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I love my past. I love my present. I’m not ashamed of what I’ve had, and I’m not sad because I’ll soon have it no longer… {Part 2}

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Finally I’ve hand in the letter, surat cinta buat bos yg tercinta (uweek!).. heee…

It took me  a lot of courage to finally make this decision, I’ve stayed on because of a few reasons..

  1. Felt guilty and kesian to team members..
  2. Skeptical how new workplace would be {if move to a new office..}
  3. No time to go for an interview.. {there was a few times where I agreed and set the date for interview, I couldn’t make it due to work that came in last minute}

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There was a few interview that I went to, actually I only managed to go to 2, One I turned them down cos I no longer want to work in advertising company(silly me, for not checking the company first, but love the location) and one that I really positive I will get and kinda like the jobscope and all eventhough it’s a smaller company compared to now, positive remarks and everything else but nop after screening I didn’t get.. Ussually before this, I’ll get jobs that I aimed for, but this time, there’s always the barriers to it.. not that am bragging, jauh dari situ ye, semua tu rezeki dari Allah swt, berkat dari doa ibubapa n suami kot, not really me perse kan..  and I believe others are more lucky than me, I don’t aim really high, just cukup2 makan memadai dgn apa yg I ada kan..

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Then again, freelance job came in, one by one.. as well as other ideas of sourcing out money from other areas.. and a few months back it got me thinking.. was this a sign?

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And after much thinking, and I took the courage to talk to One about it.. i smsed him, saying I want to discuss something with him that nite, I even listed things to present to him, like I always did to my dad.. but to me surprise, just when I started on the topic, haven’t got to the things I listed, he said ok.. the whole night I was still kinda in shock.. never imagined that it was really happening.. am I dreaming?

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After that I continued telling him on my plans yada yada.. he says ok, but I want your full commitment and really serious about this.. :) this was the reason of this entry.

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and in that same week, something happened that I really thought this is it, so I made another plan, to tender abit earlier which was inititally in july (ending august), to earlier a month jun (ending july).. told one that nite, he said actually the earlier the better, because currently our house loan are paid by epf till sept.. we took out some to release a bit of our burden, of the to-buy-items for 2 kids.. how happy I was with the words that came out from his mouth, was like it was crafted by angels and sounded like singing.. how beautiful.. heee.. {sgt over..  sila muntah}.. tapi begitulah kehappy-an saya yg tak terhingga…

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yeay to freedom..!

and yupp today was the day planned for me to tender..

I plan to be a working at home mom, yupp wahm baby..

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And 2 weeks back I was approached and got an offer, which I hinted here and here, and best of all, to work from home.. the offer came just at the right time, ill share about it once I get started yea..

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Alhamdulillah.. ya Allah ya Tuhanku aku bersyukur atas semua rezeki dan nikmat kurniaanmu..

Million thanks for my family for being my backbone and my lovely friends for the tremendous support.. Love you guys heaps… I’m nothing without all of you..




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I love my past. I love my present. I’m not ashamed of what I’ve had, and I’m not sad because I’ll soon have it no longer…

today’s the day..

wish me luck!

ps: ill be back with another entry today yea..

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You’ve come a long way baby..

Selamat hari Jumaat!

Saya tak brp sihat hari ni, rasa tak sedap badan, jdnye ceritera saya dan bulatness tu akan bersambung dilain hari ye..sorry!

tapi dlm pada tu, saya still excited, esok kitorg nak blk Ipoh, yipeee! Mil saya siap call dah plan nak gi Teluk Batek, I likeee! n the delicious foods yg menanti.. yummy!

heeee.. makin bulat laa saya nnti kan?

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anyways ni saya nak kongsi, abah saya email kat kitorang semlm.. bile saya baca, terus gulp!.. apakah? apapun Renung-renungkanlah & Selamat beramal..

have a great weekend ahead yea! Ipoh we’re coming! :D

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The Feminist Revolution

and The Last Age

Articles – Women in Islam
Wednesday, 01 Sha’ban 1428

The Qur’an likened the creation of the male and the female to that of the ‘night’ and the ‘day’, implying that they complement each other “… like twin-halves of a whole.” But they are also functionally different; hence a successful and harmonious male-female relationship requires that the ‘day’ (i.e. the male) must function as ‘day’ and not try to become ‘night’, and similarly the ‘night’ (i.e., woman) must function as ‘night’ (which covers and conceals) and not try to become ‘day’. Prophet Muhammad (sallalahu ‘alaihi wa sallam) ordered, “. . when a girl reaches the age of puberty nothing must be seen of her body except this and this (he pointed to the face and hands).” And so Muslim women have always covered themselves in Hijab—concealing arms, legs, bellies, head, hair, etc., in loose-fitting clothing.

