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Wordless Wednesday…
Apr 20th
my very first wordless wednesday uolsss.. 
tgh curi2 ni sebelum my darling babies bgn, Nadhrah sorang je yg tgh jaga, but dia ada managable..
ok here goes, dah dgr bunyi Zharfan ek ek, nak bukak bedung laa tu..
cer teka..cer teka.. apakah yg berlaku..
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Have a splendid Wednesday!! I sure will, enjoying my last hours of pantang… tomorrow i’m freee baybehhh!
happy moments with dearest Tok Abah…
Apr 15th
TGIF….!
Morning Lovelies..
am definately in an extra goodie mood this morning.. hoping for good newws. amin!
after my confinement days next week, my Cik Kenits will definately miss their daily outings with Tok.. mmg sgt rajin bawak diorg klua bermain n berjln. THANK YOU TOK! as Nadhrah always says. smlm siap bawak pegi tgk Golf Tournament kat KLGCC lagi, esok n Sunday akan pergi lagi rasanye..
am sure Tok will feel the same (kerr taknak mengaku..?hihi)
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Here’s some pics taken by my dad, not as clear as his usual shot bcos
this is from his HP’s camera, but still looks good to me.
Ok, jom layan!
moments at the park…
moments at the mall…
JOM SHOPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNGGGGG!
“Nadhrah… cantik nye ofis syg.. mama nak jugak! home officeee.. i so want!”
Nadhrah: “ok mama, Nadhrah tlg mama berangan tau…”
siap testing lg kannn…..
“comfy much??”
dear IKEA… my daughters can be your model too… hihi..
nice…!
ohhh… this is her favourite.. choosing, arranging n changing clothes.. so Nadhrah.
kenapa senyum mcm tu Nadhrah? hihi.. still cute tho!
Aqilah Aqilah… mama nak gigit pls!
Thank you TOK! We Luv u very much TOK!
Lovefoool or Love full?? ngaaaaaa…!
Nov 19th
Morning…!
Some sharings on my kenitss..
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Nadhrah ni dari kecik lg photogenic, ada je gaya kalau kite bwk kamera kat dia.
Basically she’s just camera ready.. cume lately ni dah 3++ she does sometimes refuse to be shot.. posing dh cantik bile kite nak ambik kamera je terus dia lari.
This is some of her ngaaaanga pose.
Aqilah pulak… altho she is as cheecky as her elder sister, sometimes more. She just froze to camera, she’ll automatically make a serious face when she sees camera/hp. She’ll stay still but not smiling.
ni Nadhrah tgk cube nak buat muke alien… tang mana yg alien nye aku pun tak paham.. funny girl.
this was the first pic that she made some expression.. ngaaa!
but….. by far this is the best ngaaanga pose by Aqilah has so far….
tula, lawan tdo sgt, sampai tdo duduk nganga mcm tu… hahahaha!
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hiburan saya dipagi jumaat…. heeee…
lagat anak ni mmg buat kite tak kering gusi kan??
ada je idea diorg, kekdg nak marah pun xjadi… lagi2 tgh preggy ni, control sgt xnak marah sbb diorg berdua sakit sensitif skrg, marah sikit pun kata dh cebik.. sgt manja okehh.. tp hati ni mmg mencair je bile diorg buat gelagat n kerenah mcm2…
my 2 cheecky girls… MAKAN BUDAKKK!
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Sha share video ni kat fb smlm, i dok ulang2 jerr dari smlm n pagi ni… suke sgt.!! reminds me of high skool dayss…. oh those days… 
Romeo Juliet movie remember?? best kan? Enjoy the vid sweet lalingss…. also ENJOY UR FRIDAY…! and weekend ahead.. yippeeee…
Being mommy and its galoree..!
Oct 22nd
Happy Friday Guys…
As this week has been full of ups and downs for me. Being sick… Aunt passed away & BFF’s wedding.. juggle work as well.. but being a mother, I should not neglect the growing of my small one’s as well right. how they are progressing..
I’ve subscribe two babycenter.com since pregnant of Nadhrah, now my ticker is a bit merrier having 3 progress running concurrently. Notice the orange ticker in image below??
I dont know why it somehow puts a smile to me each time I check the page, its just wonderful feeling to know I’m having 2 beautiful n healthy girls and now another baby growing inside of me…
Despite its galoreee, Yes, it is undeniably not easy raising a kid. We have to learn day by day how to handle them and nonetheless find good ways on continuing to teach them. This week in particular, I like it so much more because the topic sent to me was exactly the issue I’m facing with my cik kenitss..
