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May 26th
Khamis
our happy shiny day.. 
kalau belum baca leh baca entry ni.
pagi tu saya kelam kabut siapkan semua2 keje yg tertunggak n kemas pastu terus pi umah mak saya, saya order special cake comel.. sampai sana sambung buat keje blk sikit2.. pastu dalam kul 3 terus kelam kabut kemas2 barang utk balik sbb ujan dah start lebat… n makin lama makin lebat, jadinye one pun stuck kat kl… sampai pun dh lambat n masih ujan2 lagi.. so kitorg decide utk postpone esoknye…
Dalam kul 11 lebih Ani sampai, dia ada dinner kat JW Marriot event TM. Borak-borak sampai dekat kul 1 pastu saya dh ngantuk, penat berkejar ke sana sini.. zZZzZZZzzZz
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Jumaat
Bgn pagi, dalam pukul 7 mil saya call Ani, n Ani pass hp kat One… Makcik sedara One meninggal.. Makcik Jamal.. Mak tak dapat nak dtg, sbb rushing sgt kan dgn Opah pun tak berapa sihat, jadi wakilkan kami.. Ani pun dtg just at the right time..
Klua gi bfast kejap.. thanks Ani belanja kitorg breakfast.. muah! pastu saya sempat laa siapkan keje sikit2 sebelum nak bersiap utk pergi.. Selesai kebumi pukul 3, ramai yg dtg penuh laa parking lot, saya tak pernah jumpe lagi makcik ni, jadi saya pikir mesti arwah sorang yg sgt baik.. betul sangkaan saya. rupenye dia ada dtg kenduri kami dulu, n mak ada kenalkan saya yg lupe.. saya ni mmg pelupe sket.. tp mmg kenduri belah ipoh dulu saya dh penat gile.. 2minggu straight, mmg rs nak katil jerrr..
Note: Ni bukan makcik yg adik beradik dgn Mak (my mil) tapi sepupu Mak k, xdelaah saya teruk sgt sampai Makcik one pun tak kenal..
pastu kami pergi rumah pakcik sedara one kat jinjang… byk diorg semua cite psl arwah.. sgt pemurah n ramai org yg syg.. Al-Fatihah utk arwah. semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan org yg beriman.
dalam pukul 6 lebih baru gerak blk.. 7 sampai rumah.. tgk Aqilah kat luar rumah duduk dlm walker, kesian syg mama kena tinggal.. pegi kubur kan, rasa mcm tak elok pulak nak bwk dia.. n kesian dia kalau kena berpanas n kena suh duduk diam jer sbb skrg dia tgh nak belajar jln bagi dia main kat rumah lagi elok kan..
pastu mandi2, gi klua mkn.. lapaaa.. bwk dua2 kenit saya..
dalam kul 9 lebih kwn ani sampai.. muah muah muah, tata titi tutu n ani pun balik ipoh..
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Masuk rumah saya teringat psl kek choc strawberry yg yum yum dalam fridge, pastu One mcm boleh baca fikiran saya, jom mkn kek.. n terus bisik2 apa ntah dgn Nadhrah… saya klua bwk kek, diorg dua duk gelak senyum2 pastu serentak ckp thank you mama.. lebiiyieww
Itu adalah tangan Nadhrah yg tak sabar nak ambik Strawberry.. yumss!
duduk kat luar rumah borak2.. pastu ingat lepas 2kenit tdo nk klua gi dating tul2.. pukul 12 baru diorg tdo, one dah siap tunggu tapi saya dah kepenatan, rasa nak baring jerr.. badan dah berat kot kan? kena exercise ni..
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Sabtu
Pagi, bgn2 one ajak pegi ofis dia, nak pegi ambik raket badminton sbb esok janji nak main badminton ngan Iman kat kelab klgcc. Pastu check2 salah satu drp raket dia nye string dh longgar ke putus jadi dia nak pi tukar..
sambil menunggu raket siap, kami gi grocesseries shopping, stock semua dah abis… gi billion jer, hehe, first time gi situ, pastu kami sempat laa membeli baju n kasut utk dua mc kenit.. sekali sekala kena laa sokong barangan buatan Malaysia kan.. hehhee..
Gi balik kat area kedai sukan tadi tu, dah alang2 kat bangi kan.. lunch makan kat kedai bryani gam yg sgt sedap tu… Nadhrah pun kata mmm sedapnyee mama..
