My latest fb status writes….

“Life is like a blanket too short. everything seems not right.  but contented & cheerful folks manage to draw their knees up n pass a very comfortable dark night.
Make the best out of everything as life itself is fragile.. for when our time comes nothing cant stop it.. 
sobs. ~All in all, she’s been a very lovely auntie n i love her. may she rest in peace. Ya Allah tempatkanlah dia dikalangan org yg beriman.. amin.~”
just typed it a while ago..
 
yes, 2 days back I lost one of my dearest auntie… i am indeed very sad for the lost.
past writes a lot of stories and histories… looking at her for the last time yesterday and kissing her cut me deep.
i tried to remain strong. i guess many of u know how emo preggy mommy can get..
plus me being not well, doesnt put much help to it…
watching my 2 cousins bring down the coffin, touched me. sejuk perut ibu mengandung…
but looking at their faces, i just cant help my tears.. it keeps pouring down. i know well, it is not good to do that but although I try my might to be strong there are moments when I just lost it.
a lot of things from the childhood came hunting down my head thru the day n night…
thanks bibik for everything that you gave! every kindness you’ve shown… every smile you brought. thank u.
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan dipelihara oleh Allah SWT. dan ditempatkan dia dikalangan orang-orang yg soleh dan beriman…
al-fatihah. 

ps: my ex-boss emailed me this lovely chinese drawings…

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