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Since women have a basic function of bearing and rearing children it was necessary that they be freed of an obligation to earn their livelihood. Thus the Qur’an obliged men to maintain, as well as to guard and protect them, and, in turn, obliged a woman to be obedient to her husband or guardian. Men and women ought to marry in Allah’s blessed name, and live in accordance with His guidance. Then, says the Qur’an, “… Allah places love and kindness betwix their hearts” in consequence of which they experience Sukun, i.e., peace, contentment
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But Prophet Muhammad (sallalahu ‘alaihi wa sallam) warned that among the signs of the Last Day was Dajjal the False Messiah or Anti-Christ. “… The last people to follow him would be women”, and his spell over women would be such that “… a man would have to return to his home and tie down (i.e., coercively restrain) his wife, sister and daughter to protect them from being seduced by Dajjal.” This prophecy indicated that women would be deceived and swept off their feet by something that would turn their world upside down. It would appear to be positive, whereas the reality would be destructive. Indeed, it would be in consequence of Dajjal’s attack that the ‘night’ would attempt to become ‘day’.

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The Prophet prophesied 1400 years ago that women would “… dress like men”. This is already manifesting in the modern feminist revolution. He also prophesied, “… women would be dressed and yet be naked”, indicating that the feminist revolution would spawn a sexual revolution that would culminate with people committing “… sexual intercourse in public like donkeys.” One has to be absolutely blind not to recognize that this prophecy is today fulfilled. Trinidad’s Carnival, for example, is now dominated by women many of whom are bent on parading their nakedness in a truly pagan public display of flesh and vulgarity. And many there must be who participated in Carnival yesterday, but who today turn away in disgust!
The best secular response to this wanton destruction of every sacred value that binds the sexes together is a public distribution of condoms.

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The implication of this dramatic and ominous fulfilment of those prophesies is that a society that so corrupts itself eventually self destructs. Neither government nor opposition have a clue of how to prevent such an ignominious end. “The sun rising from the West”, which is a major sign of the Last Day, appears to represent modern Western civilization’s ‘upside down’ world in which, among many other things, women abandon their primary responsibility of rearing children in order to dress like men and go out to work full-time the way men do. The daycare center becomes the new Mummy. The child never forgets, and never forgives this neglect. And so children rebel and become uncontrollable, even for the police. But they also pay back their parents in the same coin by placing them, in their old age, in daycare centers for the aged that are really junkyards of human beings.

Truly, modern Western civilization’s feminist revolution has succeeded in causing the ‘night’ to become ‘day’ with dire consequences for society. Yet, with a deceptive smile, that false Western sunrise declares to her, “You’ve come a long way baby.”




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me and my bulatness.. part 1

tett.. heeee..

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Morning guys..

Oh sgt gembira hari ni sudah khamis..

Pagi tadi masa park kereta, saya park di central park kan.. jdnye pagi2 saya akan bertembung dgn ramai joggers, pagi ni jiran parking saya adalah Preggy mummy, masa saya tgh nak lock gear dia nak kluar dari kereta dan senyum kat saya, dan masa itulah saya nampak dia preggy.. :) sgt bagus kan exercise time preggy.. tabik spring kat all this active mummies dan yg jaga kesihatan n badan camtu.. I hope n plan to do that during my 3rd nanti, insyaAllah..

Speaking of pregnant, Iman showed me a slideshow of pics she did, and many of the pics of me that she chosed, was during my pregnant time.. teringat those2 days.. :) saya yg bulat..

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Nadhrah in the tums tums

Dinner Time

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bile preggy saya suke rambut pendek camni, sbbnye saya mmg taktahan panas.. mungkin setengah mak tak bg kan, nasib laa mak n mil saya tak cerewet tang rambut.. saya mmg takleh tahan laa.. lg2 kalau time pantang nak berambut pjg.. dh biasa rambut pendek kot, perimas orgnye..

oh satu lg, time preggy saya suke pakai baju one, xtau kenapa.. especially masa mengandungkan Nadhrah..

masa Nadhrah dulu, mmg manja sket ngan One, ada satu mlm tu {kat Ipoh masa ni} one nak klua dgn kwn2 dia, dh kul 12 dh time tu.. saya kata nak ikut, mmg biasa dia akan ajak saya pun.. pastu dia kata takyah la, kesian awak nanti awak penat & mengantuk, agak sarat dah time tu.. one ckp lembut je, tapi saya nangis.. pastu bile sedar saya nangis saya gelak, tapi air mata dok klua gak.. one dok pujuk n peluk saya, saya kata saya faham tapi taktau kenapa saya nangis.. klaka okeh!

skrg mmg Nadhrah tu mcmtu, tak boleh abah dia tinggalkan mmg la menangis meraung2.. kecuali pergi work, yg tu dia faham.. n sgt manja dgn one, kalau saya membebel2 tu takde laa dgr sgt, tapi kena tegur ngan one sket mesti terus cebik dan buat muka nak nangis..

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Aqilah in the tums tums..

mata yg bengkak, tak cukup tido n tgh menaham nak muntah masa ni..

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ni menunggu masa je nak meletup..

