ramai yg cube teka.. ada yg text sms, email, chat n send fb msgs…

thanks pd semua yg concern.. it does feel good ada org yg ambik berat.. again thank u!

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ok, rezeki yg dimaksudkan adalah

1. Anak – yuppp, dah comfirm pregnant 8 week ++..

2. Job – kerja baru..

dua2 rezeki dtg tanpa diminta atau diplan..

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both came knocking when i least expected…

but hence not plannning n what not, am still accepting both with an open heart n mind..

ofcos at first I was pretty worried, cos some jobs doesnt want preggy mother n also if I continue having gastric and heartburn (sickness/alah) its gonna be pretty tough working..

but after much thinking and One’s calmness with the situation, it assure me everything will be fine.. worst case scenario if on comfirmation day, they dont want me because I’m pregnant so be it.. I would just let it go.. altho I think I have so much room to grow here. but anak is just everything.

oh, juge tumpang tersentap baca komen kat entry Munirah walaupun komen tu bukan utk aku but rasa mcm situasi aku pun lebih kurang sama tanpa dirancang.. n about her having triplets? who can plan how many kids we get? apa pun aku rasa betul susah bile time ada ramai anak kecik, tp mcm my parents + mil kata “takpe masih muda n larat nak jaga. Janji bile dh tua, retire dh boleh sitback n relax takyah pikir nak hntr anak skolah la apa laa”. suke baca entry Hidd – Jangan Cakap Lebih ni.. boleh laa ditujukan pd komenter Munirah tu, easier said than done k. rezeki Allah SWT takkan nak tolak? bodoh la kan tolak rezeki yg dtg? dugaan ke apa ke semuanye ada hikmah disebaliknye..

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I actually applied for this vacancy last year during confinement with Aqilah….

and suddenly was called again a month back asking whether am I still interested in the job, and I actually had a long pause so I was asked to think about it. So with One’s advice I just tried my luck in sending my updated cv n other documents requested.. and then two weeks back everything came on so quickly, a few emails sent back n forth, interview from phone with hr and interview-meeting with my now boss, after close to 2 hours of interview she offered me the job. I said I need to think about it first and discuss with husband.

driving back home from the interview, tears actually drop down my cheeks.. happy i guess. atlast some appreciation of my works after so long. but then I was just clueless.. what now?? my dream of being a working at home mom?

then that afternoon I did a lot of thinking while sitting down with my 2 princess.. Nadhrah have so many times said she wants to go to her old taska, play with friends.. pegi skolah.. (her interpretation of pegi skolah is bawak beg dgn buku n stationaries, duduk kat meja tulis & bersama kawan2. )

Aqilah is already 1, she also wants to play with friends n mix around. she likes outdoor activities as well.

N now with coming of the 3rd.. we definately need more money to save for the kids.. education n such.. everything is getting more expensive.. mind you, sending the kids to kindy also need thousand of ringgit.

And when One came back, we discussed somemore and it all became clear to me. I would accept the offer, after all it seems like its a much much greener pasture n the sum offered was also Alhamdulillah…

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I’m in indeed very thankful for both…

though I have different plans ealier.. but i believe that the path that Allah SWT god almighty lay out for us is far far better..

beautifully planned.. kite insan kerdil hanya nampak jln yg singkat..

and much thinking, it is indeed after all my really initial plan… which was to quit my job when my kids starts primary school.. not now.. it might be too early for us. the sudden change of mind in May was becos I can no longer take it there, so so many things that I just couldnt take n inhale anymore.

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so here I am back at an office desk… 8 week++ preggy, can still cover at the moment

(sbb gemok jd org tak heran sgt kenapa buncit.. hehe).

this 2 days sickness (gastrik + heartburn) showing good signs of wearing off.. really do hope it will be over.

Pregnancy hormones and sickness… 

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One has been such a great partner enduring both and help me with so many things during I was pregnant with both Nadhrah and Aqilah, and yess he has started doing the same for a months plus plus now.. I had days of bad stomach ache that I took many naps here n there just to sleep-kill off the pain.. very understanding and helpful hubby indeed, therefore mmg sgt setuju sgt dgn entry Farah.

my latest status updated last thursday in fb still remains, which reads -

“is just thrilled..! Alhamdulillah, syukur padamu yaAllah for the shinny days… Looking forward to the shinier days ahead.. thx hubster @Wan for always being by my side n supporting me thru n thru.. angel of mine, ay heart u”

i especially like this bcos of the date… Nadhrah’s bday.