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(Do click on the links if you want to read more…)
- Your 3 1/4 old Preschooler: The generous child: How to teach generosity
Nadhrah has particularly been a bit kedekut this dayss.. She just cant take her sister taking her stuffs, and even more pinches me off is every new thing we bought even for her sister becomes hers. So we end up now buying 2 of everything.
She does gets it that because she loves her sister, she needs to share. She does share once in a while but every tiny second when the jealousy takes place, she forgets and there goes the drama again.
And reading the entry, and saying the behaviour is totally normal and also suggesting ways to face this gave me such a relieve. and definately would be trying all. Although some of it I’ve already tried and it still comes back to square one, I should not give up and do it again and again.
- Your 14-month-old’s Toddler: Testing limits — and your patience
Aqilah does try things and she tends to be stubborn at times, wanting to do what she wants and when we say NO she’ll cry to gain sympathy. sometimes will berguling2 as well to show her ‘tak puas hati’ness..
but is not this that bothers me….
i just let her be.. and then she somehow learns that it doesnt work with me and her abah. but it does with her maksu n mek tho. so at times she’ll be so often trying her luck again n again with us. sorry no comprehendo.. hhihi..
the thing that bothers me is hitting or biting playmates… the kids her age. Aqilah tends to get very friendly with toddlers her age, but aiyooo she likes to hit them and find it funny.. She’ll be staring and waiting for their reaction. I keep telling her its wrong, but . if i continue to membebel too much she will act too and start crying, being so manja cannot be scolded. haish..
Nadhrah wasnt like this before so I was a lil bit worried.
Reading this somehow, make me accept that it is normal, they actually thought is somewhat playing to see how the other party respond. but its our job to continously remind them its wrong and not to do it. and ofcos no punishment as hitting as this tender age, they just dont get it yet. Not that they’re being naughty or what-so-ever.
- Your pregnancy- 19 weeks:
going to be 20weeks(5months) in a couple of days…
happy that baby is actively growin, head to bottom — about the size of a large heirloom tomato, have also developed his/her sensory development by now so am starting talking to babyboo. and ofcos oh my my I’m getting bigger now. sgt boolat!
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so there you go some of my girls n babyboo developments…
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Yesterday I put status up my FB wall, writes …..
I have & am carrying a human life inside my body. I have comforted a baby on my chest. I have been puked, peed & pooped on. I’ve woken up to a hungry baby& stayed up all night with a sick baby, but I wouldn’t have it anyotherway. Althought my body isn’t magazine perfect, but when I look in the mirror… I see a Mother an…d there is no greater honor or blessing.. Alhamdulillah.
and then i got a few likes and comments from the lovely ladies - Mostly mommies, some going-to-be-mommies… Some that i can remember are Ika, Min, Farah, Kak Mona, Nani, Zura, Fiza, Amal & others.. its just a great feeling kan??
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and oh nak share this pic.. I loikkkee! I was tagged by Iman, my sis… thats my 2 kenits with Iman & Atie (Iman’s friend). I think they took it last week. How fast they grow kan?
oklaahh, thats all for today.
Tonite I’ll be going to my BFF Sya’s reception.. Cant wait to see her.. She’ll look dazzling I’m sure..
Have a great weekend ahead yea!!
♥ Nadhrah + Aqilah’s Bday Bash.. ♥
Oct 7th
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Do you guys sit and read back ur entries? Due to some reasons or what so ever.. Feeling bored, feeling kinda down.. I do.. Cos I like to reminisce back things that have happen.. like flipping back our album and have some laughs over those funny pics..
Blogs gives the same impact don’t they? So, mebbe some would not find my blog good cos its not informative, tips handy, good story telling… cos my blog is mostly somewhat my journal on my milestones.. Most of my visitors are family, couzies, buddies, blogger buddies… enemies? Do they come in? Erm, that I don’t know.. never bother to check. Hahhaa..
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So walaupun entry ini adalah lapuk.. saya ttp nak buat jugak…
This is my two sweetie pie’s bday celeb, it was in August.. Some of you got the invitation via fb and email. But many blogger couldn’t make it cos coincidently there were few bday parties n other gathering on the same day.. as it was a week before fasting… we decided to celebrate in August, in accordance to Aqilah’s bday… as Nadhrah had already had the privileged celebrating hers on her month when she was 1…
the 3rd bday bash, u can guess when kan? Hehehe…
All of the preparations are DIY – Invitation Map, Cakes, Foods, Giftpacks and Signage… so if there were a lot of shortages here n there, harap dimaafkan. will try to organize better next time.. especially no kipas lipas outside, it was pretty hot, but no one said anything or complained, when we apologize on that they said itss ok, tadahal…. so nice of u guys! Thanks to all who came n make the party a wonderful one.. appreciate much! although I wasnt feeling that good, I try my best to layan all.. thanks again guys.. *hugs*
Me & my 2 and 1/4 babies.. bulaattness..
