Happy Friday guys..! ;D

now that I’m at home 24/7, but I still heart Fridays.. its just brings more joy to the week… pls dont ask me why…

Hmm.. mebbe bcos mlm ni Brazil akan beraksi lagi?? woww.. cant wait lawan Portugal mlm ni, walaupun Brazil mmg dah thru to the next round, tp still rasa excited gak nak tgk??

Fatih…. mesti awak tak sabar nk tgk Ronaldo kan? hihihiihi….

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Quote ni saya dpt dari fb SueAnnaJoe..

‘It’s important that you do things because you like or better yet LOVE doing it and not to expect others to feel the same way about it. Don’t be afraid to try and explore new things. If you worry that you’ll fail or suck terribly at it, you’re missing the possibility that you might likely suceed and do really well. That… would be a waste now wouldn’t it?’

My mom baked it with love…

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Remember our anniversary cake I shared earlier, no? read anniversary & eating-moment entry… this pic was taken by my Dad… much nicer and clearer view of the cake.. yummy!!

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Yupp, I’m definately taking the risk and am doing what I LOVE now…

following my mom and mil’s footstep..

I just read again my entry on the first day of being Wahm - A brand new day, A wishful new spirit, A brigher new sun, A bigger smile on princesses faces

Today is 24th July.. nak dekat hujung bulan… maknanye dah nak dekat 2bln saya jadi Wahm..

how is it?? i think most of u can guess I’m more happier.. yes, I admit the first month was pretty tough for me… Its really not easy juggling momship, household and work… the kids doesnt really understand that u need to do work, cos they see u kan.. plak i sgt ambitious.. byk sgt benda yg angan2kan.. i push myself too hard..

going into the 2nd month.. the 3rd week of 1st month, i learned that I need to relax and to take one day at a time..

and then the long holiday…. and ofcos I had tonnes of fun… who wouldnt rite?

then.. back to work.. my work at home that is…. altho this is still fun.. is different from holiday perse.. Much of my time was dedicated to revamping my blog, a couple of latenights… and yess it was worth it.. I have a few other targets I’m aiming for… I’ll share them with you when time permit yea..

This week I was having problem with my email, its gonna a bit hire-wire, when i sent emails it sometimes go to draft, and emails received sometimes goes to spam box.. & normally i would just empty spam with just clicking the button.. { who wants to check spam rite..} but then again… some of the important emails i need to know about went missing… so I ‘m not aware of it.. then i figured mebbe gmail went GILA becos i suke bukak both my gmails account (fa and 5577studio) at the same time.. so now no more checking both at the same time…

then my Blog’s comment box plak.. many of the comments went into spam… like email, i will delete it by just pressing the button as well… but Wednesday.. i just happened to feel like looking into the spam box, n oh my my… a couple of comment went into there…. especially Bai’s.. so guys I’m really sorry if I’ve deleted of some of your comments..

Eventhough I’m happy and positive about all of this, doesnt mean I dont have problems yea…

like dealing with Nadhrah & Aqilah, not that I’m saying they’re not good kids, but they r still kids.. very hyper kids i must say.. that sometimes ppl will say to me… “Ya Allah, takleh diam seminit..” ada yg nada gelak,dan ada gak nada mengata….

but they r my kids kan… love them no matter what, so that is why i jarang cite keburukan… bukan laa kata I ni jenis yg nak puji anak sendiri je.. mcm laa anak I baik sgt.. NO.. nothing like that at all…

but kan I pernah ckp here’s where I want to jot down things happening in our life… me being me, i like to think of the positives… so ofcos I want to remember the good things… like when I’m having meltdowns, I read back some of previous entries and it brings a smile to my heart and it somehow turns me into a happier mood…

so there said.. pls dont assume I dont have problem, like saying “Ko tak paham ko xrasa… anak ko baik”… hmmph, aku jwb ‘Ko taktau mcmmana diorg ni hero kat umah weih..’ I may call my kids angels, but ofcos all Mommy knows they are not 24/7 angels kan? tp takkan nak panggil anak sendiri setan plak kan? aiyooh.. I dunno bout others but I wouldnt…

thats also not implying that i’m a good mom… never did I imply such statementt… i do try my best day to day basis, try to be the best i could be to my kids… but i wouldnt consider myself a good mom, if your implying a good mom is not beating ur kids to death that I am very good.. if your implication is handling everything TipTop and on top of everything with the kids, then I;m not… I still am going thru day-to-day trial and error….

but the thing is I just love kids… have always do…

Iman {my sis} was born when I was in standard 6, so part of my teenange years was helping taking care of her…. and she’s one hyper baby, the thing that I cant forget most was when I was sleeping in front of the tv after coming back from school, she came and put her montot on top of my face, near but not touching{pandai lak tu budget} and fart… OMG was I furious, terkejut & bau sgt busuk ok, sampai leh rasa kebusukan itu… thats how cheecky my sis was. that my mom sometimes couldnt handle… I had to do most of the chasing, n there was some nights were when she cried, my mom was too tired to wake up.. I had to make susu for her n feed her…

that is why sometimes I’m a bit garang with her.. sometimes more than my parents..

and alhamdulillah she’s helping me that much too with my kids now… she’s really helpful most of the time now, tho they are some moody days… love u sis…

also when I go back to my mom’s side hometown, Kelantan, I help to take care of Iman and my other anak buahs {my cousin’s children..}, my mom is the youngest so some of her anak buahs is just a few years gap from her..

I remembered the day that I had to chase around 5-6 of them, to feed them in the evenings.. sounds easy to u?? i dare u to try.. thats why I always believes babysitter or ppl who work in a nursery must first love kids, if not its gonna pretty hard not to hit them.. they sometimes test ur patience like nobody’s business..

Funny it may sound, i sometimes prefer to play with kids dari bergosip… boleyh?

eh melalut sudah.. ni laa ni dia kalau layankan emo n mulut2 orang…

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back to my main subject… now, I still much hiccups here and there… and am still learning and try to improve day by day….

but I dont want to push myself to hard afterall we’re just human with 2 hands… I also want to accomplish things in a few areas, not only work perse.. life isnt just about money rite?

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I’ve started all schedueling my day time into the main area’s I want to learn & improve…..

Pls wish me luck..!!

Happy weekend ahead lovelies….

xoxo, farah.