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ofcos I’m hoping for warm wishes.. no bitter one pls. thank u!

have a nice day lovelies..!

but since he’s my husband so I consider Ipoh my hometown too..! plus all his stories about his childhood, primary n secondary schooling days makes me feel as if I was in it too.. hoh, sungguh perasaan n over~ i know.. but nak perasan ngan sapa lg kalau bukan suami sendiri kan.. ahahhaha.. pls pls pls, jgn muntah darah…

skrg kat rumah mak saya, sampai kul 640 tadi.. hari ni bz, byk benda yg dikejarkan… Jadi entry bergambar je ye? adalah repekan sket2 menambah perisa…

oh semlm saya tgk cite Twilight Eclipse kat Cineplax Cineleisure.. thanks Nuffnang for the tickets!! layan gak..! insyaAllah esok akan kongsi review.. ada setengah part tu slow n romantic sket, One dah menguap, ahahaha, dia mmg xlayan bab romantic2 ni.. part tu kami opposite..

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Berjln n berjimba di sekitar Ipoh..

ms misai…. aahahha…

tgklaaa cara Aqilah tgk Nadhrah, daring maut u….

donut yg nyum nyum..

kite main dulu…..

ambik gmbr dgn Woody & the gang, sementara tunggu MakNgah beli popcorn, nak tgk LBS masa ni.

tp kami ber4 je, One & Aqilah tak join, diorg pi ronda2.. One mmg laa xlayan cite2 cintan neyh..

cantik tak gelang i? colourful taww..

MakNgah belanja mkn Nasi Ayam.. tak ingat nama kedai dia, Nyum Nyum. thank u MakNgah..

we lap u laa bebeh..

ronda-ronda

kat rumah Onyang… byknye collection mainan OpahYah.. best sgt.

mmg sgt buddy2 dgn OpahYah, kalau ada OpahYah org lain semua Nadhrah dah tak heran dah…

Byknye baju Atok kata Nadhrah..

ni pergi Gunung Lang.. nanti akan buat satu lg entri utk ni..

ni pulak kat Taiping… pun akan ada satu entri.. peace..!

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Taiping membawa byk memori.. semua berpusu2 masuk kat kepala masa kat sini..

oh lupe nak ckp, dulu saya belajar kat taiping, 2tahun++ n kat sini lah jumpa One.. masuk kolej yg sama.

nanti saya story mory…

skrg kena sambung kerja….

Selamat hari khamis korangs..! have a pleasant day ahead….

best best.

yup, tak abis2 lg psl holiday yg dh basi tu? hehe. belum.. mottip? saya suke holiday, n longing on to it feels good.. Sebenarnye sbb xmampu nak kejar entry update semua sekali jalan.. jd selit2 bile boleh..

Skrg adalah pukul 230 pg,{scheduelekan entry} One kena keje mlm ni, kul 11 td dia gerak, subuh nanti baru blk kot… nasib esok dah ambik time off {replace yg keje bln lepas}, kalau tak, kesian dia penat juga..

~Lunch @ Tarbush.. ~

Iman & Nadhrah tgl kat apartment sbb dua2 tdo kepenatan lepas satu pg kami swimming..

the reason I smile…

more reasons to smile…

licin… licin….

adalah sedappp..! slurp..

abahku yg dh kekenyaan.. burp!

Aqilah nak lari marathon ke mana tu syg?

sgt cozy.. Aqilah terpukau dgn meja besar.. playpen aku kah ni?

Aqilah br lepas poo-poo.. nak jugak meninggalkan jejak.. adoyai..

haruslah berposing di luar juga..

ok bye bye Tarbush.. we enjoyed our lunch very much. Thanks u!

singgah jap ke KFC utk beli lunch Maksu & Nadhrah..

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Ptg adalah entry sunset itu, Sunset@BatuFeringhi

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Malam lak….

Dinner @ Padang Kota, Gurney Drive

Tok & Maksu

Mek dgn Cik Kenits..

Kami yg kepenatan sudah..

berjaya membodek Mek belikan pistol buih bubbles…

Tenkiyuu Mek! sayang Mek…

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Ok korang, dah pukul 3 ni.. nak tdo..! esok kena rising shine early morning lg..

Esok mlm tgk Twilight Eclipse…! dpt ticket free dari Nuffnang…! hooray!!

Happy Wednesday Lovelies…!!

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mlm smlm adalah kepenatan, dan tak buat keje yg kononnye nk buat sambil tgk bola.. tau tau je bola yg tgk saya.. dua2 nadhrah n saya dah pengsan dpn tv..

sbb blk dari rumah mak saya smlm, saya ajak mas kemas n basuh kt depan rumah.. basuh tempat kasut (rak kasut kami plastik ye, yg 3stack dari ikea, bukan kayu jati..heee). basuh kereta sikit, biasalaa kalau pergi umah mak saya akan penuh daun, walaupun kejap je park pun. pastu kemas sikit brg kat laman, khemah n mainan si kenits.. nnti kalau rajin sy kongsi gambar..

Ok, Seperti yg dijanjikan… jeng jeng jeng..

2nd day kat Penang, Ahad petang… {bpk saya snap snap dari apartment}

pergi berempat, Wan, Iman, Nadhrah & saya…

Wan & Saya naik jetski… sgt best…!! tp lepas tu Wan kepenatan, sbb ombak sgt kuat.. saya jd penumpang, mmg syoklaa.. tp mmg kena peluk kuat laa, sbb melompat gak langgar ombak..ceh alasan.. ahahhaha.