Sampai rumah dah nak kul 3, kemas brg dapur semua.. Farah-Afif sms, kitorg plan nak buat rombong cik kiah visit Azza yg baru bersalin hari Selasa.. dia kata lambatkan sikit kul 5, plan asal kul 4.. ckp kat One, one kata ok gak dpt rest jap.. Nadhrah dh tertdo masa tu… kul 4 saya bgn mandi, n siap2kan Aqilah, Nadhrah lak taknak bgn.. dah penat sgt kot seminggu nyer aktiviti.. saya sms Farah blk, kalau korang dh sampai gi dulu laa, takyah tunggu saya… sbb saya pun tau rumah.. nasiblaa rumah Azza dekat jerr.. xdelaa rushing sgt..
sampai rumah Azza, Farah n Elyn dah ada.. tgh chitchat.. 
CONGRATS Azza!! Alyff sgt comel.. hensem, hidung mancung u..
biasanye Aqilah clingy nak merap saya, tapi kali ni elok pulak dia main.. sonok mak! dah besar n pandai dah dia.. elok jer Empat2 budak2 tu main, Airyll tidor, plg comel part Afif minum air Nadhrah.. wah mcm kakak sgt si Nadhrah tu.. n plg mengelikan hati time Afif n Wafiq wrestling.. hehehe.. cute jerr..
tapi alahai tak sempat nak snap.. saya pun dh ala-ala penat dh sbnarnye..tak teringat langsung psl nak ambik gmbr.. ni saya ambik gmbr dari blog Elyn jer.. pinjam k babe.. hehehe.. (ps: elyn korang nak berpantang plak? 
ceh ceh ceh)
nanti kite playdate lg nak?
ahahaha.. saya yg sgt bulat.. Farah cepat jadi instructor saya, saya nak kurus!
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lepas balik dari rumah Azza, terus kemas beg, nak gi rumah parents saya, tidor sana, senang sbb ahad tu booking court badminton kul 8..
Mlm tu one lepak ngan kwn2 dia, area2 rumah parents saya, Kayu ss2.. saya mls nak ikut sbb tau diorg ni dah lama tak jumpe mesti sampai tgh mlm, saya pun penat dh… betul, kul 2 lebih baru blk.. saya terjaga masa dia masuk bilik n mcm biasa dia akan cite kat saya ringkasan2 cite2 diorg.. borak2 n saya dah agak dh Aqilah mesti bgn dlm kul 3 mintak susu.. lepas bg Aqilah susu baru saya tdo blk..
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Ahad
Dalam kul 730 dah siap nak gi ke kelab… One n Iman main badminton, saya menyibok je kejap2.. sibok melyn si Nadhrah dia pun nak main, court sebelah takde org.. jadi seronok laa Nadhrah n Aqilah lagi luas tempat nak bermain… pastu lepas setengah jam diorg dh start boring.. bwk diorg klua pusing2, pastu gi tukar baju Aqilah n Nadhrah, baik bwk diorg gi swimming dulu laaa..
ni first time nak gi lepas renovation kat situ.. oklaaa dia nye baby pool pun best.. bahagian adult pun xdalam sgt, mmg selamat laa utk budak2.. diorg mmg buat sesuai utk family kot kan.. berjaya laa saya handle jaga dua2 kenit ni sorang2, Nadhrah pun dgr kata tak lompat gi pool dewasa.. sebelah jer, ada benteng tp yg tu yg Nadhrah buat utk dia lompat… dia cume sibok suruh saya kire 1 2 3 setiap kali nak lompat… Aqilah pun sgt sonok.. terlompat n berkepak2 excited main air…
pastu dlm setengah jam lebih one & Iman dtg join.. best!
kitorg nak buat ni a weekly thing.. sbb Iman pun nak ada org ajar dia main badminton.. One kata dia boleh main n dah byk improve… saya mmg comfirm kalah, Iman pukul kuat jugak, smash pun boleh tahan.. u go gyrll!
ptg tu kami semua pengsan..! lepas dinner kitorg blk, hntr anak2 yg dh tdo, angkat brg masuk.. pastu klua naik moto gi klua minum kat mamak, borak2.. mcm zaman bercinta blk pulak.. heeeee
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ps: jgn muntah membace yerr.. ni nak pulun settlekan entry2 yg tertunggak… jap lg saya akan update lg ngan aktiviti smlm pulak..
If you could only see ‘you’ through my eyes..
Jan 18th
As I was bloghopping, two of this blog make me sayu.. being a mother, u can help but feel so emotional..
as a mother we would give up anything for our children, right? anything and everything.. if we could give the whole world, we would.. ofcos this goes to fathers as well.. just that mothers are more particular on the emotional side… Just unexplainable how much love there is, bak kata eliana tak tercapai akalmu..