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One siap ckp kat member, {saya baca komen dia kat fb} KPI setiap 2tahun.. boleh? Hahaha.. adoi, boleh tahan laki saya ni.. ingat kilang pengeluaran kot.. :P

so far dgn dua ni, menepati KPI dia laa..

lepas baca komen tu saya ckp kat one, 2tahun kan, jd tak perlu lah pregnant tahun ni, kalau kira2, tahun depan pun masih sempat lg.. hehe.. nak rest jap.. mau pengsan gak nak preggy sambil berkejar ngan 2 mek kenit tu.. lgpun saya baru nak build up “*i*” tahun ni kan, 1 at a time la kan, takut termampu jer..

Pulak based on my 2 pregnancies, I have bad nausea sickness.. with Nadhrah was 3 months nonstop, every single day.. with Aqilah it was added with heartburns, backache, migraines,  not everyday on and off but it went on until I delivered, bile semua menyerang sekali at one go {boleh baca entry ini}.. so yupp, mama needs rest time.. heeee…
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Masalah saya? Yg tu kite sambung esok ye… kena kembali bekerja..
Hep hep.. {dgn intonasi suara bos}

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Ok, selamat berkerja korangs.. Have a great Thursday! :)




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Tepuk dada tanya selera…

I read this yesterday, but after much thinking tot of sharing it here with you guys.. maybe some of u have read it too.. which i believe is very true.. our forest is our gold.. if we keep cutting them down, many other scenarios will occur.. global warming itself to me is a sign.. the ecosystem is being disturbed like a daily routine.. we have beatiful rainforests that i feel we should treasure and reserve..

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WHY MALAYSIA’S TAPS ARE RUNNING DRY

By Sakina MohamedSunday, March 21
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Inconjunction with World Water Day tomorrow (March 22).
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593723 KUALA LUMPUR, March 21 (Bernama) — Imagine, one day we are forced to using reverse osmosis (RO) water for our daily needs. RO water costs around 50 sen a litre and if you used 1,000 litres a month, the bill could reach a hefty RM500.

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Would you pay that much of money for water to cook, bathe and wash your clothes?

Malaysians, on an average, pay only 70 sen for 1,000 litres of water, or one cubic metre. So the scenario may seem unthinkable for many of us, who think clean and treated water will be around in abundance forever.

But the truth is, Malaysia is fast running out of sources for clean water.

This problem does not only plague Malaysia, but the whole world.

Remember, only two per cent of the world’s water resources is consumable while the rest is all sea water.

And if we fail to protect that two per cent of water resources, we may have to resort to desalination. Desalination is a process that makes sea water drinkable (such as reverse osmosis), but the cost is very high, so the public would have to pay dearly for it.

GRADUAL DESTRUCTION OF WATER CATCHMENTS

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Why is clean water so hard to come by?

“In Malaysia, the main reasons are pollution and poor governance of our water catchments areas,” says Water and Energy Consumer Association Malaysia President, S. Piarapakaran.

And one of the first indicators this is happening is a higher water tariff.

He said water catchments and areas surrounding them should be gazetted. But what has been happening is that state governments are giving the green light for plantation and timbering companies to use the land for profit.

This usually results in pollution of water catchments, high treatment costs and if the pollution is too bad, a permanent shutdown.

He cited a project in a state as an example where a rubber plantation project spanning across 443 hectares that required deforestation at two water intake and treatment points.

“What they are doing is clearing the forest and planting the rubber trees along with a generous amount of fertiliser and pesticides. All these chemicals will seep into the soil or flow down into the rivers when it rains.

“If a settlement at the foot of the hill relies on well water, this is going to go straight in. Fertilisers and pesticides carry ammonia, nitrates and phosphates. These three chemicals cannot be present inside your water and the treatment cost for it is high. The moment you have ammonia pollution you have to shut down the water treatment plant,” he said.

He said this was what happened to water treatment plants at Sungai Nilai and Sungai Langat, which had to be shut down because of ammonia pollution.

Piarapakaran reminded that pesticides are used to kill pests and can do the same to humans.

QUALITY DOWN, TARIFF UP

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He said in another case in Cheras, the water treatment plant had to be shut down because of ammonia pollution from sewage.

“They don’t have septic tanks to filter the sewage, so the effluents just flow into the river. It’s not that we cannot treat it, we can treat all these but when water quality is low, the cost of treatment is high.

When quality goes down, he said, the tariff will definitely go up.

“This is what we don’t want. Even as a consumer association we cannot fight to keep the tariff low. The people will have to realise forests have to be kept because the more forests disappear, the more all these things will come in.”

He cited the case of the Ulu Muda water catchment, which was gazetted during the British rule in Malaya. However, indiscriminate logging took place from the ‘60s through the ‘90s.

Despite a cabinet ruling that the logging be stopped and the forest gazetted as a water catchment area in 2003, the state government wanted to continue with “selective logging” in the forest as it claimed it needed “a good source of funding”.