Iman lak naik parachutte, mulaanye dia ajak kitorg, tp dua2 xbrp berani, sbb tak pernah handle, takut turun nnti langgar pokok, pdhal ahahhaha.. saya mmg gayat.. jd last2 org situ suggest naik ngan org dia…

nampak tak Iman?

ok.. closer view..

mcmmana tau? Iman call mintak kebenaran.. kebetulan masa Iman naik tu xde org lain naik parachutte, jd senang la bpk saya agak.

Iman kata best..! Nnti kena beranikan diri utk cube gak laa..

Mel pun saya tabik spring nak try bunjee jumping, saya mmg teringin dari dulu, kwn2 saya ramai gak yg dh cube, tp ya Allah saya ni gayat, taktau laa camne nk pujuk hati utk overcome the fear…

3rd day, Isnin petang.. Lepas lunch, melyn si kenits, tdokan Aqilah, tertdo skali. Semua pun tdo kepenatan, sedar2 dah pukul 530… Iman tdo lagi, penat betul laa tu. Wan ajak I jalan2 stroll dengan mc’ kenits.. so of we went..

the 2 pics from the earlier post – goes here…

opps.. sila abaikan Nadhrah sedikit seksi, nampak panty..

ok.. enough taking pics… mama pun nk join main pasir.. buat castle…

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tak mandi? dah mandi bbrp kali, both beach & swimming pool, ptg ni cume nak menikmati angin n pemandangan laut.

Tok dan Mek pun ambik peluang, cucu takde utk mengacau, jd mereka pun dating dibalcony.. sambil ambik gmbr panorama view… saya share thumbnails je sbb byk gile gmbr, ni pun lepas brp kali saya screen n pilih….

ok.. jom layan gmbr…

I JUST LOVE THE PICS ABAH…!!! cepat beli kamera baru yg lg canggih, ni kamera lama yg function sgt limited… I believe u can do wonders with an SLR.

click for a larger view..

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Mak saya accident sabtu baru ni, kesian dia baru keluar2 rumah dekat ngan Masjid, org langgar dia..

ya Allah takyah ckplaaa… org tu sgt rude. mcm2 dia kata mak saya..padahal dia mmg salah. Mak saya kat mainroad, dia patut berenti. Mak saya ni pulak mmg laa lembut kan, semua dia ingat salah dia. sampai Iman kata dia pun dh xleh tahan, walaupun org tu pangkat makcik, dia terus sound.. dah laa kalau tak ngaku salah, jom gi balai polis je settle, xyah nak gadoh2 kat sini..

yg saya tau tetibe bpk saya msg, kereta mama accident. n saya terus call bpk saya.. dia baru sampao balai masa tu… jadi dia cite pendek2 je. pagi esoknye{ahad}, mmg dh plan nak dtg sini sbb One main badminton ngan Iman kat kelab, n saya bwk si kenits saya swimming.. masa singgah utk ambik Iman tu jenguklaa keta.. teruk juga bahagian depan..

kesian sgt kat mak saya, kesekian kalinye accident… brp kali dh org dok langgar keta dia. mcm2 cite n angle.. malang tak berbau kan.

jadi hari ni saya dtg sini utk tolong bwk mak saya settlekan gi balai ambik report, gi insurance & gi proton utk hantar kereta dia… n hntr orders ke customers. kejap lg nak bwk dia gi beli grocesseries.. org proton tu tadi kata dlm 3minggu akan siap, sian mak saya patah kaki kejap.. saya bolehlaa dtg, tapi takdelah setiap hari.. keje saya tak siap nanti.. dia kata takpe ada hikmah kot, biar duduk rumah boleh blaja utk exam… hmm, exam apa lg pun saya tak sure… heeeeee…

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Saya sbnarnye plan nak sambung entry blk kg cum holiday lg.. tapi adalah tidak sempat.. ni snippet gambar dulu ye..

*berjoget riang…!*

Ni special pose utk Mama.. sbb bwk Nadhrah jln2..

Nadhrah dah big girl, walaupun Mama selalu kata dia tak percaya mcmmana cepatnye Nadhrah membesar bagai juara.

kan mama bagi minum susu n milo.. Nadhrah besar laa..

*pengsan…!!*

Masa ni otw dari Penang ke Ipoh…

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Wah dah gelap, mak saya kata mcm nak ribut.. nak kena off dah.

esok InsyaAllah saya sambung, saya baru save gambar2 dari komputer bpk saya ni, ada gambar sunset yg sgt cantik.. i like!!

take care guys..!

happy tuesday!

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now that I’m at home 24/7, but I still heart Fridays.. its just brings more joy to the week… pls dont ask me why…

Hmm.. mebbe bcos mlm ni Brazil akan beraksi lagi?? woww.. cant wait lawan Portugal mlm ni, walaupun Brazil mmg dah thru to the next round, tp still rasa excited gak nak tgk??

