket semua benda mcm nak ada support kite, kekdg dia nak buat atau cube satu2 benda kalau tak jadi mula laa dia bersungut..

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adoi.. blank plak, bukan saya tak suke cite psl anak, mmg rsnye kalau bercerita topik yg keluar dari mulut saya mesti berkisar pasal 2kenit saya saja, cume kalau nak update entry psl development diorg saya tak brp reti sgt, tak mcm setengah org dia buat entry psl anak setiap hari pun, tapi cara dia karang entry tu menarik n rs best sgt…

takpe takpe lepas ni saya buat entry bergambar je kan.. pictures says it all.. ok jom layan gambar..

sgt manja dgn Tok Mek.. kena la tu, Nadhrah n Opah, Aqilah n Mek

siapa nak tumpang??

Aqilah the body builder..

Aqilah n mr duckie..

sha.. thanks for the cute dress, skrg turun ke Aqilah plak.. love it..

the 4 of us…

Aqilah nak jd baker gak mcm tok mek? bagus bagus

love yaa my lil koala bear..!

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2kenit saya kluar bermain di taska lama Nadhrah, dekat je dengan rumah, nak bawak gi padang atau taman, skrg pukul 8 dah panas dah.. Nadhrah kayuh basikal je kesana Aqilah lak naik stroller la apa lg..

Smlm saya call akak Taska, sbb Nadhrah sibok asyik nak pegi sana main ngan kawan2 dia, jd saya call akak taska tu tanya boleh tak kalau Nadhrah n Aqilah gi sana beberapa jam utk main je, dalam 2 kali seminggu ke.. n tanya bayaran berapa, dia kata takyah laaa.. untuk datang main jerr, lagipun diorg pun suke dia ada.. baiknye..

selamat berhari rabu..!

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Lambat? heee… i know its past due..

yup, a month going to 3 yo, Nadhrah is still on her bottle. i know there’s some parents are really strict on this matter n really use the timelines given for babies development very good. however i would not consider us bad parents. She doesnt have any problems drinking in a cup, at 10months she was already sipping..

but when going to sleep, she will ask for her bottle of milk or ribena.. she needs her candu..
this week we started to really stop her bottle, by saying no more bottles.. her abah actually told her “botol susu nadhrah dh hilang, tikus ambik..” hee hee..

n she actually believed it cos her watch was bitten by a rat.. when we told her to place her watch on the table in our/her room, she just keep it laying on the floor before going to bed.. then it so happens that nite tikus dtg menyerang n her watch was the first victim, i pun dunno where this tikus came from because before this mmg take.. and she learned her lesson of not listening.

but its only 3 days n feel so kesian.. cos she’s so used to her candu..
n she’s the typed, infact both of them, are the type that likes to lawan tidor, no matter how penat they’ll try to lawan until really exausted then they’ll pengsan.. but pengsan pun perlukan candu..

so now everytime she wants to dozz off, she’ll be going haywire.. ckp sorang.. nyanyi.. lompat2.. mcm2..
n she will occasionally ask for susu.. then when i said susu dalam cawan minnie ke botol penguin(sippy bottle)?.. she’ll so sedihly choose either one..

hubzter is at home, mc for the whole week due to eye infection.. he just told me, Nadhrah just dozzed off to sleep by herself after a few hours of “tak tentu arah’ness..
seriously i kesian sgt…
but wan told me to keraskan hati…

aiyak.. wish me luck.. oh silap.. to Nadhrah actually! teee heee..

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sleep tight my lil darling..! i miss u already.. *muahs*

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