The cake.. made with love by Mek..
My two lovely chefs, org kuat! All delicious & yummy foods are thanks to them. Heart u both!
Cake cutting time..!
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Here’s some more pics for sharing.. Oleh kerana adalah bz, so I’m putting it in thumbnails, don’t really have time to add caption to each.. [Click for larger view]
My my My..my.. how’ve they’ve grown, I sometimes cant believe my eyes…
No matter what dearies, do know that abah & mama will love you darlings always! Tp jgnlah notti sgt tau..
we are trying our very best to give as much as we could. Hope you’ll grow gracefully, insyaAllah..
♥
Raya Delights & SugarPie
Sep 22nd
hi..
welcome back.. i guess skrg ni most of us dah blk bekerja selepas lama bercuti raya kan? bestnye yg bercuti sakan. wahhhh mesti sgt best mkn rendang, lemang dan bermcm2 juadah2 yg enak2 kan… Ours was good, Mil & Mom’s cooking are just marvelous.. yumss! skrg n sampai abis raya menerjah open house pulak.. best2!
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Saya sgtlah lagging diblog, byk benda nak update tp xtau mcmmana nak start, n patut start yg mana dulu, tp bile xupdate rs mcm byk perkembangan anak tak dicatat, n rasa mcm sgtlah rugi..
Suke sgt blog yg sgt tersusun n time by time semua update anak adalah dlm keadaan sgt tersusun, mcm blog Sha – Awan purple.. byk jugak blog lain yg saya suke n adore, tapi since she’s one of my besties yg berblog jadinye kepala dpt ingat dia je buat masa ni…
cute kan? ni kasut2 Rayyan, her adorable son..
Dah berjaya upload dan update dgn gambar2 baru di Fb. Cume blog masih tak up to par lg.
A few things to update
- My kenits developments & activities
- Nadhrah & Aqilah’s Bday Bash
- Puasa
- Pregnancy & Work
- Raya
- My checklist…
Really hope you guys will bare with me, I will slowly organise all and find time. Ceh! mcm lah ada org yg tertunggu. Its actually for me, sbb suke ada notes on my kids developments and activities.
here’s pic of my sugar pies – which I currently miss so so so very much! i wish all things will better schedueled soon. sobs.
Our lil manja Teddy bear… going to be 14months old soon
Our cute always-smiling-baby now has turned into a 3+ y.o big love-to-pose girl..
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oooh oh. how time flies kan?
Happy Wednesday..! happy working…
monday bluess….
Aug 9th
Nadhrah is still sick.. fever, flu have subside.
cough is a bit stubborn to wear off this time.. she vomitted most of the phlegm/flem out. which is good that is clears her lungs.. but kesian sgt as she is really lembik now.
setiap kali dia muntah, tgk dia macam makin kurus.
dah 8-9kali dah muntah dari subuh tadi.. 
nasib baik nausea i dah kurang, kalau tak setiap kali lap n cuci muntah dia, akan turut sama muntah skali..
I’ve posted status in fb n twitter. got very good petuas.. tq so much kak intan!
& also tq to all yg concern..
oh yea,fyi i bukan cuti ye, mesti ada yg kata baru masuk keje dah cuti.. i’m in working at home mode today.. syukur to Allah SWT for the opportunity for a job with this option as well as a good and understanding boss..
Alhamdulillah..
sleep tight Nadhrah ma lil honey.. Mama hope ull get well soon syg.
happy monday dearies..!
Aqilah turns 11… :D
Jul 2nd
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.Aqilah Koalaku syg… its been 11 months {bukan 11tahun yer..} having you in our life..