According to reports the selective logging will result in Kedah deriving revenue of RM16 billion with three to four trees felled for every hectare. As a result, the ecosystem of the Ulu Muda rainforest is seriously compromised.

“This will definitely disrupt the water quality, and once again the treatment cost will go up. And this will not only be a problem for Kedah. Fourty per cent of Penang’s water supply relies on these sources, so Penang will also face the problem.

He said as Penang has very few water catchment areas, if Kedah does not take care of its forests, Penang will lose its water resources.

OUR FORESTS, OUR WATER SUPPLY

Malaysia still has plentiful of water supply because of our forests.

“Our forests are our water catchment areas. But if the authorities keep bowing to timber companies who wish to do “selective logging” activities, we may have a really big problem in our hands,” said Piarapakaran.

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He said in Perak, many rainforests of the Titiwangsa Range are being destroyed.

A cross-section of Peninsular Malaysia reveals how the range is supporting the lives of Malaysians. When it rains, water will flow down from the east and west coast, with the forests controlling the water it catches by and releasing it slowly to the entire peninsula, ensuring it with a constant supply of water.

And that is how the forests are sustaining us, said Piarapakaran. Losing the forests would mean an immense water problem.

This was what is happening in Perak, a state where you will rarely hear cases of flooding, especially in areas like Larut Matang in Selama, he said.

The area receives 5,000mm of rainfall a year, which is the highest in Malaysia but it was never flooded – until recently, when Bukit Larut (formerly Maxwell Hill) in Taiping was flooded.

What happened was that excessive logging took place, causing the area to lose its forests. This caused a low recharge rate with rainwater flowing straight to the lake and then flooding it. When the lake dries out, the entire water resources will disappear, he explained.

Piaparakaran said the same thing happened in Gunung Semanggol, Perak, which lost a river due to the logging activities around it.

He noted that other states with similar water stresses are Selangor, Penang, Melaka and Kelantan.

“Take the example of Melaka, which had terrible water shortage. Why? Look at how many forests it has. Almost none, everything was wiped out to make way for plantations,” he said.

Meanwhile, he said, logging would have immediate disastrous effect to Kelantan, which soil is prone to waterlog due to the high content of clay. This can be seen through the serious flooding the state experiences throughout the years.

DON’T BLAME CLIMATE CHANGE

Many would be quick to blame the current water crisis to drought, floods and other effects of climate change.

“But it’s not just the climate change that is causing water shortage. We are abusing the system as well,” said Piarapakaran.

And the system is straight forward – if we disturb our forests, it impacts our water supply.

He said two things could happen to Malaysia because of climate change. We may have more rain or, we might not have rain at all.

“When the fluctuation of rain is disturbed, the survival of a tropical country is disturbed. This is because the rainfall does not support ground water. In a Glacier system (a country with four seasons), the recharge rate is higher because the snow melts slowly.

“Here the forests are capturing most of the water, and helping us by letting it go slowly. For example, if it rains in KL, the Klang River level goes up. But when it’s raining there, the level here is very low,” he said.

As such, the river only floods after two hours because of the delay, which is a natural process. But when we destroy the forest, this delay time will be reduced.

The endured consequences are lack of water supply, increasing tariff and poor water supply quality so much so that consumers have to fix their own water filters.

Will these sufferings recur to us Malaysians? You decide.

– BERNAMA SHM ZUL RON

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On another note, another issue was brought up on HOTfm this morning, about teaching Sex subject in school… many gave their perspectives and reasonings.. what say you?

i think there pro’s and cons to it.. and it if its gonna take place.. a real planning and the subject need to be structured properly, so teenagers will not think of it as a fun subject but a serious matter.. and this must coincide with Agama Islam subject, cos we need to berbalik kpd ajaran Islam and agama2 lain.. the do’s and dont’s.. and what not..

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ps: Nadhrah is sick, vomitted many times yesterday. This morning she seems to have a bit of a tempreture.. have to sneak out for a while during lunch time, to bring her to the clinic.. hope the big sister will get well soon.

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*pics are taken from 123rf.com, search on Malaysian forests..*

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Fantasies are real…

happy Monday lovelies..! :)

hows ur Monday so far? how was weekend..? end of school holidays..

my weekend was quite pack, and a bit penat.. I was a wee-bit gloomy with stomach and back pain, due to pe-yod..

Zani, One’s lil couzy{not so little in size tho’} just finished his cert in Food Mastery.. cooking. Yup, a very talented cook.. I’m sure he’ll make a great Chef someday.. so we brought him for dinner on Thursday and send him to the bus-stand back to Ipoh on Saturday after a wonderful chicken-rice lunch at my parents place.. He has finished the studying and to continue to do practical starting in April, and had interview today at Berjaya Hotel Penang.. My mil, sil and auntie brought him to Penang for the interview.. :) hopefully the interview went well.

we also manage to squeeze in a meet up on Sunday, the offer I was telling about last Friday.. Alhamdulillah all went well.. *Thanks syg for accompanying me & for alwiz being by myside*

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this morning i had to go to nikko hotel to assist fellow collegues from events team with their event since their short of hands.. after finished with the registration, head the road back to the office and here i am..

we’re planning to watch Alice in Wonderland this week, {hahhaa, saya tau ketinggalan, disbbkan ketiadaan masa} mebbe one of these nights.. larat ke nak tgk midnite? heeee.. cant wait.. we both heart Johny Depp, such a talented actor kan? very unique, rare and in his own unique league..

and also planning to bring Nadhrah to watch Dragon.. this weekend we’re going back to Ipoh, so maybe will watch it there.. have to check with One how’s his plans like..

