ramai yg cube teka.. ada yg text sms, email, chat n send fb msgs…

thanks pd semua yg concern.. it does feel good ada org yg ambik berat.. again thank u!

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ok, rezeki yg dimaksudkan adalah

1. Anak – yuppp, dah comfirm pregnant 8 week ++..

2. Job – kerja baru..

dua2 rezeki dtg tanpa diminta atau diplan..

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both came knocking when i least expected…

but hence not plannning n what not, am still accepting both with an open heart n mind..

ofcos at first I was pretty worried, cos some jobs doesnt want preggy mother n also if I continue having gastric and heartburn (sickness/alah) its gonna be pretty tough working..

but after much thinking and One’s calmness with the situation, it assure me everything will be fine.. worst case scenario if on comfirmation day, they dont want me because I’m pregnant so be it.. I would just let it go.. altho I think I have so much room to grow here. but anak is just everything.

oh, juge tumpang tersentap baca komen kat entry Munirah walaupun komen tu bukan utk aku but rasa mcm situasi aku pun lebih kurang sama tanpa dirancang.. n about her having triplets? who can plan how many kids we get? apa pun aku rasa betul susah bile time ada ramai anak kecik, tp mcm my parents + mil kata “takpe masih muda n larat nak jaga. Janji bile dh tua, retire dh boleh sitback n relax takyah pikir nak hntr anak skolah la apa laa”. suke baca entry Hidd – Jangan Cakap Lebih ni.. boleh laa ditujukan pd komenter Munirah tu, easier said than done k. rezeki Allah SWT takkan nak tolak? bodoh la kan tolak rezeki yg dtg? dugaan ke apa ke semuanye ada hikmah disebaliknye..

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I actually applied for this vacancy last year during confinement with Aqilah….

and suddenly was called again a month back asking whether am I still interested in the job, and I actually had a long pause so I was asked to think about it. So with One’s advice I just tried my luck in sending my updated cv n other documents requested.. and then two weeks back everything came on so quickly, a few emails sent back n forth, interview from phone with hr and interview-meeting with my now boss, after close to 2 hours of interview she offered me the job. I said I need to think about it first and discuss with husband.

driving back home from the interview, tears actually drop down my cheeks.. happy i guess. atlast some appreciation of my works after so long. but then I was just clueless.. what now?? my dream of being a working at home mom?

then that afternoon I did a lot of thinking while sitting down with my 2 princess.. Nadhrah have so many times said she wants to go to her old taska, play with friends.. pegi skolah.. (her interpretation of pegi skolah is bawak beg dgn buku n stationaries, duduk kat meja tulis & bersama kawan2. )

Aqilah is already 1, she also wants to play with friends n mix around. she likes outdoor activities as well.

N now with coming of the 3rd.. we definately need more money to save for the kids.. education n such.. everything is getting more expensive.. mind you, sending the kids to kindy also need thousand of ringgit.

And when One came back, we discussed somemore and it all became clear to me. I would accept the offer, after all it seems like its a much much greener pasture n the sum offered was also Alhamdulillah…

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I’m in indeed very thankful for both…

though I have different plans ealier.. but i believe that the path that Allah SWT god almighty lay out for us is far far better..

beautifully planned.. kite insan kerdil hanya nampak jln yg singkat..

and much thinking, it is indeed after all my really initial plan… which was to quit my job when my kids starts primary school.. not now.. it might be too early for us. the sudden change of mind in May was becos I can no longer take it there, so so many things that I just couldnt take n inhale anymore.

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so here I am back at an office desk… 8 week++ preggy, can still cover at the moment

(sbb gemok jd org tak heran sgt kenapa buncit.. hehe).

this 2 days sickness (gastrik + heartburn) showing good signs of wearing off.. really do hope it will be over.

Pregnancy hormones and sickness… 

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One has been such a great partner enduring both and help me with so many things during I was pregnant with both Nadhrah and Aqilah, and yess he has started doing the same for a months plus plus now.. I had days of bad stomach ache that I took many naps here n there just to sleep-kill off the pain.. very understanding and helpful hubby indeed, therefore mmg sgt setuju sgt dgn entry Farah.

my latest status updated last thursday in fb still remains, which reads -

“is just thrilled..! Alhamdulillah, syukur padamu yaAllah for the shinny days… Looking forward to the shinier days ahead.. thx hubster @Wan for always being by my side n supporting me thru n thru.. angel of mine, ay heart u”

i especially like this bcos of the date… Nadhrah’s bday.