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and Mama must say its been just simply wonderful having you around…
Mama admits the first 2 months during confinement was pretty tough for me, I’m just so used to Kak Nadhrah already.. not having to wake up every 2hours during the night, being able to do things herself, play n listen to Mama without any cries everytime… that I keep comparing which is a no-no.. also when you came Kak Nadhrah changed, didnt want mama that much anymore..always pushes Mama away when she actually was really close to Mama before, every lil somethings we shared together. so Mama was a bit sad n down then, I sometimes cry while BF’ing you… but after a month she become better n better…
and as Kak Nadhrah slowly adapt having you as a sister, Mama also progressingly learn how to handle 2 kids…
both of you have bring so much joy to my life…. that nothing else could measure..
altho there are days that I get so tired of both of ur cheeckiness n wantings… but everytime I see both of you sleeping so soundly at nights, the tiredness and aching in my body just somehow fades away..
as of 11 months, here are some of ur milestones…
- You have started to take a step to walk since 9months plus.. first trying to grip to get up, then the walking while holding on to things n us, then 2-3 step, at 10 progress to 6-7 steps without holding.. Kak Nadhrah also was excited, but then sometimes she gets jealous of the attention, she will try to amuse me.. Mama, Nadhrah pun pandai jalan, and try to the baby steps just like you…
- then voilaaa 3 weeks back walking all around the house..! we are so proud of you darling..! now u’re everywhere, 1 minute in ur room, then in the living room laughing or fighting with Kak Nadhrah, peeking into my room, kitchen while Abah or me prepare food… then another I see you outside playing in our lil garden.
- likes to put ur hand up, as if saying HI and now have learned to wave.. bye bye..
- suke buat muka.. kenyit2 hidung sambil buat mulut mcm gigi jongang… geram sgt..! rs nak gigit jer..
- When sleeping you like to play with ur hair… and sometimes ears.. Same like your sister, get cranky most of the time putting you too sleep unless you r really tired. So Mama have learned the trick, make u guys play ur hearts out..!
- You are still in the taste-every-lil-thing mode… even our sofa’s edges get bitten by you.. favourite adalah remote n handphone, nampak je akan cube capai.. tapi smlm, Aqilah dpt remote, tak gigit tapi tunjuk kat tv.. wah bijak bijak, Mama & Kak Mas, mengekek2 gelak..
- suke ngamuk.. kalau tak layan akan lebih kuat amuknye…
- Likes to play.. ofcos! and now, able to play well with your sister.. without shouting sometimes up to 2-3 hours.
- You also like to start a fight with Kak Nadhrah, pull n tear her books when she’s reading, try to grab the pencil everytime she’s colouring or drawing, try to break the Lego’s she just build, messed up all her DVDs, smile when she gets scolding, shouts everytime she shows tantrum… which then u get scoldings from me. But bravo u brave baby, Mama will laugh when you pull her hair everytime she bullies you, and oh now if you have the chance, the smack smack on the face..
- Will follow every where Kak Nadhrah goes.. when she plays and the instant she puts it down ull grab it and start biting it. So i guess this doesnt make me feel guilty u’re getting all 2nd hand toys cos you’re just fond of ur sisters things..
- Can now sometimes sit quietly on my lap at nights.. there was one night we were watching brazil play, you sat on my lap for quiet sometime as if understanding the game… and then after the ek ek requesting for susu,,, n then slept.
- Still likes to scream or sing like Mariah Carey, {mebbe Mama listens too much of Mariah Carey’s song while pregnant to you..} but now the tonnes is somehow lower n not as frequent, becos you have learn some other vocabs like tatatata, chachaha, babababa {that sounds like abah}.., nananana.. i hope to hear mama sometime soon..
- You can understand when we say No.. and will try to pujuk by giving us the cheecky-pls-pls look and smile hopingly.. and if we still say no.. u sometimes can obey…
- Screams n cries on top of your note, if we were to go out without bringing you….
- You also can laugh very loudly… these never fails to melt my heart..
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You’ll turn 1 year in a months time.. and your very first Bday party.. cant wait!
Love you to bits Aqilah syg..! *Muahs*
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HAPPPYY FRIDAYY KORANGSS..!
enjoy my Aqilah bom bom’s video yea..
ps: skrg tgh gigit kaki mama bwh meja.. Aqilah, sakit tau..
Elmo Rayyan’s 1 yo y’all!! precious moments..
Jun 16th
Morning korangs.. gosh, miss u guys! rs mcm lama benor tak update…
tapi saya dah memhopp sini sana baca blog korang, cume ada yg tinggal jejak n ada yg tak.. bergantung pd tahap gangguan anak2.. kekdg tu ada je yg nk komen tapi Aqilah ada kat bwh meja gigit kaki atau Nadhrah dtg panjat kerusi..
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Okeh skrg seriyes, otak dh cramp jadi blur xtau mana nak mula.. entry mana harus tulis dulu, nak cite semua mcmmana… mcmmana nak susun atau bahagi2kan entry.
sbnarnye dari smlm lg nak update, tp ……. blank dpn pc, jdnye fikir baik laa start buat design jobs dulu…
hari ni pun sama… tapi motivasi diri pagi2 okeh okeh, harus update jugak..