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I read an article from Tim Burton on his new debut.. just felt like sharing it here.. :)

‘Fantasies are real’ says director Tim Burton

22nd March, 2010

For Tim Burton, whose movie “Alice in Wonderland” has broken through the looking glass to come up a box office winner, “dream life and fantasies are real.”

The powerful mind-bending Lewis Carroll classic, Burton said in an interview, “is like exploring your dream life and fantasy life.”

In real life, 2010 is looking a winner year for the somewhat dishevelled 51-year-old. His Disney-produced “Alice” topped the US box office this week and New York’s prestigious MoMa is running a show until April spanning his many talents—painter, photographer and illustrator as well as film-maker.

And from May 12-23, the creator of some of the darkest and most evocative movies in cinematic history—including “Beetlejuice”, “Edward Scissorhands” and “Planet of the Apes”—is to head the Cannes film festivaljury, an event he describes as “a dream come true.”

“I haven’t had time to see films for the last two years,” he said of Cannes and the making of “Alice”. “I feel like I’ve been raised by wolves and now I’m coming back to civilization, so I’m really happy and excited!”

Burton’s live-action 3-D “Alice” is a free-ranging interpretation of 19th-century British writer Carroll’s “Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland” and its sequel “Through the Looking Glass”.

“So many people have analysed ‘Alice in Wonderland’ and it’s still cryptic, it’s still something people can’t put a finger on, and yet it remains in people’s consciousness. That’s the great power of any myth or folk tale—it just stays there, in clothing, fashion, everything.”

Featuring sumptuous digital fantasy worlds, the movie stars 19-year-old Australian actress Mia Wasikowska fleeing a forced betrothal to return to the fantasy worldshe discovered as a child thanks to a white rabbit and his hole.

With the help of Mad Hatter Johnny Depp, in his seventh Burton movie, and other heroes of the classic tale—the Cheshire Cat, or Tweedledum and Tweedledee – Alice tries to oust the evil queen played by Helena Bonham Carter.

“This was about using Carroll’s characters, but almost more about what effects his work had on me, which is like exploring your dream life and fantasy life.”

“I always had this horrible reaction of people going ‘This is fantasy and that’s reality’,” he told AFP. “It’s like, wait a minute! A lot of us use our fantasy and dream life to actually work out problems in our real life. It goes in psychology, it goes into a lot of things.”

“They’re not exclusive,” he said. “Those fantasies are quite real.”

The movie is the visionary story-teller’s first with Disney in 30 years, after the studio produced two of his first short films “Frankenweenie” and “Hansel and Gretel”.

“It’s like a family: we have our good days and our bad days. I’ve been embraced into the company and kicked out of the company about five or six different times! So I guess it’s just like a real family,” he said.

A technically complex movie that mixes animated characters with real-life actors, with Alice constantly changing size, Burton said:

“It’s like making a puzzle…it was a really chaotic and disturbing process.”

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ps: *crossing my finger* hoping my fantasy will come true..!

perut saya sudah berkeroncong… happy lunchy dearies..




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“No one could have prepared me for how awesome it is, and how hard.”

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I read in Celebrity Moms on Gwen’s article in InStyle, I’ve like followed n frenzied her since I was a teenager Form 2 i think, their earliest debut ‘dont speak’ tu.. semua pun nak ikut fashion trend dia kan. :)

Celebrity Moms wrote:

Gwen Stefani is featured on the cover of the April 2010 issue of In Style magazine. In the accompanying interview, the No Doubt rocker talks about motherhood, the differences between her sons Kingsoton and Zuma, and her plans for a third child.

On motherhood:
“No one could have prepared me for how awesome it is, and how hard.”

On the personality differences between her boys:
“It’s crazy how the second child is so different from the first, and has the same parents. They are totally different, and they look totally different.”

On Zuma’s ‘show-off’ tendancies:
“He wants everyone to watch him, and he’s a goofball and he’s really silly. He’s a funny guy.”

On Kingston’s fashionista tendancies:
“At that age [3] they like to be in control of everything, so I let him choose. Luckily, everything in his closet is cute so no matter what he picks, he’s gonna look good. For a while he was into costumes. Now he doesn’t even want to wear shoes.”

On any plans for a third child:
“I don’t know. I … don’t want to spread myself so thin that I can’t even be good for them. Poor Zuma, he’d be the middle guy, I’m not focusing on it right now, but it’s not up to me anyway, you know? These things are miracles, so we’ll see.”