Fatih…. mesti awak tak sabar nk tgk Ronaldo kan? hihihiihi….

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Quote ni saya dpt dari fb SueAnnaJoe..

‘It’s important that you do things because you like or better yet LOVE doing it and not to expect others to feel the same way about it. Don’t be afraid to try and explore new things. If you worry that you’ll fail or suck terribly at it, you’re missing the possibility that you might likely suceed and do really well. That… would be a waste now wouldn’t it?’

My mom baked it with love…

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Remember our anniversary cake I shared earlier, no? read anniversary & eating-moment entry… this pic was taken by my Dad… much nicer and clearer view of the cake.. yummy!!

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Yupp, I’m definately taking the risk and am doing what I LOVE now…

following my mom and mil’s footstep..

I just read again my entry on the first day of being Wahm - A brand new day, A wishful new spirit, A brigher new sun, A bigger smile on princesses faces

Today is 24th July.. nak dekat hujung bulan… maknanye dah nak dekat 2bln saya jadi Wahm..

how is it?? i think most of u can guess I’m more happier.. yes, I admit the first month was pretty tough for me… Its really not easy juggling momship, household and work… the kids doesnt really understand that u need to do work, cos they see u kan.. plak i sgt ambitious.. byk sgt benda yg angan2kan.. i push myself too hard..

going into the 2nd month.. the 3rd week of 1st month, i learned that I need to relax and to take one day at a time..

and then the long holiday…. and ofcos I had tonnes of fun… who wouldnt rite?

then.. back to work.. my work at home that is…. altho this is still fun.. is different from holiday perse.. Much of my time was dedicated to revamping my blog, a couple of latenights… and yess it was worth it.. I have a few other targets I’m aiming for… I’ll share them with you when time permit yea..

This week I was having problem with my email, its gonna a bit hire-wire, when i sent emails it sometimes go to draft, and emails received sometimes goes to spam box.. & normally i would just empty spam with just clicking the button.. { who wants to check spam rite..} but then again… some of the important emails i need to know about went missing… so I ‘m not aware of it.. then i figured mebbe gmail went GILA becos i suke bukak both my gmails account (fa and 5577studio) at the same time.. so now no more checking both at the same time…

then my Blog’s comment box plak.. many of the comments went into spam… like email, i will delete it by just pressing the button as well… but Wednesday.. i just happened to feel like looking into the spam box, n oh my my… a couple of comment went into there…. especially Bai’s.. so guys I’m really sorry if I’ve deleted of some of your comments..

Eventhough I’m happy and positive about all of this, doesnt mean I dont have problems yea…

like dealing with Nadhrah & Aqilah, not that I’m saying they’re not good kids, but they r still kids.. very hyper kids i must say.. that sometimes ppl will say to me… “Ya Allah, takleh diam seminit..” ada yg nada gelak,dan ada gak nada mengata….

but they r my kids kan… love them no matter what, so that is why i jarang cite keburukan… bukan laa kata I ni jenis yg nak puji anak sendiri je.. mcm laa anak I baik sgt.. NO.. nothing like that at all…

but kan I pernah ckp here’s where I want to jot down things happening in our life… me being me, i like to think of the positives… so ofcos I want to remember the good things… like when I’m having meltdowns, I read back some of previous entries and it brings a smile to my heart and it somehow turns me into a happier mood…

so there said.. pls dont assume I dont have problem, like saying “Ko tak paham ko xrasa… anak ko baik”… hmmph, aku jwb ‘Ko taktau mcmmana diorg ni hero kat umah weih..’ I may call my kids angels, but ofcos all Mommy knows they are not 24/7 angels kan? tp takkan nak panggil anak sendiri setan plak kan? aiyooh.. I dunno bout others but I wouldnt…

thats also not implying that i’m a good mom… never did I imply such statementt… i do try my best day to day basis, try to be the best i could be to my kids… but i wouldnt consider myself a good mom, if your implying a good mom is not beating ur kids to death that I am very good.. if your implication is handling everything TipTop and on top of everything with the kids, then I;m not… I still am going thru day-to-day trial and error….

but the thing is I just love kids… have always do…

Iman {my sis} was born when I was in standard 6, so part of my teenange years was helping taking care of her…. and she’s one hyper baby, the thing that I cant forget most was when I was sleeping in front of the tv after coming back from school, she came and put her montot on top of my face, near but not touching{pandai lak tu budget} and fart… OMG was I furious, terkejut & bau sgt busuk ok, sampai leh rasa kebusukan itu… thats how cheecky my sis was. that my mom sometimes couldnt handle… I had to do most of the chasing, n there was some nights were when she cried, my mom was too tired to wake up.. I had to make susu for her n feed her…

that is why sometimes I’m a bit garang with her.. sometimes more than my parents..

and alhamdulillah she’s helping me that much too with my kids now… she’s really helpful most of the time now, tho they are some moody days… love u sis…

also when I go back to my mom’s side hometown, Kelantan, I help to take care of Iman and my other anak buahs {my cousin’s children..}, my mom is the youngest so some of her anak buahs is just a few years gap from her..

