Bernanah… tapi insyaAllah pasti ada Hikmah.

I know there must be a good thing behind all that have happened, altho I was crushed for few days and regret some of the things I’ve done. Yes, I do admit I have done some wrong decisions and actions, like Mel said I should have put a stand right from the start.

but wut happened has happened so no need regretting or stumble upon each and every lil matter. Just let bygones be bygones. The makcik’s mouth, let her speak as she please, I just cant be bothered anymore, after all Allah SWT itu maha adil. biarlah, aku redha..

Thank you guys, each and everyone of you who have commented or supported me us via any channels, we really appreciate it very very much and to tell u the truth it made me stronger, its an ever growing issue and many have faced it. They(u know which bunch I’m referring to kan?) somehow had a reputation with all this, master of lies and deceive, using our softness as a weakness to ambush. Like one of Wan’s office mate said, bile keje dgn cha ya nun alif baru laa diorg tau langit tu tinggi ke rendah.

We realize we did nothing wrong in the issue of cutting her wage for sending her to learn for the 5monthss.. so be it.

Yesterday after Wan came back from office, somehow looking at him, without any words shared yet, I somehow had got back my strength, and yupp, no more tears or feeling of hopelessness. Just need to face it, no need to be all emotional about it rite?

I’ve made both entries password protected, due to some reasons, I was indeed really emotional when I was writing those entries so somethings were write out without control, which is good for me cos somehow now I feel free from the burden of heartache, letting it out felt good.. but then again, i dont want to offend anyone or their goodname, so thats it. end of story.

I notice I have more emotional mood swings lately, my hormone is changing drastically?? Is this a sign?

I was really sad becos I have plan a few things to do in my daily activities, but many were put on hold in order to concentrate in teaching Mas and thinking of ways for her to make activities with my kenits while I do work.

but then again, its ok.. helping someone is never a waste becos after all, Allah SWT is always there to see and judge what we do, even ppl around us doesnt take notice or more over appreciate, theres always our God Almighty, so its ok I redha, takpelah kalau dgn kepandaian dan ilmu yg I ajar dia nak kenakan n tinggalkan I, its ok… seriously no harm done.

afterall to me Mas is just a kid, she doesnt know anything yet, furthermore to decide, this all comes from the one person, who have so very much change. so if she think this is best thing for her niece then so be it. I wish Mas the best, in whatever she does after..

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We would definately be ok without, plus as I write I have made plans in my head, to now proceed doing things that I have been wanting to do.. the few areas that I wanted to highly improve..

Alhamdulillah, I see brighter days ahead.. Will keep u guys posted with updates.. I cant thank u all enough, you, our friends & blogger friends are just precious.. Thank you once again from the bottom of my heart..
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hehe. gambar hiasan utk menceriakan selepas beberapa entry sedih & penuh dgn amarah.. hehe.

@ MrMrsImran’s Ichiro Bday Party.. Thanks for inviting us..!

my kenits had lotsa fun.. Aqilah klua awal, sbb dia xtahan sejuk..blk dgn Iman n Mas.

One didnt join, as he had his office’s bowling game.

Nice meeting all the mommyBloggers there.. sgt peramah..! walaupun dpt chitchat kejap2 je, sibok melayan cik kenits.

photos are taken from MrMrsImran

ni lagi satu gmbr @ Elyn Wafiq’s Party, tgh suap si kenits makan.

Elyn tagged dari album adik/kakak dia. Thanks babe!

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Found the above SUNSHINE CLEANING poster, when I wanted to google for a sunshine image to put in here, and was attracted to it, the slogan “Life’s a messy business..” somehow fits my post today.. and it has sunshine too.. so tadaaa…

Looking at the poster above made me interested the watch the movie itself… I’ll be hunting for this dvd soon… here’s the trailer.. Amy Adam, who acted in Julie & Julia, I’ve featured the trailer in one of my previous post, I love Julie&Julia so much, she acted very well. So I think should definately watch it… Any of you seen it yet?