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ofcos I’m hoping for warm wishes.. no bitter one pls. thank u!

have a nice day lovelies..!

I now wake up at 430, start working early, so that I can get more done.. but today, haissh, Have you ever have days that u just go blank? you know when idea fails to do its duty to come to work..

I’m having one of the days.. sighs…

hence my fb status:

“Morning ppl…
Woke up this morning with tonnes of ideas to merepek for salt contest, but need to get work done first..
Dari td idea flow tak mari.. WHY WHY WHY? hmmph.. xpuas ati dgn design sendiri.. kak Siti Nurishah Hsn pls bare with me yea. Idea pls pls pls, I need you!”

830am: Nadhrah sibok nak attention sgt hr ni, pg pg nak mama gak bwk pi padang.. layankan jer la…

1000am: balik dari padang, sempat check pc jap, Kak Siti jwb

Siti Nurishah Hsn

baikkan?? terus rs guilty.. tapi Nadhrah sgt tidak membantu, sgt hyper {mmg dia aktif, tp hari terlebih..} gelak sini sana.. ok ni mesti kes takdpt candu laa ni.. semenjak weening ni, camtu laa dia.

Sebelum gi padang, dah makan honeystar, tp blk tu kata lapaa lg, jadi buatkanlah sup mushroom + sayur utk dia.. & suap dia habis satu mangkuk dgn sup n nasi, Aqilah pun sibok nak sikit. satu botol ribena {bukan botol susu, botol tumbler}..

penat + kenyang = tido? oh tidak utk Nadhrah, energy level belum 100% utilise…

sambung buat keje…

1:20pm: Nadrah menari pusing2 sambil pegang sikat depan tv tgk dvd “a bug’s world”.. Aqilah pun klua, td main di bilik, terus Nadhrah sibok nk sikat rambut Aqilah… jap, Aqilah dh menjerit.

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am Back..

1:55pm: Nadhrah menari sambil melompat2 depan tv.. Aqilah main gigit2 lego..

my my.. Nadhrah tak mengantuk tp aku yg ngantuk. skrg dh sampai waktu kemuncak, ngantuk..!

rasa mcm bgn dr 430 mcm sia-sia.. tak puas ati dgn design sendiri.. tak menarik..!

Internet dah start slow… Plak tgh puasa marathon ni bertambah2 ngantuk la kan, puasa tahun lepas adalah masa tgh berpantang, jdnye byk gile laa hari yg nak kena ganti…

hopefully after restkan kepala n bdn kejap ni idea akan dtg… Idea, pls pls pls, i need you… I need you to my very core.. pls grow back! dtg dlm mimpi, pun ok gakss..

ok.. sebelum saya zzZZZZZzzZZz off utk mendptkan idea..

nak share some pics of bday party yg kitorg pegi…

On the way to Munirah Triplets-plus-One party ~ Nadhrah sgt excited dah ni..! As usual party diorg mmg fab lah, very well-planned and knowing Munirah yg sgt creative n rajin..

I didnt snap any pics there, as I was really tired, just arrived from Ipoh, send Aqilah at my moms as she was sleeping, went to buy the present and head to Munirahs place.

here’s 2 links of entry with tonnes of pics {yg i ingat}, PhatMummy and YayaFamily.

oh, and guess what, soon itll be triplets plus more..!

CONGRATS MUNIRAH…!

once again thanks for inviting us to the cool party of yours..

ni pulak Bday party Wafiq anak bujang si Elyn... fullhouse u, ramai betul..

pic dari Elyn, xsempat nk snap gmbr gak, sygnye rs tak dpt ambik gmbr si kenits saya berseronok..!

kelam kabut ngan dua kenit kejap nak klua kejap nak masuk.. nak ini & itu.. yupp, Aqilah pun sibok kulu-kilir tau..