I remembered the day that I had to chase around 5-6 of them, to feed them in the evenings.. sounds easy to u?? i dare u to try.. thats why I always believes babysitter or ppl who work in a nursery must first love kids, if not its gonna pretty hard not to hit them.. they sometimes test ur patience like nobody’s business..

Funny it may sound, i sometimes prefer to play with kids dari bergosip… boleyh?

eh melalut sudah.. ni laa ni dia kalau layankan emo n mulut2 orang…

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back to my main subject… now, I still much hiccups here and there… and am still learning and try to improve day by day….

but I dont want to push myself to hard afterall we’re just human with 2 hands… I also want to accomplish things in a few areas, not only work perse.. life isnt just about money rite?

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I’ve started all schedueling my day time into the main area’s I want to learn & improve…..

Pls wish me luck..!!

Happy weekend ahead lovelies….

xoxo, farah.

Am gonna continue sharing on my blk kg-holiday-trip.. {continuation from this entry}

I’ve been here many times… {ahahaha…kata kg} but it never fails to amaze me with its beauty.

I’m such a sucker for Greenies and nature, it makes me feel calm and at ease… To whom havent visited, I suggest you do so.. A very nice place to take pics, we saw a couple of pre-Wedding photoshoots…

Opening Hours : 5am to 8pm daily Admission : Free

The Gardens was created way back in 1884, it is spread over 30ha of forested hills and lush green tropical trees and plants. For more detail, info, can read here – VisitPenang. Also heres another interesting website - PenangBotanicGarden, there’s many beautiful pics instored in this website…

ok, now lets hop on to my photo wagen…

Nadhrah walking up hill with Tok Mek towards Botanical Garden..

Some exercise will always do u good, so says my dad.. but yupp, it was good.

kitorg park jauh sikit sbb sure fullnye parking kat atas tu..

snap snap dulu sebelum masuk..

Before the entrance there’s a long stretch of gazebo-shops selling plants and things to do with plants.. if you have a big boot, silalaa borong yee.. byk gak yg aku terpikat, tp apakan daya.. siapa nak dermakan kereta boot besar??

masuk2 entrance, siap ada tarian lagi… layan dulu…

ada seseorang err silap seseekor dtg nak menyambut kedatanganku.. NOT!!

bpk monyet terus berlari dtg kearah aku. Mula2 aku nak cuba lari… tp oh no no.. bad idea.. aku nampak dia dh bersiap sedia nak lompat n menerkam… terus aku baling air soyaku kat dia, n caabbbbutttt!

nasib dpt minum sikit n Nadhrah punye dah letak dlm botol dia..

Nadhrah & Maksu… peace y’all..!

can u guys spot up there… some figures on the rocks?

there’s one of the spot where I said there were taking pre-Wedding shots..

Aqilah’s always extra good when she’s in Abah’s Kangaroo Pouch..

I think she loves the fact that she’s walking n able to see lots of things head on ….. and view from high up {compared to when with Mama}. Luckily Mama chose Abah yg tinggi for u kan dear?

*ada apa tu… woooo….*

such a beatiful shot on beatiful butterflies…

speaking of which, they had Butterflies Go Free – Biodiversity on the Wing event on from February 18 to April 25, 2010 where visitor were invited to celebrate and admire dozens of local and exotic butterfly species. You can read more here – Biodiversity on the Wing.

Mamaku si model bunga…

Nadhrah adalah sibok nak main lompat2…

us.. pure happiness…

Wow… looks so nice.. We felt like Jumping..jumping.. jumping.. especially that special someone.. heeee

luckily we was already at the last stop, before the rain starts pouring down.. and theres this stage so we all ran into for shelter.. Nadhrah saying.. “Tgk tu, hujan laa..”

That was our last stop… but ofcos we were a weee bit lucky

This was what I bought… Purple to add more colours to the lil garden of ours..

Aqilah as always no smiley face… Its really hard to snap her candid when she laughs or smile..

I’ve learned now, to severe the moment with Aqilah, I need to take a video..

Finally, a picture of the photographer.. our deary beloved..

Fashion baru created by Mek… hahahha..

Here’s Nadhrah saying…. ” Hope you guys have enjoyed our pics..

Have a pleasant day ahead..! Take care….“

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[ Photos are courtesy of My Dad, En Ramli Asaad, thank you so much Abah for the great shots and for the ride..

except for the last 4 pictures{above}, are from en berry berry... i guess u can see the difference kan?

and the first{scroll back way up there} and last pic {below} are from VisitPenang ]

Mcmmana weekend korangs? mesti best kan..

Sedikit diari rentetan..

