me n confinement days..

hi all..

i’ve got 6 more days to go.. hoorah nnti boleh klua jln2 shopping raya.. huhu.. boleh raya ke kalau tak pose? tak sbr nak klua bwk diorg jln.. skrg ni beranganing utk bwk morning walks pun dh seronok.. haha..

lama tak update. my mom’s raya cookies alhamdulillah dpt sambutan ramai, even more orders than last year.. she’s really happy.. and not too mention tired, tang menang tangan katanye..

as for me, now i’m still trying to adapt with having 2 babies..

the first few weeks was a bit challenging cos when Nadhrah’s in jealous mode aku yg kelam sbb nak marah teruk tak boleh kang merajuk, tp kesian kat adik kena buli, nk bwk lari pun susah sbb dia dh panjat atas i, i had mixed feelings, as am so used to being close to her and having her being so manja with me..suddenly she became so garang, n most of time resist attaching to me..

At the sametime also learning the new signals from aqilah, adapting to a new born again, cos dh biasa ngan nadhrah dh boleh buat byk benda sendiri n dh boleh ckp, ni nk kena mula blk stage 1, phm tangisan tu tangisan apa kan…which am still rather confused at times, so used to nadhrahs signals and sometimes find myself comparing aqilah to nadhrah’s baby days, ‘mana nak sama..’kata one. haha. budus kan?

tiring, takyah ckp la kan, (especially the days nadhrah becomes hurricane annie and days staying up thru the nite for aqilah) all mummy knows how it is kan.. eh? tak adilnye, all parents know.. daddy pun usaha keras gak kan..but the feeling of happiness and completeness mendebush kepenatan itu..

alhamdulillah so far things are getting much2 better, nadhrahs back to normal altho not 100%, jeles n geram still there but she’s learn to love her sister and the “marah mama mode” dh kurang.. and now mastering aqilahs signal and find her not a fussy baby actually, if she’s full then she’s happy.. and mind u? she can stay up to how many hours playing and talking gu gu ga ga.. last sunday she stay up from 1pm till 830pm..is that normal for a baby at 5 weeks? we were amazed.. nadhrah n even iman dulu pun tak pernahlaa stay up selama tu..

all in all i’m feeling trully blessed having 2 lil angels now.. just precious..