dream to be working-at-home-mom [part 2]

dream dream dream.. hmm.. indahnye kalau boleh sambung titun terus..

hari ni terbangun lmbt, alarm hp dh bunyi pukul 530 seperti biasa, tekan off, n tido blk, sedar2 dah pukul 630.. aiyok.. dh lmbt.. basuh muka, gosok gigi.. grab handbag, n brg the kids letak dlm kereta, start engine.. angkat nadhrah n one bgn jap tolong angkat aqilah.. n vrroom vrroom.. tata abah! n off we went.. (kalau dh lmbt, mmg akan bersiap kat rumah mak jer.. nasib laa, umah mak dekat ngan office..)

mlm smlm jam, walaupun gerak blk dh 830 pun jam gak.. adoi.. taktau laa apa penyebabnya smlm.. n aqilah meragam smlm, dlm kereta pun nangis je sepanjang jln.. on and off.. sampai aku pun rasa nak nangis.. sbb takleh buat apa, jam kan.. kalau boleh terbang, mmg dh terbang..! transform..! Nadhrah je yg dok pujuk adik dia, aku dh mati akal..

Okeh, sambung cite pg td, ingatkan akan tersangkut laa dlm jam.. skali wee hoo! takde jam.. jln lengang.. kan best kalau setiap hari camni.. dpt pecut! oh aku sgt suka!

minggu ni bz gaklaa, dgn workloads, n settlekan perihal rumahtangga.. alhamdulillah, semua dah in order.. maid application pun dh approve.. sbb dah ada anak dua kan, kalau nak hntr taska harga lebih kurang je, plus kitorg ni slalu kena stayback keje, jd with OT hours tu bertambah laa byrannye kan.. n adala org nak tolong aku buat keje rumah, lipat baju, gosok baju.. tp camne ye ada maid kat rumah nnti? aku tak biasa laaa.. dh dkt 4 tahun kawin tak pernah ada org lain duduk rumah skali.. hehe.. agak2 janggal tak?

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Oh, menyimpang jauh sudah, kembali kpd topik…

on my dream of being a wahm.. after much thinking.. yup, its still a thing that i want, OFCOZ!, but maybe not yet.. i’m giving it another a year or two.. cos in order to be wahm means more hours and even weekends.. now i’m able to spend my weekends and my leaves mind free and fully concentrating on my family.. so i dont want to push it too much into few months to get it all up, i want to do it slowly, slowly building up the biz.. coz i still want quality time with the kids.. yup! nadhrah wants a lot of attention now.. (mind me, she’s one chatterbox..not that im complaining.. i always miss it during office hours..) so does the lil one, cik aqilah montel.. its quite a handful with both of them, back to back, one after another, nak ni nak tu..

altho its quite tiring now, waking up early every morning and heading the road disubuh2 hari n back at night, workloads and squeezing time to do freelance job whenever i have a few secs of free time and continuing at night when they are asleep or waking up extra early in the morning to finish it up.. but i’m  happy, being able to help hubby dearest makes me happy, to loosen his burden.. he’s always doing his upmost ability to give to the family n never complains..

plus my kids are near me, and i get to see them in the morning, n sempat bermain n luangkan masa sblum pegi keje..  and boleh spend time dgn diorg blk dr keje, walaupun dlm kereta, & jam yg hampeh.. tp atleast i’m with them.. i’m really HAPPY now..

come to think bout it, when have i not  been fully occupied? last 5 years(closed t0) was with work, parttime study, freelance jobs, and 2years ++ back added with raising up nadhrah, and ofcourse the endless chores.. thats life kan? alhamdulillah study ended last year and graduated last year as well.. one thing is drop of the list and mind already.. i still remember masa tgh sarat mengandungkan nadhrah, kat ofis kena panjat turun naik tangga(masa tu sabtu pun keje), and ahad lak kelas satu hari, dari pagi sampai petang, n kena panjat tangga sampai tingkat 4.. aiyah! gagahkan diri.. one pun dgn sabarnye pegang lengan tunggu angkat kaki satu2 anak tangga tu.. hehe..

Alhamdulillah, i’m happy with where we are at and what we have now, hardwork do pay rite?

Thanks to Allah god almighty for the path and every opportunity and rezeki that came to us.. to our parents&family for supporting us for all the help and being our backbone always supporting us.. i am indeed thankful and cherishing every moment of it!

Nadhrah & Saza’s sons.. Danish and Mirzan..

Okeh, some updates on our activity Last sunday, my dad ajak pegi mandi laut, i chose bagan lalang, since its the nearest.. we arrive there at about 8.. after mandi2 we had picnic(no pics taken sbb semua basah).. mama brought nasi lemak! sgt sedap.. n after that they head back home(Iman sempat bershopping jap), we drop by at Saza’s first.. and she ajak to have lunch with them first.. this pics was taken then.. thanks za + abg man for the treat, it was delicious! ikan sgt fresh..

tak sbrnye nak cuti kan? hip hip hooray!

ps: i read on mendidik anak dlm tidurnye at Nia’s blog.. very good indeed! baca k..