Jumaat… seperti yg saya cite sebelum ni, kitorg bertolak blk Ipoh pagi Jumaat, lmbt sket dari yg diplan 10 lebih, sbb One kepenatan, mlm tu tgk Killers dapat tiket free dari Nuffnang kat GSC Ou (Thanks Nuffnang..!) gi mkn jap, n blk tu One siapkan keje sket, tdo lmbt gak..

erm, pendpt ttg Killers.. susah nak buat perbandingan sbb the last few weeks dh movie marathon cite yg semuanye best2. kalau nak bandingkan dgn yg lain tu mmg suam-suam kuku jer..tp oklaa, not bad, we had some good laughs..part yg semua neighbours2 dia nak membunuh dia dgn bertubi2 adalah sgt horror n xfunny okeh.. ahaha.

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ok, back to our trip back to ipoh. sampai jer, singgah hntr beg2 dulu kat rumah mak (mil) n pi tapau nasi dari kedai one n geng sgt suke, wongey diorg panggil, nama betul xtau.. heee.. aku slalu nak cube, disebabkan setiap kali balik, mil akan masak, jdnye tak dpt laa rs walaupun dh bertahun kawin.. kali ni mil keje, kami pun apa lg, ambik peluang.. tapau n gi rumah opah melwt opah skali.. mmg sedap!! yumss.. teh ais dia pun shedapp..

Ptg tu, mak siap call pesan, dia dh masak.. blk mkn.. mmg camtu laa my mil.. mmg mkn sedap je laa aku ni.. mana tak gemok.. eh salahkan org plak.. bukan salahkan mak tp (ani.. tolong backup!) hehe..  tp mmg Mak akan masak semua yg sedap2 sampai tak leh resist n suruh tambah2.. adoi, aku ni dh laa jenis belon, makin byk mmg laa…

mama aku pun msk sedap.. tp dia tak memanjakan aku ngan segala juadah2 yg sgt sedap selalu, on occasion sahaja.. dia suruh aku diet.. bpk aku takyah ckp laa dh letih kot mulut dia membebel ckp.. gemok gemok n gemok lg..

Nadhrah sgt happy blk kg & jumpa opah (mil..)..! n mesti akan lebih sonok bile jumpa Opah Yah nnti.. Aqilah adalah tidak faham lg makna blk kg.. dia hanya tau nak merap saya jer, mmg takleh tinggal langsung, pergi dapur pun nangis.. adoyai anak2.. gigit kang..!

tp kalau xnampak saya elok jer dia main.. sudahnye kalau tak dukung sana sini.. saya cube lari n menyorok dari dia, kalau nak buat sesuatu..heeee. sorry ye Aqilah mama notti..have to! nak biar Aqilah belajar duduk ngan org jugak..

Ani xde, berjln ke Pahang, kwn baik dia Zam bertunang.. Congratz Zam!! & Happy Birthday Sha Narisha..! n juga belog, dh setahun.. nnti en belog akan ada rupa baru..

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haha.. tiga2 tgh mamun, baru bgn tdo..

tangan ada sedikit lenguh tdo sambil memegang/memeluk diorg.. fret not, getting used to it.

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Sabtu ptg, kami gerak pi penang… kat juru dh start jem.. sampailah ke bukit feringghi, sungguh ramai org nak bercuti / berweekend kat penang rupenye.. yelaa kan musim cuti skolah..

ok, saya nak mandikan 2kenit saya.. nnti saya sambung lg.. cite psl hari2 kat Penang ni plak.. apa pun best!! i love holidays….

HAPPY TUESDAY dearies…

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From Penang with luff,

farah ~ 5577

pagi tu saya kelam kabut siapkan semua2 keje yg tertunggak n kemas pastu terus pi umah mak saya, saya order special cake comel.. sampai sana sambung buat keje blk sikit2.. pastu dalam kul 3 terus kelam kabut kemas2 barang utk balik sbb ujan dah start lebat… n makin lama makin lebat, jadinye one pun stuck kat kl… sampai pun dh lambat n masih ujan2 lagi.. so kitorg decide utk postpone esoknye…

Dalam kul 11 lebih Ani sampai, dia ada dinner kat JW Marriot event TM. Borak-borak sampai dekat kul 1 pastu saya dh ngantuk, penat berkejar ke sana sini.. zZZzZZZzzZz

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Jumaat
Bgn pagi, dalam pukul 7 mil saya call Ani, n Ani pass hp kat One… Makcik sedara One meninggal.. Makcik Jamal.. Mak tak dapat nak dtg, sbb rushing sgt kan dgn Opah pun tak berapa sihat, jadi wakilkan kami.. Ani pun dtg just at the right time..