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Yup, motherhood is definately awesome.. it is tough, but overall the feeling, journey and experience are awesome!

Like Kingston, Nadhrah is gonna be 3 too soon {in May}, and yup, she likes to be in control of everything.. really bossy these days.. bossing One, Aqilah n me around.. She loves books, watching her cartoon channels + dvds, and ofcos most importantly playing.. she also are more into mixing around kids her age..  erm, is  70% a caring big sister and 30% pembuli.. thats inherited from One.. heeee.. {jgn maraaa abah.. nnti kena jual} but its really funny seeing him wrestle them.. n they will scream laughing n crying at the same time.. hahaha.. fun daddy ey? yupp, indeed..

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here’s my two sweetie pie.. honey munchkin..

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playing in our bed and then Nadhrah got hungry took her calcium and came back to eat there too.. apparently to them ours seems fun and nicer than theirs..

and our lil koala, 7months going to 8 soon..

she’s on the walker since 6months, she had made many attempts to try to stand before @5, then my mom said she might just skip the whole merangkak process cos she seemed so keen to stand and when i went for her checkup the doctor said something similiar.. n we tried putting her in the walker and she straight away love it.. was giggling so happily.. now she’s quite well versed with her car already, front back reverse side ways, she’s also like her sister, mengengsot, no merangkak signs yet.. Nadhrah dulu mmg mengengsot je, dia malas nak angkat bontot.. heee..

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Aqilah’s current favourite is ofcos tasting + testing everything.. putting every something to the lil mouth of hers.. she seems sweet and innocent alrite, but when she’s angry or hungry, here her scream on top of her lungs..  and like before she still loves to sing, very nyaring still… my lil mariah carey box.. heeee.. :)

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I’m in the process of transferring all the photos into the pc..

Iman helped me transfer the pictures above from my old hp.. emailed it to me just now.. thanks sis! thanks for always attending to my requests and moodswings {the one who always have to tahan me, i dunno y, with her i get really garang at times, the one who i throw my tantrums too} heeee.. love ya huns..

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eh.. hey its friday baby! hooray!

just few more hours to go till freedom..! take care honeys..

have a wonderful weekend ahead..

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ps: i got a good news, another opportunity + offer.. I’ll share with you guys when its solid yea.. Alhamdulillah syukur padamu Ya Allah atas segala rezeki kurniaanmu.. maybe, a sign showing that I’m choosing the right path… I really hope everything will turn out well.. amin..

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Hey u mess maker, stop being such a snake…

Sila excuse entry hari ini, mmg berbaur ke-nyampah-an kepada pelakon-pelakon murahan.. cerita ini diceritakan pada hari ini bukanlah sbb mood atau angin saya tidak baik hari ni.. malah saya dlm mood yg baik n gumbira.. semakin dekat my happy shinny day, semakin happy aku.

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Ini adalah ceritera antara seorang bigdaddy n seorang ular.. “The never ending drama n queen control”  di kamar p*jab*t.. haish.. dia cuti sakit pada hari ini, fuh, lega satu hari dpt laa  bernafas… sakit apakah? Sakit otakkah? Heee…

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Kenapakah aku menyampah sgt pd mereka? Kerana semua perlakuan, lakonan n cemuhan yg dibuat oleh mereka kepada rakan-rakan kerja lama ku yg aku anggap sangat keji n berbau perkauman.. mmg sgt kurang ajar mulut mereka yg tiada insuran itu.. two-face-&-racist.. operasi mengulingkan semua org lama dilakukan step by step mcm telah diatur semuanya, demi menaikan ular sawa yg tercinta, bertopengkan muka yg mereka anggap sgt goddess dan juga tidak dilupakan badan seksi yg dipertaruhkan.. Hebat? Huh, maap, bg aku tidak sekali..

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Minggu lepas mereka telah merancang satu meeting, yg tetibe mengincludekan kami yg dianggap tidak penting ini, oh ya org lama yg tinggal hanya 3 org shj, eh ke 5? Entahlah yg lg 2 ni aku tak brp nak sure mereka2 sebenar2nye dlm kategori atau jemaah mana.. meeting tu plak tetibe di set hanya diantara staf dgn si-rakan-kongsi (big daddy kami panggil) kekasih kepada kekasih gelap yg adalah ular sawa itu.. ular sawa n nan seorang lagi pengurus tidak perlu turut serta, kononnye kami dpt suarakan terus pendpt n ketidakpuashatian kami kepada big daddy… come to papa.. uwek! Mau muntah aku…

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Sgt pelik bukan?

Kami hidu sesuatu tidak kena..  N tekaan kami tepat, yup, mereka merancang satu lg penggulingan.. akan pengurus yg juga dahulunye merupakan ala-ala rakan sekongkol juge satu ketika dulu sewaktu penyah-org-lama-an dibuat secara beramai-ramai, masuknye pengurus-nan-seorang itu(yg dirancang utk digulingkan kali ini) dgn tidak berpengetahuan n pengalaman apa, mmg lah tidak disukai oleh kami para staf2 bawahan ini, sbbnye dia mmg sentiasa dlm keadaan pening lalat n kelam kabut tidak tahu mcmmana menguruskan kerja nye sendiri lagikan pula nak mengurus kami..