- Remember i wrote an entry about my couz Shila last week? I just got to know about her blog, and was bzily reading her entries one by one, i shred more tears ((alhamdulillah using desktop not a laptop.. so my face is covered by the screen…) reading her daily notes on the days before loosing her precious baby, Aeisha Zafan, .. i’m very much amazed by her strength…very strong indeed. you can also read her entries here..
- Mel’s first entry on her friend Jay’s wife story really cut me deep, the ultimate pengorbanan.. yet Allah yg maha adil telah menjanjikan mati syahid, jadi haruslah rasa happy utk dia & family jugak.. but imagining how the husband and the lil baby must be feeling with the loss is just undescrible..and reading the continuation of it, seeing the sweet lil ones pics touched me again, and in the baby’s eyes i see streghth.. I guess its from the father.. may Allah swt blessed the lil one with streghth and will bring lots of brightness n happiness to the family…
I just lost my words.. sebak!
I now learned that i need to be thankful with what we’re blessed with..
and i became more strongly in believing that family and friends are the biggest assets and gift there is.. not wealth..not rank..not title.. not anything else.. others are just bonuses and pluspoints in life..
On another note, This morning, while having breakfast with my mom, i told her my team leader had resigned last Friday.. She said “Alhamdulillah…
ni my actual feeling when he told me that he resigned:
I actually felt nothing, not happy not sad.. I kinda saw it coming already, his hospitalization leave end of last year, to undergo an operation.. finish up all his leaves.. all like planned already. we had a certain kind of history, not that we dont speak to each other or something (keje kan, haruslah professional), but simple put as he’s not easy to work with, further more to be his assistant.. i admit he’s a nice person afterall, just working, nopp.. he can such an a** at times.. but i’ve learned to accept him the way he is and just not to bothered…so it doesnt matter to me if he’s still here.. he’s the last few bunch of the old ones anways.. and so much better than kekasih gelap itu..
…mama doakan, Allah bagi yang terbaik utk u.. maybe this is..” i terdiam.. dan hanya mampu senyum..
in the car as i was driving to office, i thought to myself, mebbe it is..
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ps: Thanks Ma, thanks for being the greatest mom you always are.. thanks for always keeping me in your doa.. I love you so much…
Flickr: Subramanyam’s Photostream
He also wrote: Mothers love for her child is forever
“A mother’s love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path.”
by: Agatha Christie
Aqiqah Aqilah..
Jan 11th
happy monday..!
Walaupun bizi ni, saya harus selitkan juga entry hari ni.. sbb sudah berjanji..
Akhirnya.. saya dh berjaya susunkan semua gambar Aqiqah Aqilah, yg saya dpt dari Abah saya, Amelia (Ya), Kak Yoes, Ani & Atun.. Thanks all! Sungguh baik hati utk mengambil gambar dan kongsi ngan saya.. walaupun byk, sanggup utk meluangkan sedikit masa untuk email.. Mcm Ya sampai tiga email dia kena hntr..
Gambarnye byk… pilih2 punye pilih.. ni laa yg saya berjaya kurangkan. tak sempat laa nak buat layout & caption semua, letak view thumbnail je, kalau tak jadi panjang berjela korang nak kena scroll.. mana2 gambar yg korang nak tgk, click je utk besarkan n tgk gambar fullsize…
Sekali lg terima kasih daun keladi, kepada semua yg hadir memeriahkan majlis kecil2an ni, tp penuh sampai ke dapur.. sorry laa kepada siapa yg terasa sempit n sesak n kepada yg terpaksa berdiri/duduk kat luar & dapur..
happy watching THE DAY MY LIL ONE TURNED BOTAK..! hehe..
dia mcm kakak dia jugak, tdo…boleh? tak kisah suasana bising n tarik/potong rambut dia..
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ps: cantik tak Auntie Treasure pakai tudung.. saya rasa dia kelihatan sgt manis.. kesian dia, mengadu panas, Pn Zuraidah paksa dia pakai.. hehe..
u know what we did last week?
Jan 8th
hahaha.. konon2 mcm “i know what u did last summer”.. tapi mcm tak jadik jerk.. hohoho..
hokeh, takde yg gelak.. syok sendiri nampaknye..