Klua gi bfast kejap.. thanks Ani belanja kitorg breakfast.. muah! pastu saya sempat laa siapkan keje sikit2 sebelum nak bersiap utk pergi.. Selesai kebumi pukul 3, ramai yg dtg penuh laa parking lot, saya tak pernah jumpe lagi makcik ni, jadi saya pikir mesti arwah sorang yg sgt baik.. betul sangkaan saya. rupenye dia ada dtg kenduri kami dulu, n mak ada kenalkan saya yg lupe.. saya ni mmg pelupe sket.. tp mmg kenduri belah ipoh dulu saya dh penat gile.. 2minggu straight, mmg rs nak katil jerrr..
Note: Ni bukan makcik yg adik beradik dgn Mak (my mil) tapi sepupu Mak k, xdelaah saya teruk sgt sampai Makcik one pun tak kenal..

pastu kami pergi rumah pakcik sedara one kat jinjang… byk diorg semua cite psl arwah.. sgt pemurah n ramai org yg syg.. Al-Fatihah utk arwah. semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan org yg beriman.

dalam pukul 6 lebih baru gerak blk.. 7 sampai rumah.. tgk Aqilah kat luar rumah duduk dlm walker, kesian syg mama kena tinggal.. pegi kubur kan, rasa mcm tak elok pulak nak bwk dia.. n kesian dia kalau kena berpanas n kena suh duduk diam jer sbb skrg dia tgh nak belajar jln bagi dia main kat rumah lagi elok kan..

pastu mandi2, gi klua mkn.. lapaaa.. bwk dua2 kenit saya..
dalam kul 9 lebih kwn ani sampai.. muah muah muah, tata titi tutu n ani pun balik ipoh..

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Masuk rumah saya teringat psl kek choc strawberry yg yum yum dalam fridge, pastu One mcm boleh baca fikiran saya, jom mkn kek.. n terus bisik2 apa ntah dgn Nadhrah… saya klua bwk kek, diorg dua duk gelak senyum2 pastu serentak ckp thank you mama.. lebiiyieww

Itu adalah tangan Nadhrah yg tak sabar nak ambik Strawberry.. yumss!

duduk kat luar rumah borak2.. pastu ingat lepas 2kenit tdo nk klua gi dating tul2.. pukul 12 baru diorg tdo, one dah siap tunggu tapi saya dah kepenatan, rasa nak baring jerr.. badan dah berat kot kan? kena exercise ni..

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Sabtu

Pagi, bgn2 one ajak pegi ofis dia, nak pegi ambik raket badminton sbb esok janji nak main badminton ngan Iman kat kelab klgcc. Pastu check2 salah satu drp raket dia nye string dh longgar ke putus jadi dia nak pi tukar..

sambil menunggu raket siap, kami gi grocesseries shopping, stock semua dah abis… gi billion jer, hehe, first time gi situ, pastu kami sempat laa membeli baju n kasut utk dua mc kenit.. sekali sekala kena laa sokong barangan buatan Malaysia kan.. hehhee..

Gi balik kat area kedai sukan tadi tu, dah alang2 kat bangi kan.. lunch makan kat kedai bryani gam yg sgt sedap tu… Nadhrah pun kata mmm sedapnyee mama..

Sampai rumah dah nak kul 3, kemas brg dapur semua.. Farah-Afif sms, kitorg plan nak buat rombong cik kiah visit Azza yg baru bersalin hari Selasa.. dia kata lambatkan sikit kul 5, plan asal kul 4.. ckp kat One, one kata ok gak dpt rest jap.. Nadhrah dh tertdo masa tu… kul 4 saya bgn mandi, n siap2kan Aqilah, Nadhrah lak taknak bgn.. dah penat sgt kot seminggu nyer aktiviti.. saya sms Farah blk, kalau korang dh sampai gi dulu laa, takyah tunggu saya… sbb saya pun tau rumah.. nasiblaa rumah Azza dekat jerr.. xdelaa rushing sgt..

sampai rumah Azza, Farah n Elyn dah ada.. tgh chitchat..

CONGRATS Azza!! Alyff sgt comel.. hensem, hidung mancung u..

biasanye Aqilah clingy nak merap saya, tapi kali ni elok pulak dia main.. sonok mak! dah besar n pandai dah dia..  elok jer Empat2 budak2 tu main, Airyll tidor, plg comel part Afif minum air Nadhrah.. wah mcm kakak sgt si Nadhrah tu.. n plg mengelikan hati time Afif n Wafiq wrestling.. hehehe.. cute jerr..

tapi alahai tak sempat nak snap.. saya pun dh ala-ala penat dh sbnarnye..tak teringat langsung psl nak ambik gmbr.. ni saya ambik gmbr dari blog Elyn jer.. pinjam k babe.. hehehe.. (ps: elyn korang nak berpantang plak? ceh ceh ceh)

nanti kite playdate lg nak?

ahahaha.. saya yg sgt bulat.. Farah cepat jadi instructor saya, saya nak kurus!

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lepas balik dari rumah Azza, terus kemas beg, nak gi rumah parents saya, tidor sana, senang sbb ahad tu booking court badminton kul 8..