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Aku tak nafikan kami mmg rasa kejenye mmg hampasgas n dia suck sbg pengurus kami, kerana byk sebab, tidak perlulah dielobratekan disini. Tapinye kami tidak mahu menyokong atau membantu operasi-guling mereka yg lebih jauh busuk itu..

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dan operasinye gagal.. Aku kelakar ya amat bile big daddy berwajah kehampaan, mengcover dgn menyorokkan muka &  menyibokkan diri dgn berry nye itu.. konon-konon ralik membaca email sambil menghabiskan hujah n membuat penutup meeting itu…

aiyoh, grandpa, sudah malu ka? Rancangan gagal laa tewww… hahahaha..

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Tolonglah, ko p…..r je wei, tak tinggi mana pun..

u think everybody are so succumb to rank n money? maybe them but not us.. Piramabuk..

all i hear n coming out from ur mouth is just cr*p, cr*ap.. sometimes even ur sentences dont make sense, ada hati kata org brainless, when u urself sometimes show so transparently without having one.. kalau misi & visi dah tak betul n cite pun dah putar alam, akan wujudkah kebijaksanaan dlm pertuturan? lu pikir la sendiri..

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Aku bukannye jenis org yg suke sgt mengata org, tetapi mereka ini mmg sudah tidak boleh nak dipuji lagilah.. mmg aku xnampak baiknye lah.. oklah, mungkin adala kot baik 0.01% yg lainnye sudah busuk tunggu dimakan ulat.

ya Allah sesungguhnye aku sudah penat la berlakon disini.. byk betul pengikut n spy mereka disini jadinye sampaikan kami nak berckp n jadi diri sendiri adalah imposibble..

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Hidupku akan menjadi-jadi tanpa k_ _ _! Cepatlah hari itu dtg… amin..




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hidup menjadi-jadi dgn ……

hullo.. :)

how was ur weekend? mine was gud.. :) spring cleaning.. will update more soon..

I actually intended to update with activities of my 2 kenits, as well Aqilah’s development.. but workloads as usual.. Ni mencuri sekejap, utk merehatkan mata n minda.. lgpun lunch time maa. Skg ni pun makan slalunye di pantry ofis(stor room yg kami buat jd pantry sbb pantry dept kami kecik) je sbb kejar siapkan keje dgn deadlines yg mmg sgt suntuk..

I’ve also not yet transferred the latest pics to the pc yet (am planning to do it tonite).. even from my old darling sony hp pun belum transfer lg.. dear old hp couldn’t function well, keypad n microphone/speaker problem, dah lama dh problem, dah berbulan2 saya tahan, after so much patience I decided to grab a new hp a few weeks back.. so here’s my new baby..

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Whyy not Iphone? Erm, I love I Iphone too.. I chose bb bcos,

I want something that I could type on (normal keypad), I like the bb’s bulatness (saya suke benda bulat, saya pun xtau kenapa.. heee. amongst my first hp was alcatel n amongst the one i used the longest is nokia sabun yg one bg) n most probably wan’s getting Iphone sometime soon, so why use the same one kan, bile boleh test dua2.. :D

and yupp, mine is not the latest bb. cos ini jelah yg saya mampu..

am still learning to adapt to it, so far so good.. Sya (nursya annisa) laa yg byk melayan pertanyaan2 saya tanpa jemu.. cewah..  thanks a lot dear! *hugs*  :D but have not utilize it that much tho’ cos too much of other things to think of at the moment, saya taknak menyaratkan otak yg sudah sarat… haruslah mengutamakan apa yg lebih penting kan.. hehe.. aha.. saya tau saya amat ketinggalan, org dh ke bulan saya masih terhegeh-hegeh baru nak pakai n tak mahir lagi..

bukan saya tidak multitasker, rsnye dah terlebih multitask dah ni.. sudah exceed limit, so no room for additional stuff.. can, but slowly.. adoi, apa laa yg di merepek kan ni.. heee…

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oh my my.. am basically counting the days.. n it feels so long..

why oh why?

ps: sila layankan jer ye.. dh nak dekat mereng.. heee.. dh rindu kan 2 kenit tuh.. mmg xsbr menunggu! hidup akan menjadi-jadi dengan ……… (sila isi tempat kosong)

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ooh.. i love fridays!

Morning dearies! {still consider morning kan? heeee}

:) hari ni terbgn lmbt sket, 6 lebih..  akibatnye, keluar lambat & sangkut di jam.. tapi takpelah dh jumaat. tapi ngantuk ya amat bwk kereta tadi, brapa kali dah nak terlelap… tegangkan mata se bulat yg boleh..