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sambungan dr menolong my mom ngan order2 dia khamis lepas… lepas tu, kitorg pun gerak blk.. Nadhrah tidur dlm keta.. tapi sebaik sahaja sampai di gate rumah, dia tersedar dan terus ajak pegi padang.. memandangkan aku pun lupe bwk kunci rumah(kunci pintu grill yg baru ditukar), n One tak blk lg, jd moh laa kite..
tgh sibok tanya mana abah..haa, pjg umur! nampak tak, mana abah dia?
terus berlari2 anak ke arah abahnye, setelah sedar abah telah pulang.. berpeluk2kan mcm seminggu tak jumpe..
Aqilah pun boleh tahan.. happynye tgk abah..
ni pula lepas mandi.. tgklaa si dua ni suke sgt membuli Aqilah…
“hi semua… bergaya tak Achiyah pakai sunglasses?”
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ingat tak entry minggu lepas, dimana aku kata diambang New Year, nak dating ngan One kat luar rumah je.. yg tu comfirm la tercapai kan.. tapi tang yg berangan nak dpt tgk fireworks sambil berdating.. skali mmg dpt ok..! tak percaya, sila lihat ni.. hehe..
hehe.. tercapai gak angan2 ku.. ada lg yg lain.. tp yg lain jauh, tak dpt nak ambik gmbr.. skrg dh ramai org byk duit eh? ramainye dh leh pasang bungaapi/fireworks.. mungkin kat rumah korang dpt tgk lg cun & gempak kan.. yg mana rumah dekat ngan kl atau tgh kl atau damansara, sure lg indah.. kan? best best.. jadik la kan, dpt gak tgk bunga api dr rumah sendiri..
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Jumaat lak, hari mengemas n packing.. Ptg gerak gi rumah bpkku..
Mlm tu pegi kenduri Hani, kwn sepermainan dari zaman kenit2 lg. kata jiran, hehe.. yg juga merupakan adik ipar Mrs Imran.. yup, dulu Mr Imran atau dipanggil Abg Chik pun geng ngan kitorg(jap je rsnye, aku pun xingat form brp)..
Cantik dia… hahaa.. tetibe lak, teringat zaman comot2 kitorg dolu-dolu, ber-rollerblading bagai..
haa.. hebat tak? masa ni tgh kagum lg dgn api.. boleh tahan perak gak aku ni..hehe.. pastu alamak suap nasi rasa asap? hehe.. jgn lyn.. exxagerator.. Nadhrah plak sibok “hot..hot..”
ok ok.. my hp camera doesnt do justice to the beautiful bride… here’s a pic of her nikah day.. i curik dari fb Hani.. hehe..
i nampak my mom.. can u spot her?
Ni mummy to the bride.. Auntie Maizurah, such a nice n lovely lady.. When i was about 5, just moved to that area, i was so in love her kittens, pagi2 dh bertenggek kat pintu belakang rumah dia, nak main kucing (tak kenal hani lg masa tu). dia rajin layan i.. n adik Auntie ni bg i satu kucing.. suke sgt!
CONGRATSS HANI! you looked so lovely.. may you &hubby live happily ever after…
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The next day, Sat, after breakfast n chitchatting with my parents.. we head the highway byway… blk kampung o o balik kg, hati girang..! kampung ke? kampung la kirenye kan.. ss2 pun aku panggil kampung juge..
“hi… nadhrah dh ada kat rumah opah.. ”
“Nampak tak opah Nadhrah tgh tgk tv..”
“Ni pulak adik Nadhrah, Achiyah, tgh tgk tv jugak sambil minum susu”
Masa ni kitorg baru blk dari rumah Opah (atau kpd Nadhrah & Aqilah adalah Onyang), Opah tak sihat.. kesian sgt tgk dia.. Brp kali klua masuk hospital.. Mlm tu pun pukul 12, dia kena sakit blk, one & mak(my mil) bwk dia pegi hospital.. diorg blk dlm 4 lebih pagi.. Hrp2 opah akan lekas sembuh..amin.
Ptg sebelum gerak blk kl, Mak ajak gi Tmn Botani.. cantik sgt Taman ni.. best betul sapa dpt beli rumah kat sini.. mmg aman n cantik!
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yeay.. berjaya update sblum blk.. ok, akan update gmbr Aqiqah Aqilah isnin, esok akan pilih2 gmbr.. janji!
take care darlingsss! have a great weekend..!
Love at no cost..
Dec 23rd
Actually this is kinda private, but i just feel the need to let it out.. and telling her straight will be a bit hard to do..