Nasi Lemak adalah sedap..! kfc ofcos laa kat idaman Nadhrah selalu, abis satu ayam dia mkn, vitagen tak ingat brp dia ambik… heeee, hrp maap elynn.! anak dara sy ni mmg tak segan orgnye.

anyways thanks elyn jemput kami sekeluarga..! Nadhrah kata best!

skrg Nadhrah suruh teman baca buku pulak.. dapatkah tidor ni? mmm… wish me luck!

rumah sudah mcm kapal pecah…

hari ketiga terakhir bulan.

masa utk?

{klue: ♥ angan, ♣ kenyataan}

mengorganizekan organizer. memenuhkan weekly planner/monthly planner dgn keje dan rancang aktiviti.
♥ ada 48jam sehari, dpt ambik sebyk mana keje/order yg boleh.. puaskan hati customer/kwn2 n sendiri.. dpt split bdn menjadi 2, boleh spend time duduk ngan anak n satu lg buat keje.. hahaha..

♣ tangan 2, badan satu… jadinye harus tau ukur kemampuan sendiri n organize dua2 dgn betul, agar seimbang.

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dapat gaji.

♥ shopppppingg..! baju sendiri n anak, tudung, brg rumah, brg dapur, lagi bungaan utk garden… PC baru..!

♣ bil dan hutang sedang beratur utk meminta bayaran. Gaji pula adalah tidak tetap dan masih lagi newbie WAHM, haruslah chill dulu masa yg lebih stabil nanti..

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tidak sedih. sedang senyum macam kerang busuk. gelihati ngan diri sendiri.

ok dah update organizer..

pastu rehat jap termenung ke sana sini… pastu baring jap atas katil sambil men’sketch’kan idea utk kerja2 design, conteng-conteng mcmmana angan2 utk mendecorate lagi rumah…

hihihhi..

ok, maha angan2 dah timbul. “Duit, silalah jatuh dari langit.. plss!”

ok. stop. sebelum korang lari dan pikir aku gile.

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korang nampak tak kat box atas ada benda yg dh berubah… bwh iklan nuffnang.

YEAY!! akhirnye thumbnail utk entries pilihan dan dimasukkan dgn jayanya. thanks to Aini sugarush for all the customization on the scripting. weekend lepas Aini dah menghidup thumbnail dgn coding2. aku campurkan projek-projek yg kitorang{mak aku & aku} dah buat. dan ofcos masih buat. design. baking. perfume. dan juga art. bile click thumbnail tu akan masuk entry yg berkenaan.

erm… aku plan nak buat design utk album si comel.

perasan x kat thumbnail tu?

barisan bwh, yg ke lima dari kiri, ada gmbr thumbnail nadhrah & friends dlm scrapbook.

{ korang terpikir: ye… nampak.. so apa plannye? }

.korang bg gambar2 si comel korang. aku designkan layout album ikut design yg korang nak. & printkan ke album. tapi tak sempat survey betul2 lagi harga album dan printing. insyaAllah akan buat asap!

ada yg berminat??

scrapbook style design tu salah satu idea laa. utk idea2 lain….  leh tgk cth kat entry ni – Cute Lil Mary Poppins. scroll ke bwh… tapi sebelum tu silalah jamu mata dgn gambar peha Mary(Mariam) yg sgt yums yums..!!

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ps: kak siti hsn, farah tgh buat illustrate header akak. ezan, lynn & laila akan reply ur email kejap lagi. aida, shakey, butik azzahra still menunggu email korang.

erm, ada yg tertinggal ke? email: { farah.alida@gmail.com }

thank u! *hugs*

I’m indeed thankful.. special thanks goes to my dear hubzter.. also family & friends..

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ramai dah yg tanya mcmmana so far?

tunggu 1 hari dulu baru leh jwb ni.. hehe..
tp mmg laa rs cam cepat jer, eh dah kul 1?

btw, kepada sesapa yg masih tertanya-tanya.. saya dah jadi wahm, working-at-home-mom.. buat freelance jobs.. kepada sesiapa yg berminat, i’m now open for orders.. hehe! and as of tomorrow insyaAllah i’ll be online from 9-5..  but ofcos i need to working or chasing the kids, so i might be slow at replying..

ni pun masih cam masa-takpercaya-mode.. i’ve been longing this for a long time, jadi takuttt! hopefully things will go well..