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ok, lets update psl bday Sha’s lil cutie.. Rayyan Ilhan’s bday on 30th May..oh wow, how time flies..!
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teruja gak sbb lama gile tak hangout ngan the Lola’s… tapi tulaa kan, dh kata pergi ngan anak2 xdptlaa nak borak byk sgt.. dh laa last week gath xdpt join.. sob sob..
where the party at..
kami sampai.. bwk Mas skali, sbb perlu extra hands utk tlg kami..
bday boy with mommy.. auntie sue enterprem dibelakang..
Nadhrah sgt teruja nk mkn cupcake Elmo…
ummm… yummms!
bday boy with elmo jersey..! cuteness
Aqilah enjoying the balloons..
with Auntie Patty
POOL TIME!
Aqilah dh xsbr nak terjun.. Nadhrah berjaya tangkap ikan..! terrel anak aku fishing.. ahahaha..
burfday boy!!
burfday girl..! ahahaha.. belum lg.. coming soon.
Auntie Ad’s hero, Ali Imran posing maut.. showing off his Ben10..
mummies laks nak posing.. ahaha.. aku sgt bulat, dh laa pdg kamera lain.. erm, Imran je kot yg pdg betul..
Daddy & daughter still having fun in the water… tak klua2 lg..
penuh kereta dgn belon.. sampai boot kereta pun ada.. aunties2 yg lain pun sakan bwk blk belon..
The next day…. Elmo became Aqilah favourite toy..
and the next next next next day…
sampailah balik hari ahad baru ni, semua belon dh kempis.. heee..
Thanks Sha for having us..! we had lotsa fun… was a fab party indeed..! and for being so generous with the balloons..
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ok korangs… nnti saya akan bersiaran lg… kena susun2 entri..
take care..!! enjoy ur wednesday…
ingat nak pi tgk Karate Kid laa mlm ni, Ieza kata best.. Smlm adalah sempat jumpa Ieza di ou sementara one main badminton kat bukit kiara dgn member2 ofis..
Keperitan & dugaan yg harus ditanggung utk bergelar ibu…
Jun 3rd
Baca blog Azza tadi buat aku terpanggil utk buat entry ni.
Pengalaman Azza ada cam sama masa nak lahirkan Nadhrah dulu, n kami macam terbalik, Azza anak first normal & second c-sec.. Aku plak vice versa, first dgn Nadhrah c-sec & second dgn Aqilah normal..
Nightmare jugak bile pikirkan blk. skrg aku ada keberanian utk ingatkan blk masa2 tu… kenapa lepas 2org anak?
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Ok, meh aku cite….
eh, jap sebelum aku cite aku nak kongsi tag ni yg aku buat n tulis kat blog lama yg private… (tahun lepas masa masih mengandungkan Aqilah)
Nadhrah & me.. sama x? 
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1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?
not really.. in the midst of thinking process.. but were ready to have a kid tho.. we just love kids..
2. WHAT WAS YOUR SECOND CHOICE NAME FOR YOUR OPPOSITE GENDER NAME?
Khairol Na’im / Khairol Zarif / Khairol Zharfan
3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
Syukur sgt.. ofcos sgt2 happy.. first child kan?
4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
pregnant at 24, gave birth at 25
5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
sama cam nik.. demam, gi klinik, dr ckp nak buat pregnancy test sbb ada loya2 gak.. mmg terkejut gak ms dr ckp cam tu.. pastu lps test dr ckp “tahniah puan mengandung”.. eppy tak terkata beb..
6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
One sbb dia ada skali kan.. huhu.. pastu my mom n mil.
7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
not really.. dun mind.. janji sihat
8. DUE DATE?
20 April 2007
9. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
yupp.. the whole of first trimester.. teruk.. setiap hr asyik muntah je dari pg sampai mlm.. sampai lembik2 dh.. nasib baik 1st day raya tu ok, dpt laa mkn sedap2 ms raya..
10. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
hehe.. byk n tukar2.. yg plg slalu nak, tau foo fa.. favourite..
11. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
erm.. my art director then.. sbb dia slalu buli aku.. angkat brg la, gantung frame la.. ish~
12. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD’S SEX?
Girl
13. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
nopp.. any gender will make us happy.. janji sihat~
14. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY? 25kg
15. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER? nopp
16. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
I knew.. but it still came to a surprise..
17. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
yupp.. late, 14days after due date, baby’s head is was not engaged to the pelvis.. had to check-in into hosp sendiri.. mcm gi hotel plak..