Sorry Ani for using this channel, kalau fb lg susah, sbb kwn2 ani semua boleh bacakan..
I was a bit saddened when was told by my sil yday that she’s got back together with her ex.. which i would categorize as a predator-dominator kinda relationship.. When they broke up early this year, i could see a lot of improvement in her, mentally, emotionally, physically and socially.. I was so happy to see her progress.. having more friends.. happily enjoying going out with her friends.. and her relationship with Nadhrah too, closer n started caring (eventho she says its not true, one n me thinks so, to us there was not much love before) ..
and the countless ands..
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and we had a bit of history, 2 years back, when I was in confinement delivering Nadhrah.. She stayed at my moms place as well then, as she was doing her practical, she was still new with this guy, and was kinda love-sick period, and dunno what happened.. she changed a lot at that time, and still until now, we couldnt understand/know what really happened.. but was really hurt then by her actions n her words.. WHEN ALL I DID, WAS CARED… maybe caring too much isnt good either rite?
her actions did impact a lot to me, my mil’s perception (eventho she didnt say anything or more scolded me or anything, she remain calm as she is.. but I could see the distance n all) and i should not mention others.. Futhermore, i have always thought that it was caused by him.. I’ve known Ani for closed to 8years then, n never did she did that to me, nothing close.. never intentionally hurting me anyway..
as she told me yday, she said he’s really regretting everything he did to her and others, and want to change badly.. and begged for her forgiveness and a 2nd chance.. The sound of her words, seems like they’re gonna be more serious into the relationship.. I really dont know how to future will look like.. ofcos i wont be lashing out at him, i’m not that kinda type, or even treat him badly.. just that our perception of him.. trusting him.. its gonna be hard..
even getting back to trusting n letting go 100% of what happened between ani n us(one n me), was really hard.. i am a forgiver.. but not a forgetter.. i always forgive, but never forget.. (thats my problem.. cos every now n then when i remember it back.. it still hurts me..) it hurt me quite deep actually…
i’m the type that hard to love somebody, it takes me long to really trust n love someone.. but once i do, its for real.. n when somebody i love hurts me it will cut me very deep.. n i love my girlfriends more then my lovers (One is exceptional, cos he’s not only my bf, he’s my bestfriend too, my soulmate to be exact..).. n i consider ani like one of my bff jugak back then bfo getting married, becos we share a lot of things.. she does sleepovers at my place n stuffs like bff’s do..
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when she told me yday n asked me to comment, most the time i was only reading her story, I only said “its better for me not to comment, as ill be bias, bcos of my feeling towards him.. If you’ve accepted him, we wont be in ur way.. its ur choice to make anyway… we only are concern of u that u might get hurt again.. thats all… ”
even her friends doesnt like this guy…
she said.. ani takdpt tipu diri ani lagi, ani mmg syg sgt kat dia..
terpaku jap.. i couldnt say anything more..
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sometime love does this to ppl kan? walaupun luka mcmmana pun syg n cinta separuh mati..
if thats her decision, who am i to say anything? i know she wants to know what we think… but issit really important? as she already make her say n stand.. after all the one who’s gonna take the risk is her, suffer also her, happy also her..n i guess she knows best what she wants, right..?
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Here’s a song for her… i heard this song this morning, and i tot of her.. becos, I think its more or like, same as her love-relationship..
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i realize NOW, all i need to do is WISH HER THE BEST…
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and Ani, I hope he really means it and I pray for u to be happy dear.. altho we(one and me) have different thots of him, lets put that aside (i’m not sure of what Mak n others would think).. but to me if you want to go a second time, may it will be successful this time.. i really hope u wont be hurt again.. and sure hope u wont turn out to be a monster again…alamak..! takutttnyeee… lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik!
ps: thanks for fira for searching for the youtube videoclip for me.. *hugs*.. ofis blockkan, lg2 isu block.. haish..
Nadhrah & Tok: Part 2
Dec 17th
Last week, nadhrahs weekday was full of jalan2.. since my uncle & auntie from aussie was still here, my mom took them jalan2, my dad also took a few days off to take them around.. so Nadhrah was the lucky lil one.. she just love outings..
mcm2 aktiviti dia.. dalam perjlnan blk dalam kereta pun kekdg dh tertdo sambung la sampai pg..
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.Ni berpusing2 di airport dgn tok abah sambil tunggu auntie, uncle & mi (kalau panggilan nadhrah would be nenna, grandpa & tok mi) sampai dari kelantan.. diorg blk kg kat kelantan dulu.. sehari sebelum aqiqah Aqilah..