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skrg masih mengorganize apa2 yg patut.. susun scheduele.. kejap lg the 2 kenit tdo nak re-arrange bilik saya sket,

nak kemas sket my house-office.. ahaha.. takde bilik pun, just one corner dibilik.. gambar2 adalah hanya angan2 ye..

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will be back soon!

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i have mixed feeling at the moment, happy, sad, nervous… as i’m gonna venture into something totally new to me.. as i’m deleting my office emails, reading the old emails, somehow make me reminisce the old days…

ok, i’m off , have a few lunch dates and then gotta do my clearance… heee..

enjoy ur friday!! here’s to share one of the pic i got in an an email from an ex-collegue.. i was deleting my office emails and found this, it brought a smile.. hehe.. hope itll do to you guys too..

HAPPY FRIDAY!!

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apapun, happy wednesday..!!

my days are getting more n more cheerier.. seperti cherrio..

ahahhaa.. okeh saya merepek.. tapi makin pack gak laa, ada beberapa benda dalam checklist yg belum ditanda checkkan dan harus dibuat..

mungkin tak sempat nak buat entry lg minggu ni.. n aku akan kembali minggu depan.. insyaAllah. hopefully lepas ni entry saya akan lebih bermutu n memberangsangkan.. heeee…

ok.. harus berhenti mengarut..

korang baca tak psl budak remaja 15thn kena tembak?

weihs, mmg tak patut laa bg aku.. lain la kalau dia nak serang polis ke, acukan pistol ke polis ke atau nak langgar polis tu, lain sbb atau alasan mmg tak relevan laa bagi aku. lagipun katalaa kalau dia memandu menuju kearah polis pun, polis tu leh tembak tayar kan? ish ish.. tapi aku baca kat berita harian smlm, dlm keratan tu kata dia reverse.. kesian family mangsa, kakak dia masih tak percaya adik dia penjenayah n tak patut dilakukan sebegitu rupa..

aku baca online, ada sesetengah org kata mereka tukar2 cerita n cover up.. apa kes? {mengeluh panjang..}

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ps: xsbr tunggu jumaat.. yipeee! n also jumaat tu ingat nak ajak one tgk ironman!! mesti best kan?

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mr falcon is hunting for ms snake, hehe.. Dia cuti, rs sedikit aman n tenteram.. hooray!
seriyes mls giler nak pi keje pg td… hee, ingatkan dh mei.. belum lagi, erk..
minggu ni minggu handover, belek2 n susun blk folder2 lama, berfarewell n berlunchdate jd haruslah gagahkan diri gak.. over~ i know.. bukan apa, xsbr.. tp takut gak pada yg sama..

rabu mlm lepas, mini-gathering cum farewell dgn ex-staff dept ni kat cineleisure.. thanks guys for the treat! it was fun meeting all of them, after quite sometime.. glad that everybody’s doing well after leaving here..diorg nye comment was yeay.. finally!.. hahaha.. besides updating each other kitorg byk bergossip psl agenda, aktiviti, messed up yg dibuat oleh sang ular… kalau cite psl dia mmg laaa,  grrrrr!! i dont like..

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weekend.. best! nnti saya story.. korang nye camne? jap nnti ptg sikit saya bloghopp..

one nyer eye infection masih tak ok lg.. kesian dia, walaupun dia takde la sakit teruk, tp mata nye sgt merah.. n kitorg risau gak sbb taktau kenapa, n doktor pun xtau.. n bg mc lg sampai rabu.. pg ni dia nak gi dptkan second opinion kat kpj..

bwh ni gambar feveret saya yg terkini.. gambar ni masa kitorg gi pd minggu lepas, boleh nampak kan mata en kerol yg merah itew..

gi shopping malls org semua takut tgk dia, siap ms dia gi workshop cina tu halau dia lg, ‘balik balik’.. ahaha.. cian die.

hopefully u”ll get better soon. *hugs* take care yg… cu later, jgn lupe ambik saya k.. 43!