Keseluruhan sakit 24 jam..
apa pun aku redha.. ujian tuhan kan.. janji semua selamat.. alhamdulillah..
Dr said my bone structure(pelvis) is either small/narrow, so with the baby weight being 3.7, was too big for me.. Tukang urut ckp sbb tu gak n satu lg sbb lapisan uri tebal..
18. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
HUKM Cheras
19. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
masuk labor room nk dkt kol 9pm.. sampai kul 5am ++.. kul 6 masuk bilik operation pulak.. sbb complication, klua kul 7 lebih.. semua skali dlm 12 jam..
20. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
one..
21. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
One.. (thank u syg for keeping me strong..) + 3 staff nurse n 2 doctors..
22. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
opt for natural but at last had to c-sec..
23. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
yupp.. ofcos.. c-sec kena ambik epidural n pain killer..
24. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
3.67kg.
25. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
6 May 2007
26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
Khairin Nadhrah
Khairin = sebaik-baik/the good + Nadhrah = keindahan/radiance
ooh.. a fren juz told me, Nadhrah also means light of beauty..
27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
1 year, 9 months, 2 weeks & 3 days old
28. WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN?
yupp.. am already pregnant… in 17 weeks now..
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Ni tag tahun lepas ye bukan skrg, aku tak mengandung lg… walaupun hr tu hampir2… xpelaa, rest dulu..
Ok.. skrg aku cite, pengalaman masa nak bersalin dgn Nadhrah…
Aku dah past 2 weeks of duedate.. n kena check-in masuk hospital sendiri…
Jumaat tu aku kena tidor hospital sorang2 sbb hukm gov non-specialist, suami hanya boleh masuk 8am-8pm… Rs nak nangis gaklaa kena tdor sorang2 kt hospital, takuttt.. dulu aku mmg tak suke keadaan hospital, bau dia, ambiance dia, aura dia, gloomy dia… tp bile dah ada anak dua ni dh jd biasakan..
Subuh kena panggil utk di-induce.. induce adalah sgt sakit sbb dia paksa contraction.. dahlaa doktor tu masukkan dgn sgt kasar n sakit sekali.. tak pernah rs diceroboh sebegitu sakit..
subuh lagi one dh sampai, tp dia takleh masuk, jadi dia tdo je kat kerusi menunggu kat luar.. kitorgdok bersms je laaa…
kul 8 je terus nampak dia, rs lega sket…
n then my family pun dtg… & juga terima kasih pd call n sms yg xputus masuk wishing me good luck n kata2 perangsang semua.. semua ni yg buat aku kuat..
ptg beberapa kali aku masuk bilik air n bwh dh darah… Aku ckp kat nurse dia kata takde apa2, normal for induce.. ya Allah, mmg petang tu aku nasib malang nurse yg shift masa tu adalah kerek2…
kul 8mlm baru dilate 5sm, tp doctor kata msuk labour gak laa sbb dh sakit sgt contraction mmg sakit gile.. tp br 5sm?
Masuk labour kul 9mlm, masa tu asyik kena marah jee tak bg teran..
kalau ter-teran jer kena marah sbb aku buat heartbeat slow, ada nurse yg baik oklaa ckp baik2.. ada yg garang kena tengking lg, nak apa2 jd kat anak tu ke? dia tanya aku.. mmg laa xnak, tp SAKITLAAA!
mmg rs nak terberak sgt dh, sampai aku mengigil tahan setiap kali contraction dtg..dh laa setiap 2-5minit..
Menahan contraction yg sgt kuat ni dari kul 12 sampai kul 5, n kul 5 tu seriyes aku dh xde energy dh.. rs nak pengsan jerr.. seriyes..
cube gagahkan hati, one mmg tak lepaskan tgn aku dr masuk labour sampai laa kul 5pg tu, tak kire laa brp kuat aku genggam tgn dia bile menahan sakit contraction…
n dia tak putus2 n penat2 pujuk2 aku… aku mmg byk kali rs cam nak tendang je semua machine2 n bendalah yg ada tu… tgk muke one ok, sejuk sikit..