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thanks mama, abah & iman for entertaining this lil ms bossy.. (pics taken by my dad..)
my special thanks also goes to this 2 lovely ones.. for coming all the way for the event..
Love you guys heaps!
ps: Kat rumah mak, baru tgk gambar2 ni, tumpang update jap sementara tunggu Nadhrah bgn tdo.. hehe..
Agenda Rahsia..
Dec 2nd
hari ni telah menjalankan satu agenda, tetapi takleh ckp(eh.. tulis.. eh type la!) sbb nnti hmmph.. takde laa gempak pun.. cume takleh btau lg.. hehe.. adoi, mcm mengada je aku neyh.. xnak cite tp nak buat entry..
jgn marah.. nanti kena jual.. hehe.. erm, apa pun nak mintak korang wish me all the best.. n hajat aku tercapai!! tolong doakan tau.. terima kasih daun keladi.. cayang korang *hugs*
smlm aku telah ditag gambar ni oleh ani.. album di panggil mission itik korban..
inilah aktiviti keluargaku.. ibu mertuaku.. di pagi raya.. opah tgk apa tu?
bestnye! patutnye kitorg pun join.. beraya di rumah mak dah, tapi sbb nak ambik daging lembu utk aqiqah aqilah terpaksa laa batalkan plan..
rugged tak ibu mertuaku berseluar pendek?
berposing di pokok manggis pula..
eh.. mencuri manggis pula.. notti opah(sampuk nadhrah)..
okeh maksu plak jeles.. nak juga berposing di pokok manggis.. ada gaya hindustan x?
kasi gegar itu pokok!
kait jgn tak kait zani.. pos laa sikit kat sini.. yum yums..
ps: ni bukan agenda rahsia tu tau.. nnti kalau berjaya.. akan ku btau ye.. jgn lupe tolong doakan, hrp2 berjaya laa.. amin!
*hugs*
happy monday to all..
Nov 30th
Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha.. hope its not too late too wish..
I actually wanted to write another post last thurs too wish, but was tied up.. left office at around 8, i went back straight to pick up one at home, pack our stuffs and off to my moms place.. we reach there at around 10++..
anyways how was ur raya? ours was great..
friday was full of makan2.. morning my mom made rendang, kuah kacang & lemang also meehun (she had an order to cater for rendang & mihun for 50 people, so made extra for the house as well).. When everybody when was raya prayers, i was the only left home, with the 2, hehe.. bedal laa apalg.. my moms rendang is my fav! yums yums.. lunch we went to my couz (kak nun) place, she served nasi dagang.. then to my uncles place, he also wanted to serve rice, but everybody was full… after that back to my moms.. dinner rendang.. utk habiskan.. peluang keemasan.. huhu..
Saturday was the korban day.. As always one, iman, Abah and Nadhrah went early to the mosque to help.. and also this time we bought sebahagian of the lembu, for Aqilah’s aqiqah..I had to wait for Aqilah to wake up n siapkan dia dulu, while waiting helped my mom to clean up the hse..
hi.. awal2 pagi lagi nadhrah dah ikut tok pegi masjid tau.. ni pun tok yg paksa nadhrah ambik gambar, kacau nadhrah tgh sibok potong lembu ni.. rajin tak? hehe..
letih dh.. minum jap..
yeay! mama dh dtg..! Nadhrah nak gi padang main buai, mama!..
mama.. abah mana, mama?
tu abah.. nampak tak baju biru bwh khemah kedua (dr belah kiri).. bukan bangla yg duduk kat kerusi tu ye..
Aqilah(sebutannye a-chi-yah) buat apa mama? tgh tgk Kak Nadhrah main swing swing…
(sambil menyanyi.. buai laju-laju… mmg mcm radio buruk.. ulang2 tanpa henti.. tak penat2..)
ps: ni adalah dialog betul ye bukan rekaan.. tapi betul2..
hope it will be happy for you guys.. Mine is not so good, i came late to office this morning.. have headache! patutnye puasa.. tapi terbantut.. aduhai..
dream to be working-at-home-mom [part 2]
Nov 26th
dream dream dream.. hmm.. indahnye kalau boleh sambung titun terus..
hari ni terbangun lmbt, alarm hp dh bunyi pukul 530 seperti biasa, tekan off, n tido blk, sedar2 dah pukul 630.. aiyok.. dh lmbt.. basuh muka, gosok gigi.. grab handbag, n brg the kids letak dlm kereta, start engine.. angkat nadhrah n one bgn jap tolong angkat aqilah.. n vrroom vrroom.. tata abah! n off we went.. (kalau dh lmbt, mmg akan bersiap kat rumah mak jer.. nasib laa, umah mak dekat ngan office..)
