nyah kamu… penat!

days at the office is getting rather more & more upsetting.. this week another 2 of the nice ones are leaving.. the happy moments and fun working times are no longer felt, kinda like work takda hati nye pace.. workloads coming in like no tomorrow, demands and demands, never ending politics.. tired. emph.. but there were bz days even much2x bzier than now, but then it was kinda in a more enjoyable manner so didnt really felt it, and there was a bos who appreciate all the hardworks.. now? must i say more..

oh i so missed those good ol’ days..

now all i see is,

• a list of work to dos… spt melukis semua chart2 dlm Publication ni dgn pertukaran yg never endingnye..
  














• work of no understanding, following without thinking.. spt memformat presentation slide ni, yg langsung aku tak fhm maksudnye..
  

sighs again.. aku harus berenti fikir psl keje kan? keje je la selagi mampu.. pekakkan telinga, butakan mata..
sesungguhnya aku sudah penat..bosan dgn semua ni..

i hate myself when im being negative.. I went bloghopping for a few rounds to cheer me up and to get my mind out the messed-up box (altho was bz), and somehow reading one of the comments in kak emila’s Calendar contest entry reminds me of the better things in life to be cherished ..

I am thankful for a lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning and gutters that need fixing because it means I have a home…. I am thankful for the piles of laundry and ironing because it means my loved ones are nearby. ~Nancie J. Carmody
comment from Akira Chan

jadi apa tunggu lg?
keje silalah bawa diri kamu ke esok hari ya..
i want go back now.. to my loved ones!

have a nice afternoon guys.. hugs.. tata..


p/s:   Happiness is not a goal but a way of life (by another commentor acha rusydin)… I so so need to tune back myself to the positive kan?