Kul 5 baru laa dilate 9sm.. Finally… tp bile doktor korek2 n ckp kepala baby Nadhrah masih tak engange lagi… dia suruh aku try teran beberapa kali, setiap kali teran dia nampak kepala n dpt rs kepala baby tapi takleh capai, jauh sgt katanye..
ya Allah aku hembus nafas, berikanlah kekuatan pada hamba mu ini…
after 14 hours menahan sakit induce waiting to start dilating, and another 8 hours in labour room to wait until dilated to 9-10sm with every hour ada je yg akan mengorek2 dibwh..
aku diam tunggu doctor bg explanationss…
and all i know masa tu, i told one i taknak vaccum/forcep, becos ada jiran katil ni, anak dia dh seminggu dalam ICU sbb kepala dia luke sbbkan bendalah itu dgr dia cite pun rs nak nangis..
jadi aku jd phobia.. aku btau one, biarlaa kata sakit lebih, janji baby sihat…
doctor pun kata mmg at this stage, mmg kena c-sec je sbb dh lama sgt, babynye taik semua pun dh pekat n kalau dia makan akan jd racun kat dia.. lemas pun mungkin..
so kul 5 lebih, aku disiapkan n ditolak ke threather operation room…
kul 6:05am tak silap aku, aku dgr dia nangis.. ya Allah lega sgt.. n penat.. terus tertdo… lepas 24 jam, baru dpt tidor, sebenarnya lebih, sbb malam aku masuk hospital tu aku xleh tdo… mcm2 bermain kat benak fikiran..
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masa mengandungkan Aqilah, 38 week, minggu bersalin tu, Aqilah(in the tummy) pon masih tak enganged, kitorg pergi tanya sana sini utk dptkan 2nd opinions n doctor2 predict mungkin akan jadi benda yg sama.. tp bile aku ckp kat Doc kat hukm blk, nak bincang n cite semua yg dh diberitau oleh doktor2 lain n their opinions..
dia ckp ofcos, its up to decide nak pilih caesar terus ke try normal first… but i tell u mmg doctors ni kite leh buat mcm2 assumption, my advice to u is the real labor itself is the answer… we’re not sure of all this.. ini semua kuasa tuhan…
aku takut weih, masa tu… seriyes taktau nak fikir apa.. tp last2 aku nekad, aku nak cube jugak walaupun pengalaman tu susah.. mengalir gak air mata aku setiap kali pikir n kena buat decision..
n ya Allah.. aku bersyukur sgt aku pilih jln tu, sbb aku dpt sedapkan hati aku sendiri, aku berjaya beranak normal.. aku ingat aku xbleh beranak normal dgn masalah pelvis aku yg doktor kata mungkin sempit…
mcmmana melahirkan Aqilah? sgt cepat, mudah & berjln lancar kalau dibandingkan dgn Nadhrah dulu…
kalau nk tau sila baca {entry ni}
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Masing2 ada pengalaman lain2 kan? bile dah jadi ibu ni baru kite tau mcmmana peritnye ibu kite membesarkan n menjaga kite kan..
i LOVE you ma!! My moms bday baru je lepas sabtu lepas 29 mei.. tp kitorg semua nak treat dia kat penang nanti.. sabtu ni.. sbb sabtu lepas pun dia bz dgn event Kumpulan Silaturahim dia..
and ofcos i Love my Mil too.. kalau bukan dia yg membesarkan anak bujang dia dulu dgn baik, takdelaa org yg nak menjaga aku dgn baik skrg ni..
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Skrg tgh nak mengemas packing barang sambil bloghopping blog korangs, sorrylaa tak dpt nak tgl jejak atau bls komen korang skrg, tak sempat… tp i baca semua n appreciate sgt!
esok kitorg akan blk Ipoh dulu, singgah Ipoh sebelum pi penang holiday bersama family {my dads treat} sabtu sampai selasa… selasa blk ke ipoh blk sampai jumaat…
insyaAllah akan bersiaran dari Ipoh & Penang…
Koala + Custard = Aqilah {10 months} …. & Kisah rajuk Nadhrah
Jun 2nd
best tak my equation?
my Aqilah koala turns 10 monthsss..!
patutnye entry ni buat smlm, tetapi smlm saya ada sedikit meltdown… nanti saya cite..
Skrg saya dah tambah satu lg name utk Aqilah, Custard… hehehee..
ni Custard {incase some of u dont know) dari cartoon Strawberry Shortcake.. this is one of Nadhrah’s favourite cartoon, boleh kata setiap hari mesti kena tgk sekali.. Tok Mek yg belikan dvd ni..
cute kan?
Aqilah pun suke tgk, mungkin sbb warna dia terang n menarik kot kan..
sama tak? hehehe..
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Selalunye Aqilah dpt jln setapak dua je tanpa pegang, tapi pagi tadi dapat laa 4-5 langkah… mama sgt happy.. clap clap.
Ramai yg tertipu dgn muka innocent Aqilah, nampak je innocent okeh, tp kaki gado jugak.. boleh tahan kalau gado ngan kakaknye, kalau geram akan menjerit sekuat ati, kalau dpt can akan tarik rambut Nadhrah sampai gugur laa rambut Nadhrah..