mlm smlm jam, walaupun gerak blk dh 830 pun jam gak.. adoi.. taktau laa apa penyebabnya smlm.. n aqilah meragam smlm, dlm kereta pun nangis je sepanjang jln.. on and off.. sampai aku pun rasa nak nangis.. sbb takleh buat apa, jam kan.. kalau boleh terbang, mmg dh terbang..! transform..! Nadhrah je yg dok pujuk adik dia, aku dh mati akal..
Okeh, sambung cite pg td, ingatkan akan tersangkut laa dlm jam.. skali wee hoo! takde jam.. jln lengang.. kan best kalau setiap hari camni.. dpt pecut! oh aku sgt suka!
minggu ni bz gaklaa, dgn workloads, n settlekan perihal rumahtangga.. alhamdulillah, semua dah in order.. maid application pun dh approve.. sbb dah ada anak dua kan, kalau nak hntr taska harga lebih kurang je, plus kitorg ni slalu kena stayback keje, jd with OT hours tu bertambah laa byrannye kan.. n adala org nak tolong aku buat keje rumah, lipat baju, gosok baju.. tp camne ye ada maid kat rumah nnti? aku tak biasa laaa.. dh dkt 4 tahun kawin tak pernah ada org lain duduk rumah skali.. hehe.. agak2 janggal tak?
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Oh, menyimpang jauh sudah, kembali kpd topik…
on my dream of being a wahm.. after much thinking.. yup, its still a thing that i want, OFCOZ!, but maybe not yet.. i’m giving it another a year or two.. cos in order to be wahm means more hours and even weekends.. now i’m able to spend my weekends and my leaves mind free and fully concentrating on my family.. so i dont want to push it too much into few months to get it all up, i want to do it slowly, slowly building up the biz.. coz i still want quality time with the kids.. yup! nadhrah wants a lot of attention now.. (mind me, she’s one chatterbox..not that im complaining.. i always miss it during office hours..) so does the lil one, cik aqilah montel.. its quite a handful with both of them, back to back, one after another, nak ni nak tu..
altho its quite tiring now, waking up early every morning and heading the road disubuh2 hari n back at night, workloads and squeezing time to do freelance job whenever i have a few secs of free time and continuing at night when they are asleep or waking up extra early in the morning to finish it up.. but i’m happy, being able to help hubby dearest makes me happy, to loosen his burden.. he’s always doing his upmost ability to give to the family n never complains..
plus my kids are near me, and i get to see them in the morning, n sempat bermain n luangkan masa sblum pegi keje.. and boleh spend time dgn diorg blk dr keje, walaupun dlm kereta, & jam yg hampeh.. tp atleast i’m with them.. i’m really HAPPY now..
come to think bout it, when have i not been fully occupied? last 5 years(closed t0) was with work, parttime study, freelance jobs, and 2years ++ back added with raising up nadhrah, and ofcourse the endless chores.. thats life kan? alhamdulillah study ended last year and graduated last year as well.. one thing is drop of the list and mind already.. i still remember masa tgh sarat mengandungkan nadhrah, kat ofis kena panjat turun naik tangga(masa tu sabtu pun keje), and ahad lak kelas satu hari, dari pagi sampai petang, n kena panjat tangga sampai tingkat 4.. aiyah! gagahkan diri.. one pun dgn sabarnye pegang lengan tunggu angkat kaki satu2 anak tangga tu.. hehe..
Alhamdulillah, i’m happy with where we are at and what we have now, hardwork do pay rite?
Thanks to Allah god almighty for the path and every opportunity and rezeki that came to us.. to our parents&family for supporting us for all the help and being our backbone always supporting us.. i am indeed thankful and cherishing every moment of it!
Nadhrah & Saza’s sons.. Danish and Mirzan..
Okeh, some updates on our activity Last sunday, my dad ajak pegi mandi laut, i chose bagan lalang, since its the nearest.. we arrive there at about 8.. after mandi2 we had picnic(no pics taken sbb semua basah).. mama brought nasi lemak! sgt sedap.. n after that they head back home(Iman sempat bershopping jap), we drop by at Saza’s first.. and she ajak to have lunch with them first.. this pics was taken then.. thanks za + abg man for the treat, it was delicious! ikan sgt fresh..
tak sbrnye nak cuti kan? hip hip hooray!
ps: i read on mendidik anak dlm tidurnye at Nia’s blog.. very good indeed! baca k..