Mlm tu one lepak ngan kwn2 dia, area2 rumah parents saya, Kayu ss2.. saya mls nak ikut sbb tau diorg ni dah lama tak jumpe mesti sampai tgh mlm, saya pun penat dh… betul, kul 2 lebih baru blk.. saya terjaga masa dia masuk bilik n mcm biasa dia akan cite kat saya ringkasan2 cite2 diorg.. borak2 n saya dah agak dh Aqilah mesti bgn dlm kul 3 mintak susu.. lepas bg Aqilah susu baru saya tdo blk..

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Ahad

Dalam kul 730 dah siap nak gi ke kelab… One n Iman main badminton, saya menyibok je kejap2.. sibok melyn si Nadhrah dia pun nak main, court sebelah takde org.. jadi seronok laa Nadhrah n Aqilah lagi luas tempat nak bermain… pastu lepas setengah jam diorg dh start boring.. bwk diorg klua pusing2, pastu gi tukar baju Aqilah n Nadhrah, baik bwk diorg gi swimming dulu laaa..

ni first time nak gi lepas renovation kat situ.. oklaaa dia nye baby pool pun best.. bahagian adult pun xdalam sgt, mmg selamat laa utk budak2.. diorg mmg buat sesuai utk family kot kan.. berjaya laa saya handle jaga dua2 kenit ni sorang2, Nadhrah pun dgr kata tak lompat gi pool dewasa.. sebelah jer, ada benteng tp yg tu yg Nadhrah buat utk dia lompat… dia cume sibok suruh saya kire 1 2 3 setiap kali nak lompat… Aqilah pun sgt sonok.. terlompat n berkepak2 excited main air…

pastu dlm setengah jam lebih one & Iman dtg join.. best!

kitorg nak buat ni a weekly thing.. sbb Iman pun nak ada org ajar dia main badminton.. One kata dia boleh main n dah byk improve… saya mmg comfirm kalah, Iman pukul kuat jugak, smash pun boleh tahan.. u go gyrll!

ptg tu kami semua pengsan..! lepas dinner kitorg blk, hntr anak2 yg dh tdo, angkat brg masuk.. pastu klua naik moto gi klua minum kat mamak, borak2.. mcm zaman bercinta blk pulak.. heeeee

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ps: jgn muntah membace yerr..  ni nak pulun settlekan entry2 yg tertunggak… jap lg saya akan update lg ngan aktiviti smlm pulak..

As I was bloghopping, two of this blog make me sayu.. being a mother, u can help but feel so emotional..

as a mother we would give up anything for our children, right? anything and everything.. if we could give the whole world, we would.. ofcos this goes to fathers as well.. just that mothers are more particular on the emotional side… Just unexplainable how much love there is, bak kata eliana tak tercapai akalmu..

1. Remember i wrote an entry about my couz Shila last week?  I just got to know about her blog, and was bzily reading her entries one by one, i shred more tears ((alhamdulillah using desktop not a laptop.. so my face is covered by the screen…) reading her daily notes on the days before loosing her precious baby, Aeisha Zafan, .. i’m very much amazed by her strength…very strong indeed.  you can also read her entries here..
2. Mel’s first entry on her friend Jay’s wife story really cut me deep, the ultimate pengorbanan.. yet Allah yg maha adil telah menjanjikan mati syahid, jadi haruslah rasa happy utk dia & family jugak.. but imagining how the husband and the lil baby must be feeling with the loss is just undescrible..and reading the continuation of it, seeing the sweet lil ones pics touched me again, and in the baby’s eyes i see streghth.. I guess its from the father.. may Allah swt blessed the lil one with streghth and will bring lots of brightness n happiness to the family…

I just lost my words.. sebak!

I now learned that i need to be thankful with what we’re blessed with..

and i became more strongly in believing that family and friends are the biggest assets and gift there is.. not wealth..not rank..not title.. not anything else.. others are just bonuses and pluspoints in life..

On another note, This morning, while having breakfast with my mom, i told her my team leader had resigned last Friday.. She said “Alhamdulillah…

ni my actual feeling when he told me that he resigned:

I actually felt nothing, not happy not sad.. I kinda saw it coming already, his hospitalization leave end of last year, to undergo an operation.. finish up all his leaves.. all like planned already. we had a certain kind of history, not that we dont speak to each other or something (keje kan, haruslah professional), but simple put as he’s not easy to work with, further more to be his assistant.. i admit he’s a nice person afterall, just working, nopp.. he can such an a** at times.. but i’ve learned to accept him the way he is and just not to bothered…so it doesnt matter to me if he’s still here.. he’s the last few bunch of the old ones anways.. and so much better than kekasih gelap itu..

…mama doakan, Allah bagi yang terbaik utk u.. maybe this is..” i terdiam.. dan hanya mampu senyum..

in the car as i was driving to office, i thought to myself, mebbe it is..

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ps: Thanks Ma, thanks for being the greatest mom you always are.. thanks for always keeping me in your doa.. I love you so much…

Flickr: Subramanyam’s Photostream

He also wrote: Mothers love for her child is forever

“A mother’s love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path.”

by: Agatha Christie