ps: the 2 pics are taken from flickr and google…

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saya nak update pg td, tp ada ceritera di ofis yg buat penyakit M dtg, n byk berchitchat dikala lapang.. heee.. sgt pekerja contoh kan saya? {sila jgn contohi} beginilah bile dh menunggu saat akhir diofis yg bak kata sorang ofismate saya bak neraka.. dia pun akan tender hari ni, dia sbnarnya nak tender sama hari dgn saya, tapi sbb dia takdpt offer letter lg, dia tak berani, pg td dia dpt call utk ambik offer letter, lunch terus dia zass pegi ambik n terus draft surat cinta n dalam proses nak submit tadi.. tapi saya takdelah rasa mcm neraka, cuma malas je.. heee.

jadinye niat saya nak update psl aktiviti Nadhrah terbantut… Aqilah demam dari jumaat lepas, kesian dia, tp masih aktif… cume mlm je jd lembik sket n merengek2, sbb tatkala mlm panasnye bertmbh.. smlm Aqilah dh ok, tp pg td mcm panas blk, terus bg dia ubat n tuam kepala.. tghhari ni call mak saya dia kata dua2 sihat. saya pun demam jumaat mlm, tdo jap kat rumah makpak saya utk dptkan energy n buang mengantuk, n drive blk.. sabtu kuatkan bdn utk the two sweeties, alhamdulillah ahad dh ok seperti biasa..

terima kasih daun keladi pd semua yg komen, msg, email psl potty train tu.. sgt2 berbesar hati.. *hugs*
insyaAllah akan gunapakai semua tips2 yg diberi..

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mcmmana weekend korang?

ps: saya kembali esok dgn ceritatera2. happy monday lovelies…

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Finally I’ve hand in the letter, surat cinta buat bos yg tercinta (uweek!).. heee…

It took me  a lot of courage to finally make this decision, I’ve stayed on because of a few reasons..

1. Felt guilty and kesian to team members..
2. Skeptical how new workplace would be {if move to a new office..}
3. No time to go for an interview.. {there was a few times where I agreed and set the date for interview, I couldn’t make it due to work that came in last minute}

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There was a few interview that I went to, actually I only managed to go to 2, One I turned them down cos I no longer want to work in advertising company(silly me, for not checking the company first, but love the location) and one that I really positive I will get and kinda like the jobscope and all eventhough it’s a smaller company compared to now, positive remarks and everything else but nop after screening I didn’t get.. Ussually before this, I’ll get jobs that I aimed for, but this time, there’s always the barriers to it.. not that am bragging, jauh dari situ ye, semua tu rezeki dari Allah swt, berkat dari doa ibubapa n suami kot, not really me perse kan..  and I believe others are more lucky than me, I don’t aim really high, just cukup2 makan memadai dgn apa yg I ada kan..

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Then again, freelance job came in, one by one.. as well as other ideas of sourcing out money from other areas.. and a few months back it got me thinking.. was this a sign?

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And after much thinking, and I took the courage to talk to One about it.. i smsed him, saying I want to discuss something with him that nite, I even listed things to present to him, like I always did to my dad.. but to me surprise, just when I started on the topic, haven’t got to the things I listed, he said ok.. the whole night I was still kinda in shock.. never imagined that it was really happening.. am I dreaming?

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After that I continued telling him on my plans yada yada.. he says ok, but I want your full commitment and really serious about this.. this was the reason of this entry.

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and in that same week, something happened that I really thought this is it, so I made another plan, to tender abit earlier which was inititally in july (ending august), to earlier a month jun (ending july).. told one that nite, he said actually the earlier the better, because currently our house loan are paid by epf till sept.. we took out some to release a bit of our burden, of the to-buy-items for 2 kids.. how happy I was with the words that came out from his mouth, was like it was crafted by angels and sounded like singing.. how beautiful.. heee.. {sgt over..  sila muntah}.. tapi begitulah kehappy-an saya yg tak terhingga…

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yeay to freedom..!

and yupp today was the day planned for me to tender..

I plan to be a working at home mom, yupp wahm baby..

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And 2 weeks back I was approached and got an offer, which I hinted here and here, and best of all, to work from home.. the offer came just at the right time, ill share about it once I get started yea..

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Alhamdulillah.. ya Allah ya Tuhanku aku bersyukur atas semua rezeki dan nikmat kurniaanmu..

Million thanks for my family for being my backbone and my lovely friends for the tremendous support.. Love you guys heaps… I’m nothing without all of you..

wish me luck!

ps: ill be back with another entry today yea..