Dah janji ngan diri sendiri, nak update dgn cerita di pagi2 hari lagi, tapi start dgn add links in my new bloglist blog, ter ye saya ulang TERjebakkan diri, jdnye lepas satu dh terbloghopp ke sini sana.. heeee.. byk gak dh berjaya baca, heeee, rindunye hopping… byk lg yg nak terjah ni.. tp xsemua yg saya tinggal jejak..

kesimpulannye cite yg nak dicoretkan itew ditunda ye.. mintak ampun mintak maaf…

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dgr radio pagi tadi, perbicaraan keputusan mahkamah kes pembunuhan syafia humairah akan disebut tak lama lg.. harap manusia yg lebih dasyhat dari binatang tu akan dijatuhkan hukuman mati, tak kira la gantung ke sebat ke.. mmg zalim! sedih sgt..

kalau dh taknak sgt anak tu, bg je laa kat org lain.. jgnlaa dera dia.. ish! marah betul.. mak mangsa itu sendiri pun saya tak paham.. pastu buat cerita putar alam.. ya Allah.

saya takleh nak bygkan laa, 3thn sebaya nadhrah diperlakukan mcm tu, dipijak2. saya babab sket Nadhrah pun dh rs guilty nak mati, lagi2 bile dia merajuk n ckp “mama ni, kenapa marah Nadhrah?”..

kerajaan kena buat lebih byk jln bagi menyedarkan n menakutkan org2 yg zalim mcmni sket, jgn hanya ckp bile dh jadi kes2 teruk mcmni.. pastu takde tindakan susulan.. haish..

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oh ya, saya dpt invitation dari playhouse disney, Meeska Mooska Mickey Mouse Dinner Party jumaat depan. Korang dpt invitation tak? Jom pergi sama nak?

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ok, nak sambung blog hopping..

take care dearies.. enjoy ur friday n most definately ur WEEKEND!

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ps: ive uploaded new perfumes.. check it out yea!

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Love is like giving someone FULL POWER to destroy you but trusting them not to… -_- ♥

setuju tak dgn statement title ni?
saya dpt ni dr satu page yg saya follow..

it wrote, one of the bitter definations of Love, ” {as title above}”
i think its rather true indeed…

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before i met wan i tot love its just an overrated word ppl like to exxagarate about, that is why before wan, i never seriously venture into relationship, mostly for fun and most of them are just flings.. i remember one ex that i thought i was so hung on over, but when we got back together, i realized i was so drawn into him before was just becos he dumped me and the 2nd time together i was slapped back to reality and saw he’s not that great after all..

after i met wan.. i started believing in love, i saw how powerful love is… n swore to myself not to love any other man.. except my dad ofcos. {ps: syg, u feel the same too kan? :P }

but yes, love can also DESTROY us..
in many2 aspects n ways..

a fren of mine, infact two of them are, they were really a great n happy couple.. i pun tumpang bahagia tgk kebahagian itu, they seem like a very purfect happy couple.. but after a fews years down the road, tersentap sgt saya dpt tau berita mereka dh tak bersama.. si laki jadi mangsa, he really love her madly trully deeply n i believe he’s still in a sad mode.. yup, si wanita berubah tanpa sbb atau alasan, she found another man and a much well to do one.. and i also found out from a source she said she no longer wants to be susah.. i dunno how she implies susah.. but i guess i better not judge..

money often crushes all, rite?
to me, i guess i dont really think choosing ppl becos money is a bad thing, everybody has their own perceptions and wantings rite? its just like choosing a partner bcos of looks, behaviour, religion, personality n yada2.. but then again, make up ur mind from the start.. dont destroy others, especially the person u used to love, when u have the power to..  kesian la org tu, separuh jiwanye pergi.. lagi2 kat anak tu, lagi la kesian..

tho i never think its wrong to choose for money, like for instance if you come from a rich family.. ofcos u r used to all the blings blings.. so ofcos the best suited person for you is a rich man or a rich man’s son.. cos in the end of the day, u r used to the family culture, the crowds and everything that goes with it..

but those who strive for blings blings, with all the wrong ways and reason…
for instance, like kekasih gelap diofisku is doing, remember my post on the scenario earlier? if no, read here.. being a kekasih gelap to the big daddy is one thing, itu biarla kan, ur life ur choice.. but then pushing all the old, setia n berjasa staffs just bcos u want to go up is another thing.. and the big daddy to follow just like lembu is another thing.. hhmpphs.. now is that love, or lust or simply b.o.d.o.h?
pity the wife, but ppl say she knows how he is outside.. *speechless*

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dgr cite2 org, kekdg buat saya terduduk n pikir..
my mom said to me some weeks back, do take good care of what u have..
ya Allah, minta dijauhkan laa benda2 mcm ni.. utk family saya & juga korang semua..

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korang nak kongsi pendpt, cite n pengalaman korang x? sila sila…
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{ps: esok saya akan cite lebih psl gossip ye.. tunggguuuuu}
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