Lets go to the zoo…
Oct 28th
Last last sunday.. tok abah wanted to bring Nadhrah to the zoo.. so I thought why not join skali kan? so here we are early on a sunday morning at the zoo.. Sunday morninggg~(sambil menyanyi lagu no doubt itew..)
silalah jamu mata saja ye, tiada caption, sbb sebenarnye agak bz ney, curi tulang jap.. sbb dh lama sgt tak update.. Minggu lps Aqilah admitted hospital.. okeh tu nnti cite lain..
rasa boleh agak kan pic yg aku/iman ambik atau bpkku ambik..huhu
Ramai gak org yg gi jln-jln cari binatang kat zoo..kan? mmg fullhse lg2 masa pertunjukan sea lion tu..
Thanks abah for the suggestion.. bagusla utk nadhrah, dpt tgk haiwan2 ni live slalunye dia tgk kat discovery n national geography je.. kebanyakan haiwan dia dh tau.. bgus anak mama..pasni leh keje kat zoo.. jaga org utan..
Lepas ni.. kitorg terus gi mkn, lapaa sudaa.. pastu blk semua tdo keletihan.. haha..
sabtu dh la satu petang kat hospital, sejuk plak tu, rs nak beku pun ada, tunggu giliran je cite mr bean holiday yg diorg pasang dh ulang sampai 3 kali.. ada rs nak muntah tgk pun ada..uhuk uhuk. bukan loya mengandung ye, tp kebosanan menunggu..
Back to work..! uh so Monday blues..
Oct 5th
Muz, my so-called bos even sms me yday to make sure I’m coming in today as this week is a crucial n critical week he says, the publications need to be out this week. hehe, takut aku xdtg ke? teruk sgt ke aku? haha.. huh! kan best kalau bleh cuti terus menerus.. how i wish.. n plg best gaji jln.. syoknye! haha.. kalau mcmni semua company bankrup kan? teruk tul aku.. mcmmana laa negara n masyakat nak maju ney.. tp hari ni sbnarnye agak bersemangat waja nak pegi keje sbb the annoying someone takde, cuti pjg, sebulan, buat operation..wee hoo!! lega n tenang sket..
Now am still waiting for feedbacks and the final version of 2 publications to start working on cosmetics, touching up and final layout, as usual it wont come in the morning when I’m all ready n set, semangat come in early to wait for it but it will be coming the evening when I’m ready to go back or the last hours before the dateline.. hmpphs, am i sighing already? huhu, u guys must be laughing, normal la kan, lg mau complain.. work life kan.. accept it.. can i not accept? huh.. degil!
Thinking what to update now.. Ok, I’ll share some pics to make my monday a lil brigther & happier.. hehe..
Last Sat my dad treat us for lunch at KLGCC, especially for Kak Mul n Abg Safi cos she’s going back to indon already and will only be coming back after giving birth.. jgn pelik ye, kami mmg treat dia mcm family walaupun dia pembantu rumah..
both our sweety-pies are in Mickey attire, gift from Tok Abah..
Thanks bah, cantik! Nadhrah siap jeles kata baju Aqilah lg cantik (semua Aqilah punye dia jeles, pdhal dua2 pun sama cantik), n nk pakai..tp mesti la gagalkan.. dia lupe dia dh besar..
my sweet Aqilah n tok mek.. sebelum pegi
dlm keta, otw.. sedapnye dia titun..
“Maksu, tgk jam dowa Nadhah..abah beyi..”
sedapnye Nadhrah mkn nasi ayam (mmg sedap..)
Aqilah plak meneruskan mimpi indahnye, thank u anakku bg mama n abah mkn dgn tenang..
tgh ralik tgk Nadhrah..
We, sharing our 2 dish, satu lg belum sampai.. yg ni spaghetti marinara, sedap!
playtime! lps dia abis mkn terus kehulu hilir..nasib laa ramai yg volunteer nak ikut dia..hehe
selesai sudaa! going back time..
nk balik baru dia bgn.. bermain cak cak bersama maksu..
p/s: tak byk ambik gmbr beraya.. sbb org sibok beraya kami sebok mengemas rumah (deco deco deco).. masa operasi mencabut rumput lagilaa, jiran2 yg lalu semua hon n tegur.. haha..maklumlaa dh lama tgl rumah kan.. jd kena la buat sebelum start keje..
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