& masih lagi continue perangai dari baby, suke merungut n membebel… heeee…
gerams dgn si kenit ni, gigit kang!
yg ni mmg slalu jd punca gadoh, kacau brg Nadhrah…
tapi ada masa2 nye elok je kalau Nadhrah dpt sabar..
elok je boleh main sorang, tetapi ni jarang2 ye sbb adalah lebih thrill utk bermain bersama..
dan byk gak masa2 yg diorg boleh main elok bersama, siap bergelak2 sakan lg…
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gitulah diorg.. gado gelak gado gelak… nangis.. dah rebonding2 tdo.. mcm2.. anak2..
hehehe..
kekdg tu pening gak kepala, sbb keje byk nak kena siapkan.. mcm smlm,
ni status saya kat fb,
{ having another one of those meltdowns… Nadhrah wants attention n I wanted to get some work done… took a quick shower, before heading.. n there she goes banging the door, n crying as if I were to leave her… Aqilah pun sama dgn rajuk nye hari ni.. my lil precious, i love u both, i just need to do some work…
ok, ok….. Jom klua, hunt for grocesseries.. }
dan lepas 10 minit status saya bertukar..
{ ya Ampun… now feeling guilty as ever.. ckp kat Nadhrah kejap mama nak siapkan keje sikit n tutup pc, dia ckp ‘merajuk, taknak kwn mama..’ n masuk bilik.. 5minit dia diam, masuk check, tgk dia dh tertdo… *mommies blues* }
kan ealier tu saya ckp nak klua.. tp mestilaa kena siapkan keje sikit n tutup pc baru bleh kan, belum apa2 lg dh merajuk.. hari rajuk Nadhrah & Aqilah.. dua2 nak attention…
pastu plak ujan.. lama jugak diorg tidor.. rs sunyi plak..
mmg slalu camtu bile dh bingit sakit gak kepala sbb dok pikir sampai bile laa aku nak kena come to the rescue ni, Mas ni sampai skrg sama jerr tapi bile senyap, rasa sunyi sgt pulak… mak2 ni pun klaka kan, mixed emotions..
pastu dlm 3 lebih, status saya berubah lg..
{ dah ada umpan utk org yg merajuk… baru td adik @mcd call, “kak, bolehlaa dtg collect shrek & family… yg akak xde semua saya dh simpankan..”
sure mc kenit tu akan sgt happy.. am loving it…! }
adik supervisor kat Mc’D btho mmg terbaekkk laa! siap dia yg offer lg nak simpankan..
n dlm bbrp minit tu Nadhrah bgn, mmg right timing… dia klua dari bilik terus klua dtg tepi saya, tp pandang jer.. Saya tanya Nadhrah merajuk n marah lg ke? dia geleng n senyum.. terus peluk saya..
Lega.. saya pun ckp jom klua… n gi Mc’D btho singgah ambik cartoons figure tu.. n the gi Jusco dekat rumah… Nadhrah nak main kat playland situ jap n request nak makan kfc… lepas mencekik, kami pun pulang…
ni dia org yg merajuk tadi…
Nadrah: dush dush.. yeay Mama Shrek kalahkan Abah Shrek.. Mama Shrek menang..
walaupun dh byk kali ckp nama dia Fiona.. tetap nak Mama Shrek.. ahahaha.. comel..
Nadhrah dh tgk cite Shrek dari yg first lg (dvd laa kan), selasa lepas first time tgk wayang cite shrek..tapi tu bukan first time Nadhrah tgk wayang.. dh bwk dia a few times, first movie was alvin the chipmunk, masa tu bwh Aqilah jugak.. Aqilah tdo tp ending dia berak.. mmg haru sbb wayang takde baby room..
yg klakarnye Nadhrah kata Donkey tu dia & Puss Aqilah.. Puss tu oklaa cute, dia jd donkey? ahaha..
yelaa kan masa the first, 2 or 3, mana Shrek & Fiona ada anak lg kan.. harus laa nak jd watak utama gak, n mengikut logik dia, dia akan bahagi watak ngan Aqilah ikut saiz..
dalam Strawberry Shortcake dia kata dia Rasberry..
mmg kenalaa utk kitorg sbb kitorg mmg suke Nadhrah in purple.. right on!
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ps: sorry ye.. pjg, skg ada peluang nak update je kena pulun….
ps2: adoi, lembabnye laptop ni nak upload… help.. nak pc baru..!
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